Chapter 4 - Distance

"Sometimes I feel as if it was bad to fall

in love at first sight…" Sometimes I feel by © Keyeria Sowell

It has been a month since grandfather and Agares felt. Matthew has grown. He look about one years old, that is normal for angels. I still look eleven, but I hope I grown soon. Grandmother has been the same. Everything's the same. The same schedule, the same castle, the same routine. I hate it. Ever since grandfather and Agares left, everything has been dull. I don't even like to go to the library, because Agares isn't there to bug me. I try not to go to meals, because he won't be there to take glances at me. I even don't go to the lake, because if I'm attacked again, Agares isn't there to save me.

I miss him, and I don't know why. I miss his stupid smirk. His stupid hair. Even his stupid, beautiful eyes. It sounds corny, I know. Yet, I can't help it. I just don't know. Anyway, I was in my grandmother's study, learning how to divide, when a there was a knock on the door. When grandmother answered, in came a butler. I think his name is Jackson. He had brown eyes, brown hair, and creamy skin. In his hands was a letter.

"My lady, a letter has just arrived for you." he exclaimed, holding out a white envelope. Grandmother went over and grabbed it from him. She looked at the seal, and her eyes widened. She ripped it open and read the letter. When she was finished, she sighed and sat down in her chair. "Is everything alright my lady?"

"A meeting has been called for all the high council members. It is tomorrow, and I don't how long it will last. Which means I have to go pack. Jackson, tell the staff and guard that I will be gone and to keep and extra watch of the children," grandmother declared, and stood. Jackson nodded and left the room. She turned toward me, and took the seat next to me."While I'm gone you will have the same routine, and be taught by Jackson. Also, keep a close eye on your brother. Can you do that for me?"

"Yes. You won't be gone long will you?" I questioned.

"I don't know sweetheart. Yet, I can promise that when I get back, we will go on a holiday." I nodded my head sadly. She hugged me tightly, and I did the same. She kissed my forehead, before leaving to go pack. When she was gone, I sigh and went to Matthew's room, which he got a week ago, and played with him. I hope the meeting won't take long.

Agares' POV

It has been a three decades since I last saw Morella. The sword belonged to a demon called Flauros. He is a one of the few Great Dukes of Hell, that are not related to the devil. Well, he was a Great Duke. Lets just say, the devil wasn't the happiest when he found out about Flauros trying to kill his first and only granddaughter by blood. And now, my family is in control of more land.

It was now the year 1360. My appearance has changed somewhat. I looked as if I was in my early twenties. Yet, I have been bored, since I have last seen my mate to be. To have helped pass the time, I have made a contract or two. I even spread the black plague. My parents seem proud, but my siblings are jealous. Which is very amusing to watch. Other than that, I have been going to meetings of the royal council with my father, Balam. He is one of the kings in Hell. He thought it would be best if I know how to rule, for when I become Morella's mate.

Morella… I miss her. I miss her beautiful, raven hair, her eyes that hold their own forest, her soft, pale, white skin, and that musical voice. Yet, what I miss the most is her scent. Her scent is so intoxicating. If I could, I would lay on a cloud of her scent. No one knows of these feelings though. Most demons wouldn't understand, because they don't have a mate. You see, when a demon gains a mate, they gain feelings that they didn't have before. Yet, love is not one of them. The demon gains the feelings to miss, cherish, but other feelings are heightened. For example, possessiveness, protectiveness, and lust. Demons lust, not love. Which means I could never tell Morella I love her and mean it, and for some reason that saddens me.

Right now I was in the middle of a meeting with other royals that weren't related to our lord, except Charles. We were discussing a subject that I have completely forgot about. I was too boring. I was staring at the table, just thinking of something Morella would be doing. She was probably reading. I wonder if she has grown, or heightened her sense of smell. I felt a nudge on my arm and looked at my father, to my left. He gave me a glare and turned back to the meeting. I glared at him and started to pay attention. Apparently, we were talking about lands. Yet, suddenly I heard a demon want to change the subject, that he had no right to talk about.

"Yes, yes. We already know of this business. Don't any of you think we should talk about something important, like those new heirs," everything went silent. I looked at the other demons, to see them stare at Malphas, the demon who made the comment. I looked at Charles, who was across the long, red table, which we all sat at, and to my left. He had his eyes closed, his cane in his right hand with a tight grip." I mean, our lord's first female heir. Who knows what she is capable of? Plus, does she even have a mate. I think that should be dealt with first. After all, we don't want a complete idiot in the royal line now do we." The room burst into discussion on who Morella's mate should be. Some thought, their heir would be a wise choice, while others thought they, themselves would be fit for the position that didn't exist. Apparently, no one knew that I was her mate, and I was getting angry, that some thought they could have her.

"For your information, Malphas! I get the choice on who her mate is," Charles declared. Again, everyone was silent. Everyone stared at Charles, waiting for him to continue.

"Oh, and who will you choose?" questioned Malphas. Charles stood up, and looked at everyone, before turning back to Malphas.

"Why I have already chosen…. It is Agares," everyones eyes widened, and turned to look at me, but I just payed attention to Charles," Now if you would all excuse me, I think this meeting is over, so I have other business to attend to." With that he left, leaving everyone to glare at me, but my father.

"Well, since this meeting is over, I will take my leave." I stood and left before anyone could stop me. That was very interesting.

Morella's POV

It has been a century since I have seen Agares. During that time I have been trained in being a lady, every language, done with my studies , and started learning new theories, and spend my days peacefully. Matthew have grown quite fastly, but seems to have slowed down, and looks about thirteen. His black hair has turned brown over the years, and his eyes, a winter blue, and his skin was a creamy white, not pale like mine though. Grandmother was the same, with wavy blonde hair, and warm brown eyes. However, I have changed quite a bit. My hair was still raven black, curly, but down to my lower back. My body has an hourglass figure, and my height is five feet, six inches. My skin seemed to glow no matter what light. My lips were red and full. My eyes still that forest green. I looked to be in my mid , to me grandmother, I am a vision to behold. I even catch guards, and butlers stealing glances. I want to argue and say that I'm not, but grandmother will have none of that.

At the moment, I was in my room, getting changed. I changed to a beautiful blue dress. I put on my flats, and looked at the mirror. I brushed my hair to get the knots out. Once done, I left my room and headed for the dining room. I walked in and saw my little brother sitting, on the left of my grandmother, who was to the head of the table, like always. I walked toward my brother, giving him a kiss on the head, gave my grandmother a hug, and sat down on her right. For breakfast, I had ham, eggs, hashbrowns, and water. I was about to eat when something hit my face. I looked down to see it was a piece of ham. I looked at Matthew to see him, trying to look as innocent as possible.

"What?" he asked. I grabbed some of my eggs and threw it at he. It hit his face, and then a food fight started. Food was everywhere, and all grandmother did was eat her breakfast.

A butler walked over, and handed her a letter, avoiding the food. Once she opened it, she stopped eating and paid full attention to the letter. Matthew and I stopped our food fight, both of us covered in food, and turned to her. Once she was done, she smiled and turned to both of us, only to laugh at our appearance. Matthew and I looked at ourselves, and laughed as well.

"What is that about?" I questioned, and nodded to the letter.

"It's a surprise. Now stop throwing food and eat, then go change." she told, as she stood and left the dining room. We did exactly what she said, except I bathed first. I changed into a dark purple dress, with gold trimming. I scrubbed my hair, until it was completely dry, with a towel. I brushed it and it fell into perfect curls. I was about to leave when I felt something. It felt dark. Where have I felt this before? I could sense something coming toward the front of the castle.

I ran out of my room and headed to the great hall. I looked through, but I couldn't see anything past the trees. I went outside, and walked slowly toward the gate, I don't need coat any more, because I don't freeze like other angels. My feet made marks in the snow, but they soon disappeared, from the snow falling from the sky. I felt the snowflakes melt on my skin, and saw some fall on my hair. I could smell them. There are two of them. One smells like pine, and peppermint, while the other smelt…. Intoxicating. It is indescribable. I closed my eyes and tried to pinpoint where they were. They were about half a mile away, they were turning on the path now, and running at full speed. They now stood just outside of the gate.

I opened my eyes to see two men. My grandfather, and the one person I couldn't seem to forget…. Agares. We just started at each other. He had changed, but it wasn't a bad one. He was taller than last time, about 6'1". His hair was the same, and his eyes were still that beautiful red. His skin still that beautiful pale white. He looked to be in his early twenties.

"Ahem." I blinked, and turned to my grandfather, who was now a few feet away, "So this is what I get from my own granddaughter? To be ignored, like liver. I mean, don't I at least get a hug." Grandfather held up his arm, waiting patiently for a hug. I smile and walk over hugging him. He puts his arms around me, one hand holding a cane. He holds my upper arms, and steps back at arms length. He looks me over and smiles, "You look so much like you mother, but your eyes. Their your fathers." He puts his free hand behind my head and kissed my forehead.

"Ella?" I turned to see my little brother behind the door, peeking his head out, " Who are they?" I waved my hand, signaling him to come over. He was hiding behind me in seconds.

"You must be Matthew. I am Charles Smith." Grandfather reached his hand out. Matthew to a glance at me before, step next to me and taking his hand, and shook it. Then Matthew face looked surprised.

"Wait. Thats my last name. Are we related?" he questioned, curiosity getting the best of him. Grandfather nodded with a smile." Really?! How?"

"I am your grandfather, and this is my friend Agares." grandfather explained, and signaling to Agares, who was now standing next to him. Agares smiled gently and shook Matthews' hand.

"It is a pleasure to see you again, my lady." Agares greeted me, took my right hand, and kissed the back of it. He looked up at me, as his lips left my hand, and he stood straight, letting go of my hand. I heard a knock on the windows behind us. Matthew and I turned, while the other two looked at the windows, to see my grandma standing there with a cup of tea, signaling us to come inside. Matthew ran inside, while grandpa, Agares, and I walked. I felt eyes on me, and insanely knew it was Agares. I wonder what this visit will be like.

I remember why I loved my studies the first time Agares was here now. It has been three weeks since grandfather and Agares arrived, and we have to spend time together, and other than annoying me, he hasn't been me mad. Presently, I am in the library, reading. Well, trying to read. You see, right now Agares keeps asking, what I am reading, and the title is right in front of him. This has been going on for an hour. Yet, I will not break.

*Three Hours Later*

I am now glaring at my book…. Agares seems determined to get my attention. First, he would just ask what I am reading, then it was lightly pulling the end of my hair, and then covering my eyes. I will not let him win. I heard Agares sigh, and from the corner of my eyes, I saw him stand up and head toward the door. I sighed quietly and leaned back against my chair. I was about to turn the page, when I felt arms go around my shoulders and someone's breath on my neck. I froze and my eyes widened.

"Why are you ignoring me?" I felt Agares blow into my left ear. I tried my hardest not to shiver, and pay attention to my book. Agares' scent was so strong right now, that I just wanted to melt in it. I then felt Agares run the tip of his nose up my check. I swear he is trying to kill me. I left Agares' lips brush against my neck, "Well?"

I turned my head to face him, and glared. He just smirked at me, and brought his face closer, our noses touching.

"So?" I narrowed my eyes even further, and finally answered him.

"Because I am trying to read." Agares just chuckled, and turned his face to the side, slightly, and brought his face even closer, that our lips brush slightly, when he answered.

"Alright. I'll leave you alone then." With that, he let go of me and left. My jaw dropped. 'That was it. That is all I had to do!' I thought angrily. I closed my book and slammed it on the table. I crossed my arms and legs, and glared at the book, fuming. I am mad. Yet, I am not mad about him winning, or him being so close, or that I simply had to answer him to have him leave…. I am mad that he didn't kiss me.

There you go guys. I'm sorry it took so long. I kinda had writers block. I forgot to put a disclaimer up so here it is. I DO NOT OWN BLACK BUTLER, JUST MY OC, AND SUCH! Just to make it up to you guys, for the long wait, I added a kiss, and some seducing. Tomorrow, my mom and step-dad are taking me to go get job applications, so I'm nervous. Please comment! Bye, and may you live long and prosper.