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Rated T because of slight gore and because I'm paranoid! Rate might change.

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Disclaimer: Twilight is not mine (unfortunately) I just own the plot and a few characters.

Summary: Bella has been abused physically and mentally by a pack of wolves for many years in the Makkah reservation ever since her parents and grandmother died leaving her all alone, finally the chance to escapes comes and she takes it without a second thought. Now she's living in La Push as guy keeping the facts that she is a wolf a secret, she is finally free of her tormentors, but what happens when one of the wolves imprints on her? not only will she have to decided whether to tell the truth or run away. Bella is now trapped, her past and the people in it are coming back for her, and she isn't so sure if the Quileute pack can keep her safe...

Pairing: Seth/Paul/Jacob X Bella (for now)

Warnings: None so far...

"Blah..." talking

'Blah...' thinking

"Blah..." dreams/flashbacks

Blah... Wolf thinking(speaking)/pack mind

Published: 09-29-13

This Is My New Home (?)

- Emily Young -

(Animals With Anger Issues)

*Last Time*

I let the tears fall freely, I didn't care if people saw me, I didn't care if I was supposed to 'be' a guy, I couldn't help but cry, because right now, now that I knew Sophie, Arrianne and Jed were gone and wouldn't come back, I realized that Isabella Marie Swan had also left with them, she had disappeared, and it was probably the best, the last thing that connected me to my past and family was gone, and I couldn't help but cry...

Isabella Marie Swan is gone.

And Isaac Marcus Summers has been born.

Bella's PoV

I don't know how long I stood in the same place Sophie left me,I was frozen with loneliness and relief.

I knew I was free.

But I was also completely alone.

The ride to La Push was filled with silence with the exception of my casual sobs, Arrianne had texted me a while ago telling me that they were fine and my 'body' had been found by the wolfs, as Jed had predicted, my uncle made up a story about my death and my funeral would be held during the next week, not sure when.

As I reached La Push's border I felt a pull in my chest, my wolf was telling me that I had made a good decision by coming here, and this place would bring me happiness.

Of course I believe her.

She is me and I am her.

We are one part of another.

I quickly looked down for the address, which I had written downin a piece of paper, and after driving aimlessly for a good amount of time I decided to ask for directions, lucky for me there was a girl at the side of the rode, she was very pretty, long black hair slightly curvy in the end and smooth dark skin, even with the scars that traveled all the way through her face and to her collarbone and arm she still looked pretty, but that didn't stopped my wolf from whining at me and growling at her.

I pulled to the curve and rolled my window down attracting the girl's attention who saw me with narrowed eyes.

"Hi... ehm, hi" I said using my 'manly' voice, it was a little deeper than my normal voice, I had been practicing for at least a year now, hopefully I really sounded like a guy and not some girl with something stuck in her throat.

"Hello" she replied stiffly, her hazel brown eyes looking frantically for any threat.

"Uhmm, I was wondering if you know where this address is?" I asked handing her the piece of paper, her face instantly softening.

"Oh, sure" she scanned the paper and after a moment she gave me directions, it seemed I wasn't as lost as I thought.

"Great, thanks for the help" I told her with a grin and she blushed a little.

"You're welcome, I'm Emily by the way, Emily Young" she said battling her eyelashes at me and I gulped softly, I didn't wanted to give her the wrong ideas.

"Isaac" I said curtly hoping she would drop it.

"And do you have a last name?"

"Uh... yeah..." duh, of course I have.

"And...?" be polite, you are just being polite Bella...

"Summers, my name is Isaac Marcus Summers" I mentally slapped myself, why the heck did I gave her my full fake name?

"Oh, that's a nice name Marcus" ugh, what the hell? if I told her to call me Isaac why the hell was she calling me Marcus then?

"I actually go by Zac" I mentally slapped myself again, stupid Bella...

"You can call me Em then" was she really flirting with me?

"Emily is fine for me" I replied tersely "anyway I have to go, I still need to do some things and I'm really tired, it was nice meeting you either way Emily" I quickly drove away before she could say anything else, I knew I was rude but that girl gave me the creeps, and my wolf agreed with me.

Just as Emily had said, the house was just above the hill, two streets away, I didn't have any neighbors and the forest was right behind, perfect! I wouldn't have any problem if I phased and needed clothes.

I noticed at first glance that the house had very tight security, instead of simple locks, it had locks that required fingerprints besides a key, and the key was an electronic one, a simple copy of the key wouldn't do.

I nodded to myself satisfied with the security, I would put my fingerprints in the security system and activate the electronic key tomorrow first thing in the morning, I was really tired today, and it would just be for a day, nothing bad would happen, right?

The smell of bacon woke me up, my tummy grumbling. Had Adam decided to make me breakfast? how thoughtful of him...

Wait a fucking second...

I scrambled out of bed and put on a shirt on top of the bandages and vest Sophie had got me to hide my breasts and a pair of shorts.

I quickly made my way downstairs as silent as possible, who the hell could it be? I was sure it wasn't Adam and his pack, they would have killed me already or at least hit me, my uncle? nah, he thinks I'm dead... then who?

The sound of someone moving things in the kitchen became louder with each step I took, I was in front of the door a moment later, taking a deep breath I put my big girl panties and step inside.

"Good morning!" chirped a happy Emily from besides the stove, I bit back a groan.

"Good morning..." I replied through narrowed eyes, how the hell did she came in?

"I hope you don't mind I invited myself in, but you were still asleep when I came and your door was open" she explained, her voice showing me that she wasn't a bit guilty about what she did, she even sound proud of herself.

"Hah..." was my intelligent reply, what was I supposed to tell her? I guess she was just trying to be friendly, I least I hoped so.

"Here" she gave me a plate with four eggs, three pieces of bacon, two sandwiches and two cups of coffee which surprised me greatly, this was the amount of food a male shape shifter ate, did she knew?

"Uhm..." how do I say this...

"I'm sorry, is it too much? my ex-boyfriend used to eat this much and you kind of look like him and..." she started babbling nervously, so her ex-boyfriend was a shape shifter... I suppose he imprinted in someone else and left her without telling her the real reason, poor thing.

"Its okay Emily, I appreciate it" she smiled sweetly at me and I started eating enjoying the food, it's been a long time since I ate food not made by myself.

"Was it good?" she asked after I finished her food.

"Yeah, it was great" not that great but I wasn't going to tell her that, just average.

"I'm glad you liked it" she smiled at me and I returned it before I reminded myself that maybe she wanted more than a friendship with me, something I couldn't -and wouldn't even if I could- give her.

"So... what are you planning to do today? I have to get some things in Port Angels later" I told her.

"Uhmm, I was actually wondering if you would want me toshow you around" she bit her lip nervously and avoided looking at me in the eyes, she looked... cute...

"Sure... give me just half an hour, I need to do some things first" she nodded.

"Okay, do you want me to come back later?" mmm, is just half an hour, what the heck...

"No, you can stay if you want to, make yourself" she plopped down in the couch "at home..."

"Thanks!" I shook my head in amusement before running upstairs, putting my fingerprints in the security system and activating the key. I took a quick shower making sure to lock the door (it had the same lock the main door had) and putting some clean clothes.

The injury in my leg was almost healed completely, it now was just an angry pink line, luckily it wouldn't leave a scar.

I check myself in the mirror three times making sure nothing was out of place before going downstairs with Emily, who was snooping around.

"Hey" she yelped jumping a little and turned around, her hand clutching her chest.

"Oh my god you scared me" she admitted with nervous smile "hey yourself, are you ready?" I nodded to her and we walked out of the house, I made sure it was locked before leaving with Emily who was trying to hold my hand, but I shoved them in my pants, unfortunately she was very persistent and opted to link her arm with mine and rested her head on my arm and shoulder, ugh... we looked like a couple, and by Emily's smile, I guess that is what she wanted.

We walked around La Push for a while before Emily and I became hungry, we stopped at a small restaurant Emily said her aunt worked at, I couldn't help but notice a spark of mischief shining in her eyes, what was she planing?

"So... tell me about yourself?" she asked me, mmm... what should I tell her? oh well, let's see... my ex-boyfriend is one son of a bitch that is hunting me down and all my family is dead with the exception of my uncle and a couple of my fifth something cousins... who by the way, think I'm dead...

"Uhm... I'm an orphan" I said bluntly.

"Oh... I... I'm really sorry to hear that" to her credit, she did looked apologetic.

"Its fine, my parents died a while ago and my grandma too" I explained looking at my cup of coffee, suddenly it looked very interesting.

"How did they...?"

"In a car accident" I didn't elaborated, too many memories...

"I'm sorry to hear that..." we stayed silent for a few minutes before she spoke again "my parents died the same way"

"It hard isn't it?" she nodded.

"Yeah, that's why I moved here in the first place"

"Me too, I first went to Tennessee, then Georgia and finally Louisiana a few months ago I decided I was tired of so much sun and Forks seemed like a good alternative, a friend of mine has family here" I lied smoothly.

"Aren't you a little young?"

"Well... yeah, I just turned eighteen a few days ago, but I'm emancipated so I don't need a guardian" I explained.

"Really? what about school?" she's very curious...

"I graduated high school when I was fifteen and I never went to college" more like Adam never let me.

"Why not? there must have been something you wanted to study or still want too, you are still in time, and with your grades I'm sure money shouldn't be a problem, there are a lot of scholarships"

"It's not that I can't go to college, I just don't want to" I admitted.

"What about work?"

"I'm pretty good with my hands, I can arm and disarm a car with my eyes closed, I really like fixing them and was planning on getting a job around here" her eyes brightened instantly at that.

"I know of a place you can work at!" she exclaimed "there is actually this kid, ehmm... Jacob Black is his name I think,anyways, he and a couple of his friends had been thinking of opening a workshop here in the res since the closer one is in Forks and the other in Port Angels, but hadn't been able, they are... a little young and don't have enough money and people" oh, interesting...

"How old is this... Jacob Black you're talking about?" he couldn't be that young.

"Fifteen, wait no... I think he just turned sixteen, I'm not really sure..." huh...

"Maybe I will go see him one of this days..." I was sure that with a little persuasion everything would work out for me.

"I could take you with him" she said almost desperately.

"Uhm... s-sure" seriously, what is with this girl? can't she get that I'm not interested?

We continued talking through our meal, I learned that she was a year older than me and she lost her parents around the time I lost mine, I also learned that she used to live in the Makkah res, which was really strange because we never saw each other, but I didn't questioned, its not like I went out a lot thanks to Adam since I was thirteen.

I in return told her about my family, and how everything went downhill when I met Adam, I told her that he was the boyfriend if my best friend and wanted something more with her and after a while she accepted but I never wanted her having that kind of relationships with him which lead to mayor problems and me moving away awhile ago, it wasn't entirely true but it wasn't acomplete lie either.

As time passed by I started feeling a little warm and took off my sweater and rolled my the along sleeves of my shirt showing the scars in my left arm that traveled all the way up to my back and collarbone and poked through the collar of the shirt, I heard Emily gasp in surprise and horror, as if she knew what happened to me, her eyes didn't showed pity, just understanding.

"How... what happened?' she asked sympathetically.

"What happened to you?" I inquired making her fidget uncomfortably in her seat.

"I was mauled by a... bear..." I could tell she was lying, but I didn't push it, I could see she was uncomfortable with the subject.

"Me too" he eyes widened almost comically "I hate those fucking beasts, always controlled by their... anger"

"They can't help it, its their nature" why was she defending them? was it really an accident? or did she loved her ex too much to think of him that way?

"An animal will always be an animal, no matter how inoffensive it pretends to be"

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