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Chapter 4
Yet again weeks came and went by, Logan walking out of his favorite patient's room noticed that his phone was buzzing in his pocket. The smile spreading on his face literally lit up the entire floor. Most of the time when Logan would he would be busy with thoughts and open for new challenges day after day. But lately he was different again. All he could think about was the long distance keeping him away from his love, and sadness quickly took over him any time of the day.
There were two ways to make him smile. One, his young patient, Adam, he could put a smile on Logan's face where and whenever, and second, James. A text, an e-mail, a picture of him in a magazine or on the TV was already enough, but if he called, he could was shining from the joy.
"Logan!" Obviously James nearly jumped out of his skin, too when he had a chance to talk to his boyfriend. "How are you my love?"
"I'm great. Now I am." He said to the phone while leaning onto the counter in the staff room. "Just a bit of tired."
"Are you still at work?" James was ready to give him a talk, Logan felt it coming. "But it must be around two in the morning there. Why are you there so late? You're never ... why?"
"Because being at home in that empty house is boring, James. I can't sleep anyways, so I just take some extra shift if I can. I get more money."
The heavy sigh escaping James' was hearable through thousands of miles that parted them. "I don't really like this. Logan, I heard that the less you sleep the more chance you get nightmares and I don't like the idea of you getting back there."
"Since you know Kendall you think you are smarter than me."
"That was sharp." James said and then went silent.
Logan knew he was harsh indeed, so he tried to apologize. "Sorry, baby. I know you're just worried. But I get enough sleep and I don't have nightmares."
"Fine then. I believe you." James of course couldn't be mad at Logan. "Guess what?"
"I don't think my brain functions work properly for such game, James. Just tell me."
James laughed before he spoke. "I'll see you tomorrow. Early in the morning I'm landing."
"No way!" Logan jumped up from his seat, he felt like an energy bomb just hit him. "Why didn't you start with this? Oh my God, this is so good! I can't wait. I'll go to you to the airport."
"No you don't come to me. I can find the way home. Just stay safe at home, okay?"
"Okay."
"But really, be at home by the time I get there."
"Don't worry. My shift is over in two minutes." Logan's heart raced in his chest, he came alive again. "God. I can't believe it. I haven't seen you, in what, two months?"
"Or so." After a little pause James said, "I've got to hang up now. I love you, Logan."
"I love you, too. See you, soon." The words "see you" felt strange on Logan's tongue.
"See you." With the sound of a kiss James said good bye, and then the line went dead.
The house was quiet as it had always been lately. Stepping into it was just as weird as the thought of seeing Logan again. James couldn't believe that they had come this far. He was home and yet it felt nothing like a home, just a place where he sometimes would sleep at, where he would find his lover, where he would go on road again from, too soon.
When he opened the door of the bedroom he found Logan sleeping softly on the bed. The covers were all underneath him, he obviously had been waiting for his arrival and didn't want to fall asleep. Looking at him James' face flowered in a wide smile. He didn't know whether to wake him or not. He decided he would just climb next to him and hold him till the morning, and knew it was going to be perfect. James knew that Logan would love the feeling of waking up besides James more than being woken up by him. Yes, well, Logan hated being woken up by anyone.
But before settling next to Logan, James silently sneaked back to the living room knowing that there should be another cover somewhere. When he got the blanket he lay to Logan's right side and wrapped themselves in the warmth of the cover that smelled just like Logan. Kissing his cheek he whispered "good night, Logie" and putting an arm around him, he fell asleep, and wished he could stay there like that, forever.
After spending the morning in hot kissing which led to even hotter love making, James and Logan took a shower together and then were making breakfast in the kitchen, both half naked, hair wet from their time in the shower, chatting softly about this and that.
"I could go like this every morning." James said closing his arms around Logan's waist as he turned the eggs so their other sides got some of the heat, too.
"I believe you could." Logan winked tilting his face so he could peck James' lips. "And I believe I know what you favorite part would be."
"Oh? Yes, Doctor Mitchell, you know me too well. But I'm curious if you know me enough." James teased biting Logan's left ear.
"Mmm." Logan moaned blandly. "Your favorite part would be the way I wake you."
"Say it Logan, say it. It doesn't count if you don't say it out loud." James kept pushing him.
The other man blushed already by the thought of saying something like what he had on his mind at the moment.
"So." James loved the rosy shade on Logan's face, so he just for the heck of it decided to make Logan say something dirty. "You're not ashamed of it at all when it comes to doing it or taking whatever I have for you, but you're ashamed of talking about it when it is only the two of us?"
"Ah yeah?" Logan shrugged. "I'm making breakfast for God's sake."
"Nah say it, Logie." James tugged Logan's earlobe and his hands wandered front and south to his groin. Squeezing his hardening cock, James pleaded again, "say it, Logie."
"Oh fuck." Logan pulled the pan off the fire, because he was on fire and was very much afraid of burning. "I know your favorite part is forever going to be when the first thing you wake up with is my mout on your cock."
"Of course you chose the moderate version, but good. And you are right." James spun Logan round and kissed him deeply. "I've missed you so much. Everything. The breakfast, your mouth on me when I wake up. But mostly just your presence. I hate when we're far from each other. I hate it."
"I'll always be wherever you are, James. Just think about me, and I'll be there." Logan said placing a kiss onto James' nude chest right above his rapidly beating heart. "In here, I'm always with you."
Logan had to go to work that day, even though he asked for a day off, an urgent operation needed to be done. So while Logan was in the operating room, James tried to entertain himself in the hospital. He had already known a few people but since it was their workplace he couldn't keep them from their job for a long time, so he just settled in one of the waiting rooms and checked his messages on his phone.
While sitting there and responding to some of the e-mails he had, someone joined him. He looked up seeing a little boy taking a seat opposite to him. "Hey, big man." James greeted him.
"Hi." Adam shyly said and stared at the TV in the corner, but didn't make a sound.
"Would you like to watch the TV?" James asked noticing what the little boy obviously wanted.
He got his answer in a tiny nod.
"Okay. I don't mind." James got onto his feet and turned the TV on, then grabbed the remote and decided to sit next to Adam. "Can I watch it, too?"
A nod again was the only respond. "Okay." James sighed. "Let's see what we've got here. Cartoons, news, action movie?" James hoped this time there would be a real answer to real question. But he only deserved a shrug apparently. "Fine. Cartoon, then. I love them, you know? What is your name by the way? I'm James."
"Adam." After a little silence the little boy said. "I love cartoons, too."
"That's great." James offered his hand for a handshake. He knew in little boys' eyes that was very manly, and Adam may like it. He was right. A smile spread across Adam's face while he shook James' strong and huge hand. "What else you love yet?"
"A lot of things." Adam replied a bit of tight-lipped again.
"Girls?" James raised an eyebrow at Adam.
"No. Ew, no." At that answer James had to laugh.
"Oh, man. You know such less yet. They'll quickly wrap such handsome dude around their fingers though. Be careful with them, okay?"
"Yes, okay." Adam stuck his eyes onto the screen then.
They watched the cartoons together for about a half hour. James laughed where he knew he had to, and tried to make Adam speak some more, but it was a tough task. However, he liked the little man.
But soon their fun was ruined when a nurse came in. "Sorry, Adam, but you know Doctor Mitchell told you to not be out of your room for too long."
"I know. I know." Adam sadly and slowly got up from his seat and gazed at James. "Thanks."
James' eyes grew wide in suprise. "For?"
"For watching it with me. Only Doctor Mitchell would watch cartoons with me. Other than that I'm always alone."
Adam's words clenched James' heart. He knew what it was like to be alone. "Oh boy. I'm sorry for that. I didn't know you know Logan."
"He's my doctor. He is very nice and brings me toys and comes to talk to me when he can."
"That's my Logan. He has a heart of gold." James stood up and spoke to the nurse then. "I'll escort him back to his room." The nurse nodded and walked out. "Come on, Adam. Don't make Logan mad. That's never good." He laughed and Adam surprised him again when he took his hand and smiled at the joke.
It took another half hour or so for Logan to appear in Adam's room, too. "Hey, guys. I heard you two are suddenly great buddies. Don't you dare leave me out of the fun."
"We wouldn't do that, Logan." Adam spread his arms wide open ready to hug his friend. "I missed you."
"I have missed you, too, little man. I had a lot of work yesterday and then it was too late for a visit. Plus I got a visitor meanwhile, too."
"James?"
"Yes." Logan smiled at his boyfriend. "You know he is the guy I talked about."
"Oh. Yes." Adam remembered Logan telling him how much he loved James. "So you're the man I have to be friends with so then I can live with Logan?"
"What?" James questioningly looked at Logan whose mouth already opened to answer.
"I'll explain it later."
"You better." James warned his boyfriend. Somehow it wasn't something he had expected from a trip to home.