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Chapter four: I promise I won't love you anymore…

The Halloween dance turned out to be a huge success. Mr. Narumi with the help of Madam Serena persuaded Jinno-sensei to give the students a week off school. The students cried in joy when Narumi sensei announced the great news in class that day. The students during this time pursued the activities of their choice, for once. Poor Ruka, a victim of Hotaru, was rarely seen on campus. He devoted his time to help her in the lab, not that he had any choice. Yuu was seen tutoring a lot of middle school girls math and geometry. He had started to enjoy the attention. Sumire was as involved with her Ruka-Natsume-Rayu fanclub as ever, while Rayu started spending time with Mochu. Anna, Nonoko, Kitsumene, and Kokoro all took pleasure in their double dates. Natsume and Mikan shared long talks, rested in each others' arms, under their trademark Sakura trees.

The Sakura petals fell on Mikan's gentle head. She laid asleep, her head resting on Natsume's muscular shoulder. He had her arms around her, as if he'd never let go. He gentle brushed off a few strands of hair from her smooth face. He stroked her face for quite some time, before he himself fell asleep. During this while Serena was seen with Subaru and Sakurano, both, who seemed enchanted by her beauty. It wasn't only her face that was striking; it was her hour-glass-figure, her grace, her poise, the way her lips curved into one of the most alluring smiles.

It was 12:00 am. Serena Harada looked at her exhausted self in the mirror. Familiar with gazing upon a lovely figure, bright, sharp eyes, and long, beautiful hair, she was upset to find a defeated, young woman looking back with her. Yes. She had not met the man she loved in quite some time. Not in many months. That was not a reason good enough for her to dress like a hermit. She went into the bathroom, leaving the door open. After taking an awfully cold shower, she came out of the bathtub, covering herself with a pink towel. She sat on her dressing table, carefully brushing her hair, then drying them. She carefully placed make up on her, gentle, oval face, allowing her eyelashes to glisten in the dark, and her soft, pink-painted lips to look breath-taking. When she was done, she gave herself a manicure, and painted her nails a soft baby pink. Her toenails were already painted pink. All she had to do now was to dress in her favorite night gown, and fall asleep.

She made her way through her huge, special star room, and – she was pinned to the dark black walls of her room. A silhouette appeared out of thin air, and was kissing her, violently, passionately. She made no movements, but let him kiss her.

'Shouldn't have come out of the shower, looking like that..'a deep male voice commanded.

She didn't answer, but loosened herself a bit. He inhaled her sweet fragrance.

'Would you let any man caress you like this?' he said, a little anger easily visible in his firm, voice.

'I knew, it was you,don't you think I know your touch by now?' she answered coolly, in her trademark, nonchalant voice.

'Damn you..'he said in a whisper. He slowly came out of the shadows. It was a starry night, and the only source of light was the combined light of the stars, rekindled, lit, anew. What glittered most of all, were his bright, shimmering, purple eyes.

Reo..' she murmured slowly, lifting her eyelids, inclining her grey eyes with his purple ones. He slowly stroked her hair, away from her eyes. She loosened her body even more, and fell into his arms. He caressed her chin with his lips, and then, kissed her lips ferociously. They broke for a minute or two to catch their breaths, but he never gave her much notice before he sealed her lips with his. He carried her in his arms to the bed, dropping her right there. She did not show resistance of any kind. After waiting for a while, he got on top of her, covering her body with his. He kissed her forehead, then her lips, following by her neck, and then farther down. He removed her towel, to find a small, mini –skirt looking robe inside. It was still nothing like a nightgown and could be easily taken off. He didn't take it off. His hands moved expertly through her clothing, touching every possible part of her body that he could find with his hands.

She kissed back, taking his shirt off with her long, fragile hands. She pressed her body against his, touching his lips whenever she could reach them. After almost 15 minutes of this session, they lay exhausted, side by side. He gazed upon her closed eyes, her face turned towards the right. His eyes moved towards her long, swan-like neck, her beautifully shaped breasts, a curved waist, flat tummy, perfect hips and long, luscious legs. He couldn't hold the temptation any longer. He longed to taste her, all of her. He removed her robe, but before he could do it completely, she intervened.

'Don't do this, I need youPlease' he spoke, burning with passion.

' I can't.. let you.. not tonight..' she spoke firmly.

She got up, covered herself up with his jacket, and moved near the window. He held her wrist tightly, looking at her like a wounded tiger.

'I said, I wanted you..'he spoke, his eyes burning.

'I can't..' she spoke coldly this time.

'Why not?!' he screamed. He couldn't take it any longer. He wanted her, to taste her fully and completely. They had done it before, thrice. He didn't understand why she was so reluctant to do it now. She just stood there, looking out of the window as if Opera was going to jump out of the shadows. He couldn't take it any longer. He grabbed her subtle shoulders, shaking her wrathfully. She didn't even look at him. He pushed her, and she fell to the other side of the room. Her head hit the sharp edge of her wardrobe, and her head started bleeding. Reo realized what he had just done. He got up, and ran to the other side of the room. He expected she'd heal herself. She didn't and continued to bleed.

'WHAT is the MATTER with you?! Why don't you heal yourself? Here you are, lying helplessly on the ground, when you're the most powerful Alice in the world! What is wrong with you?' he screamed, looking into her eyes, tears rolling down his masculine cheeks. Tears formed in her eyes too, but to his surprise, she smiled and embraced him tightly.

'I cherish everything you give me, even if it's pain.' She smiled sheepishly.

Guilty. That was the only emotion he felt at that time.

'I am pregnant.' She said in a very low voice.

Lost in his own thoughts, he didn't realize what she just said.

'Come again? Didn't catch that last part..' he said dreamily.

'I am pregnant Reo.' She replied again.

'Shit,' was all he could say.

Silence fell. She crawled to the corner of the room, clutching her legs closely to her body.

'This baby, we can't have it.' Reo said after a long pause.

She looked at him disbelivingly.

'I work for the Anti-Alice Organisation. You must come with me then, live with me, with your power we can easily destroy the Alice Acadmey! It will be done then, I won't be a slave anymore, and we'll live together' he said in one breath.

'You think it'll all end? They'll still have us as toys Reo! Open your eyes. My baby, I don't want him/her to be grown up in servitude. I want him or her to have freedom, to be grown up in a euphoria-like state, I want them to strew flowers of peace in their little garden of joy..; I REFUSE to be a slave to anyone. This war will continue forever. You can go now. You've done enough to me for one day.' Her voice was exasperated.

He looked back one final time before going out of the window. 'The Alice War is beginning. I'll regret it if I have to kill you..'he said as if she didn't matter to him at all.

'I promise I won't go easy on you either. I promise I won't love you, Reo.' She said crying. He disappeared into the darkness. She lay on her tatami mat, worn out.

She looked at the slightly open door.

'He's goneyou can come in now, Mikan.' She looked at the door as if she knew Mikan was standing at that door since the very start.


That's all for now. Will put more Natsume and Mikan in the upcoming chapters, lots of love and ahem other things between them. The Alice War is at hand. Someone might sacrifice themselves to provide a flourishing future for Mikan and Natsume. Stay tuned folks! Please review!!