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OTACON: May 1st 2014, 12:18am. Dave talked about Meryl during our session today. It wouldn't be such a big deal but he never talks about her unless he needs to and there really wasn't a need to bring her up. He still didn't go into detail about why they went their separate ways but as he talked, he seemed to have some regrets about his relationship with her. Like there were things he should have told her but didn't...maybe even things he'd still like to say to her now. I don't know. I could be reading way too much this. Maybe he just got bored of talking about his time in the Green Berets and wanted to change the subject.
After the session, I walked to Serenity's to see if Chloe was working. She wasn't. Serenity's is one of those art school coffee houses that I know I have no business being in. There's always music blaring but I never know who the bands are, there's furniture instead of chairs and tables, and they overcharge for coffee that is mediocre at best. But it's the only place in New York that I get to see Chloe so I deal with it...
For three weeks, I've been trying to get up the nerve to have an actual conversation with her...something that goes a little deeper than what kind of coffee I want and what the weather is like. She's got the most radiant sepia-toned skin I've ever seen...and these deep, dark brown eyes that I get drawn into everytime I look at her. She's always really nice to me but I doubt she notices me the way I notice her. She's definitely a little younger than me-probably around twenty-three or twenty-four. I doubt she's interested in socially-awkward anime geeks in their mid-thirties.
(beat)
I really hope I don't creep her out.