More than Friends? Glee.
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Chapter 4.
Rachel's P.O.V
What a day It's been! Tried to avoid everyone even poor Puck and Sam. I couldn't exactly tell them whats happened. So I just have to avoid them as much as possible. Noah is coming oh great. What shall I say?
"Hey Rachel. Don't walk away. I know why your trying to avoid me." Oh crap he knows! Shall I just play dumb or be honest?
"I've not been avoidin-"
"Yes you have and I know why." How am I going to tell him when he looks so down?
"Noah I'm sorry! I-"
"Don't be sorry its okay!" Woah he's okay that I cheated on him? How can he take it so well? I can't and i'm not the one that's been cheated on.
"I'm confused, why is it okay?" I asked.
"Last night you wanting me to, you know. I'm game and i didn't say I didn't want to because trust me, you have no idea how much I wanted to. It's just your the only girl i've ever cared about, so I wanna treat you right. You don't have to be distant with me because your embarrassed, trust me Rach its fine! When months pass and were at the stage where we feel comfortable, then we can." Oh he was on about that! Thats so sweet! He wants to make it right, when I was in the wrong!
"Ohhh..Yeah. Thanks Noah! But can we forget that please?"
"Yeah sure, so were good now baby?"
"Yeah of course handsome!" I couldn't say ' No were not good because I cheated on you with Sam.' I just couldn't. We both walked home and I was dying to see Sam, but I couldn't. Because of yesterday and today!
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
Rachel was in her room trying to think of a way to text Sam. But the words all didn't come out right. They was all jumbled in her head, every time she thought on a way to say something to Sam, they came out to sound even worse.
~Sam is calling...~
She didn't know what to say or do. She didn't know whether to risk it and talk to Sam or be safe and ignore him. But everything that happened last night she just couldn't ignore him.
"Hello?"
"Hey Rach!"
"Sam I need to talk to you.."
"Okay, shoot."
"No not on the phone, you come to my place?"
"Yeah okay, is everything alright you sound a little down?"
"Just come to mine please?"
"Ok, on my way."
~Call ended~
Sam's P.O.V
Rachel didn't sound right on the phone, I wonder whats wrong. I got to her house and knocked on the door.
"Hello Sam." Rachel sighed like she was sad to see me.
"Hey Rachel have you been crying? Whats wrong." I walked inside and hugged her. Before she spoke she pulled away...
"Sam I have to say something..." We both sat down and I started to get worried.
"Rachel your starting to freak me out, whats wrong baby? You can tell me..." I tried making her feel like she can tell me anything that was on her mind.
"Something happened today at school and well...I think we should stop..." I'm confused is she saying stop with the secrets and tell Puck the truth, or she saying there's gonna be no us.
"Stop what?" Rachel started crying...
"Us...We can't do this. I can't do this to Noah."
"So you'd rather do this to me?"
"Sam I-"
"Rachel I really thought you felt the same way. Did last night mean anything to you?"
"I do and yes of course It did."
"Then why are you doing this to me?"
"Sam, its not right for us to carry on. I-"
"Okay, whatever. I'm guessing I'll see you around..." I started to have tears in my eyes. I'm not a girl its just I love Rachel and this is what she's doing to me. She's breaking my heart and well...If she doesn't want me then fine.
"Sam don't be like that." She's technically saying she doesn't wanna see me and then she says don't be like that. What does she think im gonna be like?
"Be like what? I know last night didn't mean anything to you, just wish I knew sooner than later. Bye Rachel. Hope you and Noah are happy together." I shut the door before she could speak. I didn't know what to do except walk away. Untill she opened the door.
"Sam!" This felt like deja vu. I stopped and waited for her to say anything.
"I'm sorry." I know she's sorry but if she knew she didn't like me the same way, she should of said that before she said she missed me and that she needed me.
I turned around and said in the honest way possible. "If you didn't like me the same way then why not say anything? I've made myself look like a fool now. Bye Rachel." Then I walked off. Leaving me and Rachel upset.
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
Rachel's P.O.V
I never thought that would the most depressing heart breaking moment of my life! I had to make a choice and well if I chose Sam then Quinn would be technically killing me. If I chose Noah, then the secret wouldn't be out and no one wouldn't be hurt except me and Sam of course. Either way someone was going to get hurt and I had no choice to stay with Noah and not Sam. It hurts me to see him like that and I can't stop crying. But he's gonna find someone way better than me and he's gonna be alot happier with someone else than be with me.
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
Sam was walking home and bumped into someone on the way.
"Woah Quinn what are you doing out here at this time?"
"Sam I was just about to ask you the same question." Quinn said in suspicion.
"Long story..."
"Sam are you crying?" Quinn put her arm around Sam.
"No just the wind its making my eyes water."
"Yeah like i'm gonna believe that. Come on, lets go to mine and I'll make you a drink and we can talk about it." Quinn offering, in a sneaky way.
"No I cant-"
"I'm not taking no for an answer. Come on."
"Thanks." Sam said, trying to struggle a smile.
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
~Quinn's house~
Quinn's P.O.V
Well I've managed to get an upset Sam at mine. I made him a drink and we both started talking.
"So Sam, why were you on your own outside in the dark?"
"It doesn't matter Quinn I'm fine."
"Sam, we may not be going out anymore but I still care about you! So come on you can tell me."
"Its this girl, I really like her and well she doesn't like me back. So yeah. Thats why. Everything seems to be a mess ever since we broke up and I miss-" I inturrupted Sam by kissing him on the lips. Sam kissed me back. Before I could kiss him again, he pulled away.
"Quinn what are you doing?"
"I thought this is what you wanted? Wanted me back?"
"I'm not here to make out with you. I'm here to tell you how I'm feeling." Sam looked so confused.
"And I feel the same way." I leaned in again for a kiss but he quickly stood up in disgustment. I must like Sam so much that I just wanted him to be mine.
"Quinn I don't like you in that way anymore. I don't need this. I just need a friend and I guess I can't even have that." Sam walked out in confusement and went home.
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
Sam's P.O.V
I can't sleep knowing when I get to school Quinn gonna's be hurt, I'm gonna be hurt and that Rachel won't be. Which is a good thing that Rachel is now happy, but the way for her to be happy is to hurt me. So I'm guessing thats not a good thing. I got to understand that she must not love me back, but that's okay. You can't force someone to like you if they don't. I just have to face the facts that she's happy without me. I'm guessing I'm gonna have to deal with that and hopefully move on with my life. Eventhough my feelings are never gonna change. I can't live without Rachel. She's the only girl I've ever fell inlove with.
~Next morning~
Rachel came to school looking awfull. It looked like she hasnt slept for weeks. Sam came in looking twice as rough and tried avoiding Rachel and Quinn as much as possible.
"Sam can we talk? we need to sort this-" Rachel tried talking but Sam just walked away. Finn came to school talking to Puck.
"So hows your single life?" Puck asked Finn before talking a gulp of his drink.
"Crap. Just waiting for the right moment to ask Rachel out. She's perfect. She's single and I'm so ready to mingle. With her of course, if you get me. How's yours?" Puck started choking on his drink. Shocked to even hear what he said.
"Same. Well not the...Ermm.. Rachel part of course. Because that's..not right..going behind a mates back. If you get what I'm saying...?" Puck playing along with the conversation. Obviously he werent going to tell him that he goes out with the girl that his bestmate fantasises over all the time. It wasn't right.
"Yeah of course mate. Well you wont again haha."
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
When they got to school they both saw Rachel. Before Finn could say anything Puck was gone. Obviously he likes Rachel, its just if Finn ever knew that he was going behind his back with a girl again then they wouldnt be friends. Puck didn't have that many close friends so if he ruined his friendship with Finn, he'd only have Sam left. Puck and Sam aren't talking. Puck doesn't know why but Sam feels awkward if he even said hi to him.
Rachels P.O.V
I couldn't stop crying yesterday. I feel so sad and unhappy. I'll never could get the look on Sam's face out of my head when I told him that we couldn't be together...My heart is aching...My head is telling me that I've made the right decision, that Sam could do better than me...But my heart is telling me that I made the worsed decision of my entire life. I couldn't face Sam, not after yesterday! I broke his heart and I could never forgive myself. Its tearing me apart not to be able to feel his hugs and his kisses. Ahh..His kisses was like a dream! His lips was so soft and gentle, I could just keep my lips upon his forever!
Puck! Well I think I'm growing feelings for him. We've dated before and well..I didn't like him in that way, I just focused on making Finn jealous. Which was the worst thing I could of ever done! I broke Puck's heart! I broke Finn's and Sam's aswell...I don't deserve anyone!
~end of school- Glee club~
Rachel's P.O.V
I hated going into the choir room to find Sam bearly looking at me, Puck looking at me then looking away, Finn smiling and Quinn glaring at me.. It was uncomfortable...I wonder why Puck is trying to avoid me.
"Puck? Why are you avoiding me? You know I saw you run off this morning, whats wrong?" I asked to Puck quietly.
"Its nothing and sorry I had to...Pee." Puck looked unsure on what he said.
"You had to pee? just as you got to school?" I didn't really believe what he said.
"Yeah, what? Don't look at me like that...I drank alot of energy drinks. Couldn't help it. When you gotta go, you gotta go." Well thats true...
"Okay then-" Before I could finish what I was saying Mr Shue began to speak.
"Our assignment this week is..." Then Mr shue wrote on the board.
"F-ee-l-in-gs" We all said trying to see what he was writing.
"Feelings. Yes Tina?" He responded to Tina's hand up.
"Ermm..Why feelings?" Tina asked.
"To show us all what you are feeling and to see if you chose your right song. Anyways Sam would like to sing a song before we continue..."
Sam got up and my heart melted! I didn't know what he was going to sing, but either way I'm not going to like it..
"I'm going to sing a song called 'Same Mistakes' by One direction. This has something to do with how I'm feeling."
[verse]
'Circles, we're going in circles
Dizzy's all it makes us
We know where it takes us
We've been before
Closer, maybe looking closer
There's more to discover
Find out what went wrong without blaming each other
Think that we got more time
When we're falling behind
Gotta make up our minds'
Woah, this is so true.. I can't look up but I had to. I had to see Sam.. He was looking at me, but he was trying not to make it obvious..
[chorus]
'Or else we'll play, play, play all the same old games
And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted that we'll be the same
But we're making all the same mistakes'
I looked down cause' I had tears in my eyes. This is so hard..I might be sounding abit selfish because I keep thinking its hard but I'm not the one that getting let down..
'Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is
When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix
And you pray, pray, pray that everything will be okay
While you're making all the same mistakes..'
I looked up just a second before the song ended and he had nothing left to say. He just had tears in his eyes, well he was almost crying! But then again so was I. I tried holding them back but I couldn't. He looked at me one last time then walked out of the choir room,hurt. All because of me. I've done this to him... It's all my fault.
"Mr shue, can I just check up on him?" Without giving a reply I walked out trying to find Sam. Puck wasn't noticing anything, not that I know of anyway...I hope Quinn didn't see anything either...
"Sam? Sam I need to talk to you! Where are you? Sam?" I shouted quietly. I kept on walking till I saw Sam sat on the floor against the lockers. I ran to him and sat down.
"Sam... I'm so sorry! Its hurting me so much!"
"Then why did you want us to end?" Sam said before taking a deep breath.
"Because...I-it wasn't..Right for us to carry on like this. It wasn't right."
"Well it felt right! Like nobody else matters. Aslong as you was with me I didn't care about anything else..."
"Yeah...I mean Sam, I'm with Noah and-"
"Yeah don't you think I know that already? Because of you, ive lost the girl ive ever loved, my bossy girlfriend and my best mate. I sang that song because-"
"You love one direction? Comeon I hear you all the time mumbling under your breath, what makes you beautiful.." I smiled, just remembering the times when I was with him.
"No. did you even listen to the words carefully? The end it says, ' When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix, and you pray that everything is okay, while your making the same mistakes."
"But I don't get the same mistakes bit. What am I doing the same?"
"Your not letting your heart out. You try to convince you love Puck but I can see in your eyes that you don't know what you want. I've waited so long for you to say 'I love you' to me or even kiss you..But I was living in a dream that is never gonna come true. I should wake up and realise that we cant even be more than friends. We cant even be friends."
I feel absolutely awful. I can't say those words that he wants to hear because I don't know how I feel. He's right. I feel like I love Sam but I feel like I love Noah aswell! I can't do this.
"I'm sorry...I can't do this!" I walked off leaving Sam looking confused.
Before I could even reach the back door of the school, someone stopped me sounded like a horrible bitchy voice which I was quite scared of.
"If you think you could get your claws into my Sam, think again! He doesn't need you in his life, he has me. And if you interfere with that then..."
"Then what?"
"Well if you don't do what I say then you will eventually know..See you later rupaul." Quinn walked off leaving me crying my eyes out! I don't know what to do anymore! I can't cope anymore! What is she going to do to me? I can't help how I feel. I'm a mess!
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
Finn's P.O.V
Right I think I'm ready to ask Rachel out. I know we've had our ups and downs. But I have a feeling this time we will be like an item! Seening though she's single, she might be desperate enough to go out with me? So thats a start... Right what should I bring her, flowers? Chocolates? I dunno...Its not like I'm asking her to marry me or anything, yet. One day I would love for Rachel to be Mrs Rachel Hudson..But she loves her name so I bet she would make me change mine instead..Can you do that? If they can then I will be Mr Finn Berry! No that doesn't sound right, but if I say it more then it could grow on me? I dunno. Right off to go to Rachel's and ask her. Getting quite nervous, my hands are all sweaty, I'm starting to go red. Its not hot weather today so why am I sweating?
Here we are the door of the Berry's... I pressed the doorbell and waited patiently. I'm guessing her parents are back as I see her dad opening the door. "Hi Mr Berry, is Rachel there?" I asked nervously.
"Yeah, I'll go tell her... Pumpkin?"
"Yes daddy?" I heard her voice from upstairs.
"There's someone here to see you my darling." Do they really speak like that all the time or is that just normal? I heard footsteps coming down the stairs, it was Rachel.
"Finn?" She smiled wondering why I was here.
"Hi Rachel!"
"What are you doing here?" I knew she was going to ask that, here goes..
"I'm here to ask you something..."
"Couldn't you of asked me over the phone or text me?"
"No, I have to ask in person.."
"Okay what do you need to ask me?" Her smile is so amazing! I don't know why I ever broke up with her!
"Ermm...You know we've known eachother for a while..."
"Yeah, where exactly are you going with this?"
"Well I really like you Rachel!"
"Finn I-" She looked like she wanted to say something but if I stopped talking now then I'll never ask her...So it was now or never.
"Will you go out with me? Like be a couple?" It felt so good to finally have the balls to ask her out but she looked quite sad...Did I do something wrong?
"I'm with Noah...For a couple of weeks now. Didn't he tell you?"
"No he didn't..." I was so angry at him! Why didn't he tell me in the fucking first place? I look like a right prick now! I walked off in embarrassment. I got so angry that I rang up Quinn and met her at the park.
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
"This better be good Hudson..." Quinn said when she met up with Finn.
"I'm in. Lets bring them down. I'll do whatever it takes..."
"Thats what I like to hear Finn!" Quinn smirked.
"So Rachel and Puck will never be together?"
"Look you need to understand everything. The affairs and everything for you to understand what you have to do. I'll run through the basics with you. Come with me Hudson, I'm so glad you came to your senses."
Finn's P.O.V
Woah I'm so glad that I may have Rachel...After Quinn does her plan, she'll have her boy, I'll have my girl and Puck will have noone. Sounds good to me. Just wonder how the plan is gonna work? hmm...
~End of chapter~
A/N: Hope everyone liked my chapter! Please give me your thoughts, opinions or ideas for the story! Please review and let me know if you liked it? What will Rachel do? What will Quinn do? What will Finn do? Whats the Plan? Will Puck be alone afterwards? Would Rachel and Sam ever get back together? Does Quinn stop them for good? Find out! Thanks!