Arizona, where are you?

Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters, all rights go to Shonda Rhimes and ABC. I'm just borrowing them.

This is my first story so please be nice! Leave me some reviews and let me know if you want more. No beta so all mistakes are mine.

Summary: She waited for her and she never came…Arizona, where are you?

Sorry it's short!

Chapter 4

"I won't, she's too much to lose," Arizona turns to me and kisses me on the cheek.

3 Months Later…..

Arizona POV

Whew, what a day. A school bus crashed and I had been in the OR all day. It felt good to come home and relax with my baby girl. Calliope should be home any minute now. We've been trying to get pregnant for a few months now. But so far no luck.

"Honey, I'm home," I could hear the smile in Calliope's voice. I walked over to her and kissed her beautiful lips. Before she could protest I pulled away. Before she could kiss me again I ran to the bathroom and emptied my stomach's contents in to the toilet.

"Babe, are you okay?" Calliope asked as she kneeled down next to me, pulling my hair back.

"I don't know, I've been feeling weird all day and–" I get cut off as I throw up whatever could be left in stomach. I hate this so much. Calliope rubbing soothing circles on my back does help though.

"Arizona, are you, umm.. ya know.." Oh I know what she's trying to ask.

"I think the word you're looking for is 'pregnant'," I laugh and she just smiles.

"Yeah, well lucky for you I brought a few pregnancy tests home just in case," She stands up to go get them. Just as she leaves the smile fades from my face as I throw up again.

"Here you go, I'll be right in the bedroom when you're done," She smiles and kisses me on the cheek then leaves me to do my business. After taking the test I return to the bedroom with my phone using it as a stopwatch. Calliope is sitting on the bed waiting. I sit next to her and lay back on the bed. Two minutes is taking forever. Then my timer goes off.

"Do you want me to check it or do you want to?" Calliope lays back next to me.

"You do it. I can't look," I cover my face with my hands.

"Arizona you might wanna come here,"

"Calliope, I can't not if it's another negative, I can't take it."

"Arizona," I can hear the smile in her voice. Oh my gosh.

"We're pregnant?"

"We're pregnant," She confirms. I run over to her and kiss right on the lips. It's filled with nothing but love. The smile on my face isn't going anywhere anytime soon.

12 weeks later

"I can't believe you actually knocked up Roller Girl," Cristina comments as we talk about the baby at lunch.

"You know I'm sitting right here?" But she just ignores me.

We told all of our friends a couple weeks ago and they're all happy for us. Even though Cristina has a different way of showing it I can tell she's happy for us too. I can't believe I have a tiny human growing inside of me. Mine and Calliope's, not Mark's. I know I should be over that and I am, but there are still times that it's hard to think about. But this baby is different. We will love him or her the same as Sofia, but now it feels like I don't have to worry about Mark.

"Hey, you okay?" Calliope's voice shakes me out of my thoughts.

"What? Yeah, I'm fine."

"Okay–" She gets cut off by her pager. "I gotta go, love you." And with that she gets up kisses me on the cheek and leaves.

"I'll see you guys later I'm gonna go try and catch up on sleep," I wave goodbye to my friends and search for an empty on-call room. I get about a half hour's worth of sleep before my pager goes off. Oh yeah I have a surgery scheduled in 15 minutes. On my way to the OR I see Calliope.

"Hey, I might be late home is there's any complications," I give her a kiss and continue on my way.

"Okay, I'll have dinner waiting"

Finally, I get to go home. No complications and yet the surgery still takes 3 hours. I love being a surgeon, saving the lives of kids so they can look forward to the rest of their lives, but it's so exhausting. When I finally arrive home there's dinner waiting for me, along with a beautiful latina and a little girl who looks just like her.

After eating I went to bed. I was exhausted from today. I lay down next to Calliope and she rolls on her side, wrapping her arm around my waist, her hand laying protectively over my small baby bump. i could get used to this.