Chapter 4

Beca literally ran all the way back to her own dorm. When she got back she burst through the door and slammed it behind her then stood with her back against it breathing heavily. Her room mate had gone home for the summer so she was left with the place to herself. She stood there for a moment breathing heavily and staring in to nothing her eyes darting back and forth as everything ran through her head.

What was she going to do? She had to sit and think it all through properly in her head and make sense of it all. She felt terrible about the way she had just left Chloe like that. She hated herself that the girl looked so hurt she was her best friend. She decided to go for a shower and try and calm herself down.

She walked down to the comunal showers which were empty and she turned on the shower and turned on the shower radio. She got in under the hot water and just let it run over her head and down her back. As she began to wash herself her hands ran over parts of her body where she had felt Chloe kiss her. Her kisses were so soft and so beautiful. And she thought back again to the night before. She saw everything that had happened and that she had wanted it to. She had wanted Chloe she had feelings for Chloe.

She had never felt like this for anyone she had been with a few boys in a relationship nothing majorly serious but she had never had these feelings for any of them. She just presumed she hadn't met the right guy and when she did she would have felt this way. But now she thought about it she felt these feelings for Chloe they were so strong they were real raw feelings. She had feelings for this girl and she had just ran out on her because she had panicked and was scared she felt so childish. No one had ever kissed her the way Chloe did, with such passion and love.

Beca was in the shower for over 15 minutes now with all these thoughts running through her head. She would have to go back to Chloe and tell her she was sorry for running out on her and she would have to do some serious groveling to try and win the red head back. What if she had blown her chance with Chloe? She sighed and then became frustrated with herself. She slammed her hand against the tiled wall in frustration, she had all these feelings for Chloe that had been building up for a long time some serious deep feelings and then everything in her head clicked. What did it all matter all the worrying and questions she had she realised then that she had feelings real ones for Chloe and they were the realist things she had ever felt. Just as Beca was about to turn the shower off she heard a familiar voice.

"Beca are you in here?"

Beca's heart pounded it was Chloes voice and she sounded sad. She breathed in for a second then let it go.

"Yeah I'm here" she replied softly slightly taken aback and ashamed that she had come looking for her.

And then the shower curtain pulled back and Chloe was stood there staring at her. She had a sadness about her and he eyes were red and puffy as though she had been crying but looked as though she was determined to do something.

"Look Chloe-" Beca began but she was cut off by the red head.

"No Beca you look ok I have something to say and you're going to hear me out and not butt in and then you can tell me where to go afterwards okay?!" Chloe said so assertively.

Beca opened her mouth to continue but Chloe began again

"Last night happened ok?! We can't go back and change it and I know I don't want to because I loved every moment of it with you. I've wanted to be with you for a very long time and you are my best friend! You are the most amazing talented person I know and I love being part of your life. I can't imagine us not being in each others lives and I have never felt this way about anyone ever" she stopped and a small tear fell from her eye and rolled down her cheek before she continued.

"I wake up to you in my arms this morning as though I have wakened from an amazing dream only to find it was real. And you just make some lame excuse and you leave me. You leave me there in my bed alone and with nothing but the feeling that I meant nothing to you and last night meant nothing to you. I can still feel you on my skin and I can still smell you on me. I can't take back what happened and well I love you..." and there it was everything laid bare Chloe had exposed her true feelings for Beca. She had laid it all out on the table she had everything to lose in that moment and she was giving it all to her.

"I love you too" Beca said back straight away. It came out before she really thought about it and it was then that she truly knew it was real it came from her heart and her heart was pounding in her chest as she said it.

"You... do?" Said Chloe so softly looking deep in to Beca's eyes

"Yes" said Beca "I'm sorry I made you sad I woke up this morning and I had so many thoughts going through my head and I panicked and I've been thinking of it all stood here and I realised I love you. You Chloe Beale and only you. I've never felt this way about anyone and I only ever want to feel this way about you. I love you"

And with that Chloe stepped in to the shower in beside Beca fully clothed and embraced her tightly and kissed her passionately. The shower water ran over them as they stood there kissing.

And Titanium began to play on the radio.