A/N: Ok this one will be short too and I'm sorry for that and I Promise that the next chapter(s) will be much longer. Wow this took me forever and i dont even know why. Ive had really bad writers block im sorry. Hope you enjoy!

Rated M for Cutting and Suicide

Characters Bella, Edward, Charlie,and Jacob

Dsclaimer: I do Not own the wonderful characters from Twilight Stehenie Meyer does I just write about them.

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In the last chapter:

So I will try to get on with my life after death. And I will keep trying untill the end of my existance, Because that's wht she wanted. My heart will always be empty because she is gone, but I don't care I knew that would happen one way or another. Not once will I take off my ring, it will stay there on my left hand for the rest of my existance. Just like Bella wanted.

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Too Late

Jacob's p.o.v.

I can't believe it! She killed herself! Why? It's all His fault! If he would ave never shown u she would be alive right now! We would be dating probly. She doesn't even look like herself. At her own funeral she didn't even look like herself. How screwed up is that! She had dyed he hair and gotthen a tatto, plus she was wearing all black and red. If i wern't for him she would have looked nrmal if she would have died at all. God, I hate Him. He's Evil! He deserves to be torn to pieces! After this I will find him and tear him apart, I can smell him in the back all I have to do is follow that smell and I can kill him.

"I would like to read the letter that Bella left for me in it includes her last wishes." ,Charlie said at the podium. "Dear Dad, I love you and Mom. I even love Phil. But I just couldn't take it anymore..."

When he was done many poeple were crying and I could tell alot of them didn't blame the bloodsucker anymore, even though they should. At the end of the funeral we walked out tp the cemetary to bury her coffin. Bella's mother was sobbing into he new husband's sholder.

And now we will say our final goodbyes to Isabella Marie Swan, or as she wanted to be known a Bella Marie Cullen." I couldn't take it when he said that. Fuck that stupid bloodsucking bastard! I cant wait to kill him! Apparently you could tell what I was thnking by looking at my face because Bily put his hand on my sholder and said, "Calm down Jacob we'll talk about it later with the pack."

"I'll kill him!", I said back. I felt my hands shaking and knew that if I didn't calm down then I would change in front of all of these people. I tried taking a few deep breaths but it didn't work it just cleared my thoughts which made me even madder. I couldn't take it. I ran out of there as fast as I could in my human form, which was pretty fast, and as soon as I was far enough away I changed. After about ten minutes of silence I fel the rest of the pack change.

'Jacob,' I heard Sam's voice in my mind, 'you need to come back and talk about this with the rest of the pack and the elders. We can help you think rationaly.'

'I don't want to think rationaly! I'm thinking fine! If it wasn't for that stupid bloodsucker then Bella would bealive right now! I'm going to kill him!', I spat back at him.

'You will Not touch any of the Cullens unless we decide to start a war with them! Is that undertood?' He said sternly. I didn't answer him. 'Now come and meet the rest of the pack on the beach in one hour we will all be waiting on you.' He changed back into his human form and I felt the rest of the pack, who didn't say anything just sent thoughts that said they were sorry for me, change back too.

All but one. It was Leah. 'Just get over her Jacob she'll understand.'

'I cant get over her!', I yelled.

'Yes you can she would want you to. She said so in her letter.'

'Nowhere in her letter did she say she wanted me to get over her.'

'You're right she didn't say it out loud but she did say that she loved you so that means that she would want you to have a good life, and having a good life for you would be to get over her and move on with your life.'

'But,' I interupted her.

'No but. I never said you had to forget her I just said that you had to get over her and move on wth your life. She would want you to love someone else.' She wispered that last part then changed back into her human form.

I was so confused! I still Loved Bella, but I didn't know what to do about Leah. We had gotten closer over the last few weeks, with both of us loving someone who didn't love us -at least not in the way we wanted- back, and i guess we were sorta falling for each other. That was a problem though because both of us being werewolves ment that we could imprint at any time even with someone we didn't even know, and if that happened to one of us while we were together the other one would surely kill themselves over it. Though probly not literaly. I don't know.

I ran toward the general direction of La Push not really caring where I ended up. It had been about thirty minutes and I was still running around the outskirts of La Push when Sam changed and said,'Come to the beach Jacob.' before he changed back quickly. I ran to the edge of the forest then changed and put some shorts on before I walked out and went to everyone else. It was cold on the beach, but I couldn't feel it even though the wind was blowing hardly. I went over and sat down next to Leah on one of the salt bleached logs. Even though we were wherewolves and we could read each others minds we had still managed to keep the rest of the pack from finding out about us so they were all confused when I sat down next to her.

"Ok now we need to figure out what to do about the problem that the Cullens have caused us." Sam said.

"We have to kill them!" I shouted.

"Calm down Jacob."

"They started the war they killed a human now we need to finish it." Paul said amazingly taking my side.

"She said that the bloodsucker didn't do this." Sam reminded everyone.

"It doesn't matter what she said we all know he did!"

"She also said that we shouldn't blame the Cullens for this and the doctors even said that all wounds were self inflicted." Leah pointed out.

"You know that he could of made it look that way it also said that she died from loss of blood! That pretty much proves that he did it because when you sent me and Embry to look ay the scene there wasn't enough blood for her to have bleed to death without one of them having drank some."

"Is that true?" Sam asked Embry. He nodded.

"But there was still blood left in her body when they found her so none of them could have done it because they couldn't have stopped till she had no blood in her. Either that or she would become a vampire herself and she's not. She's dead." Leah said.

"Why are you taking their side?" I turned to her.

"I'm not i'm just trying to make sure she gets her last wish and that is to let the Cullens go."

Sam turned to me. "It's up to you Jacob."

I looked down and thought about it. How could she want them to go free! Why? "It's what she wanted. We'll let them go. But I want them never to return here. They must leave. Forever!" I looked up to see what they would say.

"Alright we'll meet with them tonight and tell tham to leave or there will be a war." Everyone left after that. Except for Leah.

"Thank you." I said.

"For what."

"For letting me see what she wanted." I paused, "And for loving me back." I looked at her then.

She looked me in the eyes and said, "You made the right choice Jacob." Then she kissed me. I kissed her back wrapping my arms around her and pulling her close.

"It's going to be ok." She wispered, "Come on." Then we walked off the beach going to wait untill tonight when we would see if there was going to be a war or not.

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Ok im so so sorry for taking so long! please review.