EVAN:
The next morning was hell. I went home straight after Taissa left me like that.. My head! Fuck. My head hurt.
'Fuuuck' I groaned.
'Fuck, you're right!' Dylan joked as he walked into my room.
'What are you talking about Dyl? and dont give me your confusing shit either, I'm too hungover for that crap.'
'I mean I fucked man!'
I suddenly jolted up. Panicking I instantly thought it was Taissa he fucked, especially after their little.. meeting yesterday.
'Who?! who did you fuck Dyl?!' I yelled, I didnt mean to but I guess I freaked him out a little.
'Hahaha wouldnt you like to know my friend, wouldnt you like to know..' and with that I watched him walk out of the room.
Seconds passed before I jumped up to put some jeans on and I sped into the lounge.
I couldn't believe my eyes. There she was, Taissa. Lay on the couch wearing MY jersey. As angry as I was I couldn't deny how fucking hot she looked right there.
'Taissa! what the hell are you doing here?!' I didn't even give her time to answer. I walked straight to Dylan and slammed him against the fridge.
'Taissa. You fucked Taissa.' I yelled
'Evan its not like that.' Taissa started as she sat up
'Taissa just dont' I said
I could feel my heart breaking. I cant believe he would.. I mean, She would.. I thought we had something.. I swallowed the lump in my throat, fighting the urge to cry.
'Dude chill out! I didnt fuck Taissa.'
'You.. You two didnt fuck?' I said with a sigh of relief.
'No dude! I fucked her friend, Becca.'
'Then what are you doing here Taissa?' I wondered
'I couldnt go home, Vera wasnt in and I lost my keys.' She seemed so embarrassed.
'Dyl can you leave us for a sec? cheers' I asked, nodding my head as he walked into his room.
I walked to the couch and sat down with Taissa
'Do you want any coffee?' I asked
'No, No thanks, I already had some.'
'Look.. Taissa.. Tai. Can I call you Tai?' I didnt want to push her too hard, everything I said was making me nervous, scared of her judging me in any way possible.
'Yeah, everybody already does anyway' She seemed bored.
'Im sorry about last night.. I mean I really like you... a lot. I cant explain it...'
Just as Taissa started to say something, the worst thing that could have ever happened.. happened.
'Hey babe! I..' Lexi walked out of the bathroom.
'WHAT THE HELL IS JAILBAIT DOING HERE?! WEARING YOUR FUCKING JERSEY?!' She screamed. She had always had a knack for overreacting.
'What the hell Ev? how can you say all that to me when your fucking girlfriend is in your bathroom?!' Taissa said with a blunt force of anger.
'What? wait, what!?' I thought to myself.. I couldnt even remember last night. All I seem to remember was Taissa walking away from me in that dive bar.
Then it hit me. I called for a fucking booty call because my pants were too fucking tight after me and Taissa had our heated moment. FUCK. I've fucked up big time.
'Dont act dumb. Ev. You fucked her didnt you?!'
'Tai! I dont.. Tai..'
'Dont fucking call me Tai. Its Taissa.' and with that she walked out, again.
Ugh. I cant believe this has happened again.
'Evan Im fucking leaving.' Lexi said, most likely hoping that I'd fight for her.
'Dont forget your keys.' I said, probably too harshly because she started crying just before storming out.
Fuck, Fuck, Fuck and more fucking fuck. Im such an asshole!
TAISSA:
That jerk! how could he do that! say all that fucking shit when his girlfriend was in the bathroom! I just needed to get home. Here I was, walking around in Evans jersey with a pair of boots on. I must look like a tramp.
My phone was only on 17%. I needed to call a cab, and I needed one fast.
As I got home, Vera was waiting for me.
'oh great' I muttered under my breath.
'Taissa Farmiga where the hell were you last night?!'
'V, I was out with Becca. thats all. We crashed at her friends.'
'You could have called!'
'Phone died.' I replied bluntly.
'Yeah well you better drop that attitude and get a shower. Because Ryan Murphy called. Hes moved script reading to today at 2. So you've got 2 hours. Chop chop.'
SHIT! I couldn't face Evan after last night and this morning... But I didn't want to drop this job. I wanted it so badly. Lets hope Violet can be pissy with Tate because I was really in the mood for it.
2 hours passed. I walked onto set to meet my cast mates, hoping to god I can avoid him for now...
I cant believe I get to work with Jessica Lange. Shes so fucking incredible! You know what, Screw Evan. I'll work with him but I wont let him bother me. Im surrounded by these amazing people and its an experience not even he can fuck up.
'Taissa! Lovely, come over here, I need to introduce you to some people' Ryan called to me.
'This is Constance Elaine Womack, But she prefers everybody to call her Connie, Connie Britton. She is playing Vivien Harmon, your mother for the season!'
I only got a few minutes to speak to Connie before I was taken off to the next cast member, but as far as I can tell, this was going to be amazing!
'And Now for Dylan McDermott, He's playing Ben Harmon, Your father for the season!, Say Hi and all but I would love to introduce you to somebody else'
Ryan was so enthusiastic it made being here so much more easier.. I really liked this.
'And now, Miss Taissa Farmiga, or should I say Miss Violet Harmon, I would like you to meet Evan Peters, AKA. Tate Langdon.'
My heart dropped. My stomach twisted. I just wanted to get the hell out of there. He turned around.
'Evan you know Taissa already from the audition, but I want you two to get to know eachother for the good of the show, WE NEED CHEMISTRY PEOPLE!'
Ryan left me at that point. Why oh why couldn't he whisk me away to meet somebody else? I really didn't know what to say or do.
I was angry at myself for saying how hot he was constantly in my head. I cant let him be someone who has this.. this shitty mind power over me!
'Taissa, Hi' Evan said to me
How dare he think he can be so cool and collected over this? I was fuming.
'I dont really want to talk to you right now Evan, but I'd appreciate it if you could act like we were, because Ryan wants us too.' I scolded, oh god the frown on my face must have been awful to look at.
'Taissa we're going to have to talk properly at one point.'
'Ohhhhh right yeah! you mean probably spike my drink, drag me to your place and bang me? OHHH wait! you have your fucking girlfriend to do that to.' I was so angry, I couldnt believe what I was saying to him.
'Fucking hell Taissa! this is neither the time nor the place. but for the fucking record she isnt my fucking girlfriend.'
I must have hurt him.. because after that he placed his number in my hand and walked away muttering 'Call me when you feel like having a mature fucking conversation.'
I didnt need this drama, I just wanted to come down here and have fun filming my first fucking tv show. I was upset and it was made clear to the rest of the cast that I was because Ryan came up to me and sent me home.
'Taissa honey, you seem upset so Im going to have to send you home for today. we're doing this again tomorrow so you wont miss anything.' He sounded sympathetic. 'you're the second person I've sent home today. Stars, I tell ya.'
'Thanks Ryan, wait, second?' I was puzzled.
'Yeah, I had to send Evan home a little earlier too, he seemed down in the dumps, I cant have my stars like that! So I thought a little rest would help him. I'll see you tomorrow Taissa!'
I decided to walk back to think over everything. If Alexia wasnt his girlfriend then why did he sleep with her? I was so confused.
So I did what I probably shouldnt have done. For my own wellbeing and for his..
I called him.
'Evan. Its Taissa. We need to talk.'
