Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star. I do however own the songs and the poetry used. If I didn't write it then I will gladly credit the original artists and/or writers.

Chapter 4: The Truth is I Would Follow You Anywhere

"Jude, what are you doing here?" He asked me. He was rubbing his eyes to be sure that he wasn't seeing things.

"What can I say, I can't live without you." I said to him.

"Amy can you please excuse me and Jude for a few minutes?"

"Sure" she said before she ran upstairs. I walked over to him and I hugged him fiercely.

"Jude, how did you find me?"

"Well se what had happened was, I listened to the c.d. then I read the letter you said you were coming here, and I got a plane ticket. Plus, I could see you on the plane, and then I followed you and you family here by cab." I proudly said.

"You're an amazing woman Jude Harrison, and that's why I left."

"So you can what Tommy, end your life, end you career, watch my career go down the drain," I said raising my voice. "God Tommy, don't you understand I can't do any of this without you. I need you Tommy. I can't make music without you." I said to him. I was now standing inches away from his face and we were almost kissing.

"So you spent four thousand dollars on a plane ticket to tell me that you couldn't live without me?"

"Yeah, I did. Believe me I wasn't going to let you get away Tommy Quincy. Plus, you didn't really say goodbye." He moved his face closer to mine

"I know, and I am sorry but, I just decided to leave." I moved my face closer.

"You should have told me weeks ago Tommy right after everything happened." I was on tiptoes toes now considering that he was on the stairs.

"I decided to leave the night that we broke up, the night your party ended."

"You mean to tell me that because we broke up you were running, unbelievable Quincy."

"I wanted you and only you. I wasn't myself that night and I knew that I messed up Sadie's relationship with Kwest even though I knew that I didn't mean to kiss her."

"Tommy didn't you hear what I said, I FORGIVE YOU" I yelled it at him. I moved to kiss him but, he turned away just like he did the day in the church. He was crying and I knew that it wasn't good.

"Jude, I always hurt you. No matter how big or small I still cause your pain, and that kills me to know that you're hurting. I tried my best to protect you, and it always backfires."

"Tommy, but part love is pain. I have to feel it hell, I know you have felt it. But, that doesn't mean that we can both forget how we feel. I have played cat and mouse with you for three years now. I am tired of it. DAMNIT QUINCY, DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I LOVE YOU!" I yelled it at him. I walked over to where he was standing and I kissed him. He was hesitant but, he gave in.

I kissed him with as much fire and passion as I did when he kissed me in Darius' office. I out my arms around his neck and I felt him slide his hands under my shirt. I realized that I didn't have any clothes or anything here. I left without any notice and I didn't tell Darius either. I didn't care about it now, I had Tommy back and I was in his arms, and that's all that mattered to me.

When we pulled away and I didn't want to. He kept his arms tightly wrapped around me, and I kept my arms around his neck.

"Thomas, che cosa sta accendendo giù qui e chi è?" His mother said.

"Il mom, questo è Jude Harrison che è il mio girlfriend ed è venuto qui perché lo ama." He said back to her. I could tell that my name was mentioned.

"Non ho saputo che stavate datando chiunque?" She said surprised.

"Nessuno io." He said back to her.

"Jude, it is very nice to meet you." She said with a slight accent.

"It's nice to meet you too." I said back to her.

"So what brings you all the way to Tuscany?" She asked me.

"Tommy does. We broke up a little while ago, and it was my fault. I followed him here to put us back together and to try and make us work again." I said to her.

"Oh, I didn't know." She said. "I will leave to two to whatever you were doing." She walked out of the room and I turned to look at Tommy again.

"So we are a 'we' again are we?" I asked him.

"Yeah, we are." He looked at me and I looked at him. "Jude, where is your stuff?"

"I didn't bring any. I ran out of G-Major and got on a plane and came here. I didn't go home at all. I didn't even tell anyone that I was coming here" I said to him.

"So you didn't bring anything did you?"

"Nope" I said to him.

"This is going to be interesting."

"Yeah, when are we going home?" I asked him.

"Who said anything about going home?"

"We both do have jobs you know."

"Yeah, and since me and Darius got into a fight I'm not working there anymore. Plus, I'm not your co-producer anymore." He said to me.

"Who says that I didn't take you back?"

"Oh really"

"Yeah, you are now officially my co-producer again." I smiled at him, and he could never resist my smiles and my eyes.

"I'm glad to hear it." He said to me.

He pulled me closer to him, and I followed him upstairs to his room. His room was huge, and it looked just like him. It had a black bedspread, with white sheets and black ad white pillows all over the bed. Some art was on the walls, and pictured from his childhood were everywhere, the walls were a baby blue, with grey trim. It looked how I am currently designing my room.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, and a picture of Darius flashed on the screen.

"Jude, where the hell did you run off to?" He yelled at me.

"Oh, you saw me run out of the party didn't you?"

"Yes, I did, and believe me you made quite a disruption."

"How did I make a disruption? I just ran because I didn't want to lose someone important in my life."

"You went after Tommy didn't you?"

"Wow, D. Your really off, I went after Jamie. YES, I went after Tommy are you blind?" I yelled at him.

"I thought you were serious."

"Yeah, well I did what I have to do."

"You are right, but the press followed you to the airport, plus they were already there. They saw Tommy get on that plane, and then they watched you. You both are in every paper imaginable from here to the states and you online."

"You're kidding me?"

"No, I'm far from it."

"We'll deal with it when we both get back in town."

"Tell Tommy that I'm sorry, and that his job is waiting on him."

"I will D. I gotta go." I snapped the black RAZR shut and I felt a weight pulling me down and it was Tommy. I fell onto the bed on top of him.

He was tickling me and I was trying to get up but, he kept pulling me down.

"Tommy, we have to talk. Please stop." I said.

"Alright," Finally stopped.

"D, said to tell you that we are all over the papers, the press followed both of us, and they know that we're here. He also said to tell you that your job is waiting on you." I told him and he looked at me.

"Alright," He said to me.

He kissed me, and I wasn't hesitant. He deepened the kiss, and we fell back onto the bed. He tugged off my jacket and I unbuttoned his shirt one at a time. I slid off his shirt, and he was trying to untie my corset. He finally got it undone and threw it to the ground. I undid his belt and his pants, and I kicked them off the bed. I felt him unbutton my pants and lift them off of me, without breaking the kiss.

He moved on and kissed me neck and then went all the way down to my belly button. It made me quiver, and I felt a shiver go up my spine. My panties slid off and I felt his hands all over me. I didn't regret what was happening and I didn't care about the consequences that came after wards.