HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! I decided to make this chapter before the holidays and update the story close to Christmas or on Christmas Eve itself. But you know when I updated it, since you're reading it right now. I'm actually planning on updating a new chapter on New Year's Eve too. So look out for it. ;D
So my present for you guys is this semi-long chapter, since it doesn't look too long to me.
Okay, so, I said that I'd wait for at least 15 reviews until I update the next chapter but, I don't want to be much of a bitch, so I have no choice then.
I've been having a normal week lately. I mean, if you consider wanting to be trapped in your room on hippie mode whenever you come home from school, dragging whatever you can eat into your room selfishly, normal. Then yes, yes my week was normal.
Oh, and I've been having these weird likings to Harry Potter for no apparent reason. Especially Tom Felton. I don't know why though. Who's your favorite character? I say Draco for me…He's just so…*giggles like 6 year old*….. No really, who do you like best?
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Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way you to flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know (oh oh)
You don't know you're beautiful!
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know (oh oh)
You don't know you're beautiful!
(Oh oh)
That's what makes you beautiful!
-What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction
Friends with Benefits
Chapter four
I woke up later that day to someone shaking me.
"Cole? Cole, wake up." A familiar voice said, shaking me a bit more.
"10 more minutes." I mumbled, my voice muffled by the pillow.
"Get up, woman." The voice said grabbing both of my shoulders and flipping me to face them. And by 'them' I mean non other that Logan.
"Give me one good reason." I said fluttering my eyes open, to be greeted by some gorgeous chocolate brown eyes.
"Because, it's like 3:00. You've been asleep almost the whole day already." He told me as he helped me sit up.
I lifted my hands up to massage my aching head, "Not the whole day. I got up a while ago to piss." I explained.
"Hardy, har, har. Now, come on." He said getting up the bed.
"Hardy, fucking, har, har, to you too." I said swinging my legs over the bed. I stood up, looking at my surroundings. Well, I'm still in Logan's room. I was about to take one step, when, my vision suddenly blurred and I became all tipsy.
"Are you okay, man?" Logan said as he caught me and held me in place.
"Boy, I thought Sherlock Holmes over here, would be enough of a smart ass to know that I'm still tipsy."
He rolled his eyes at me before setting me back into bed. "I'll get you an ice pack for your head. Wait here, okay?" He explained.
"Like I have any damn choice." I mumbled as he walked out the room.
Later that day, I was still in apartment 2J. Sitting on the couch playing video games with the guys, with candy, chocolate, beer and whatever can be eaten in the apartment, was in front of us. I didn't bother to change to well, since the guys already saw me in just my underwear last night, I decided to wear Logan's long sleeved, button up shirt and just my panties.
I was fiddling with my controller as I tried to control Lili to do one of her famous moves, while Carlos was struggling with Jin as we played Tekken.
"HA! I totally owned your ass!" I said triumphantly as I waved my hands in the air.
"Come on Cole! That's eight wins in a row!" Carlos said as he threw the controller, mindlessly, into the air.
"And, you beat Carlos, the best gamer." Kendall said as he clapped his hands together.
"I would like to thank the academy for teaching me how to beat Carlos. Thank you all!" I said, pretending to be receiving an award.
"Oh, shut your ass up." Carlos said, slapping my arm playfully with a grin on his face.
"We might as well turn this off, before Cole starts dressing up for the real Grammys." Logan said, turning the Wii off.
"Fine by me." I said as I sat down next to James and Carlos.
James started flipping the channels, until he finally got settled at HBO. The guys all groaned at what James chose, Harry Potter.
"Really James? Potter?" Logan said trying to grab the remote away from James' hand.
"Yes, Potter. I haven't watched it in a while now. So, sush!" James said as he faced the TV screen.
"Well, for a nerd, I thought you'd actually like this shit too." I added paying attention to the screen.
"Shut the Hell up, missy!" Logan mocked me.
I stuck my tongue out at him in a bit of annoyance before starring right back at the TV. The rest of the movie was great. Except for the fact that Kendall, Carlos and Logan would always make snide comments about all the drama and how they just don't use team work to kill Voldemort. James and I just rolled our eyes and just went on watching. On some occasions in the movie, James and I started yapping about how we thought that Tom Felton was hot. The guys had to change the topic to something. So, they decided on changing that topic to porn. James rolled his eyes and left the apartment to text, call or probably meet up with Ryan, while I got even more interested.
"So, you guys up for porn then?" Kendall said standing up and running to his and Carlos' shared room to grab his laptop.
"Yeah!" We said in unison as we followed him into the same room.
"Cole. You do realize that you're gonna watch porn. With us. guys." Carlos said, slightly laughing.
"Yes. And you do realize that I'm bi, right?" I said as I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Just saying." He said throwing his hands in the air in mock surrender.
We sat around Kendall as he clicked on one of the videos. Sooner or later, the guys had boners while I was soaking wet, from the porn stars' moaning and screaming.
"I-I can't take it. I have to jerk off man." Kendall said softly, still staring at the black haired chick who was riding a huge dick, on the screen
"Go on then." Logan said rolling his eyes, before smirking as he watched the chick pull out and kneel down and suck on the dude's hard on.
"B-but Cole's here. It's awkward." Kendall whispered as he blushed.
"It's fine. I'm bi, remember? I'd like to, and already have, fucked girls too." I explained as I shamelessly lifted my hand to undo his pant for him.
"Thank you." Kendall said simply before he pulled out his erection before he wrapped his hand around his throbbing member and started pumping furiously.
A few minutes later, turns out that Logan and Carlos couldn't take it either. Next thing I knew, I was surrounded by three guys jerking off. I only blushed and got even wetter with the scene in front of me.
"Cole? What are you doing?" Logan asked me, still staring at the screen.
"Humm?" I asked trying not to look at his throbbing erection.
"Why are you just looking at the screen? You have to do something to relieve yourself, instead of just getting wetter and wetter." Kendall said trying to encourage me.
"What the Hell do you guys suppose I do then? Play with my nipples. You know that won't help." I explained.
"I think he means to touch yourself." Carlos interrupted.
"W-what? I'm not doing that in front of you guys!" I said ripping my eyes from the now, screaming, porn star.
"It goes like this Cole." Kendall said as he took his free hand and slightly spread my legs apart before massaging my soaking wet core through the cotton of my panties.
"K-Kendall what a-are y-ou doing?" I stuttered out as he started rubbing circles.
"Relieving you while I do the same to myself." He said wantonly, as he shrugged.
Before I could even protest, he slipped his hand into my soaked panties, now having full contact with my clit as he massaged me. I gasped out as he immediately slipped two fingers in me, the two other guys didn't even look slightly surprised.
"K-Kendall stop it." I stuttered as he added another finger.
"You know you actually like it." He said, now staring at me as the porn star's screams were slowly being ignored.
He pushed in further and added pressure and speed more. My breath hitched as Logan's hand came up to palm my breasts through his shirt, which I was wearing. I didn't know why was I making them do this to me, but it felt so good. I closed my eyes as I my hands found purchase in Kendall's hair. Sooner or later I was chanting both of their names as stream of curses flooded out of my mouth.. Logan already opened my shirt fully as he was already sucking and biting at my breasts. Kendall doing the same, only to my more sensitive spot. I closed my eyes in bliss as Kendall groaned, sending waves of pleasure up into me. I moaned loudly as Kendall raked his nails inside of me a bit when he hooked and scissored them.
"Kendall y-you have a g-girlfriend." I said slowly giving in.
"What she doesn't know won't kill her." He shrugged, increasing his pressure on me, making me moan even more..
"C-Carlos. What are you doing over there?" I asked the sweet Latino as the two were still doing their jobs on me.
"I think I'm watching live porn." He said, as I turned my head to his direction, to see him ignoring the display on the laptop as he was facing us, now jacking himself off.
I reached my hand out and grabbed the Hispanic boy's dick in my hand, Carlos gasping as I started milking him. I wanted to suck on it too but with what the other two other boys getting up on me, I couldn't maneuver myself to do that. I whimpered when I had to let Carlos go because I wanted to pull Logan back to suck on my tits. But that problem was forgotten when Logan was suddenly on top of me, on all fours, as he entered me.
I was wide-eyed, shocked at what he was doing. "L-Logan get o-off me." I stuttered as he started moving, fast and hard, I tried pushing him off me, but instead of getting off of me, he would just look at me with him his chocolate brown eyes, smirk and go harder and faster.
I glanced over at Carlos and Kendall, who were jerkin' their selves off. But I didn't mind about the jerkin' off, I was wondering why the fuck was the reason that they didn't want to puke and stop the scene in front of them. Weren't they at least a bit grossed out that their best friend was fucking their boss?
I just turned back to Logan and wrapped my arms around his neck as he went in deeper. I groaned out in pleasure as he started nipping and biting on my neck. I raked my nails over his back as he lifted one of my legs onto his shoulder, going even deeper inside of me.
"Logan, Logan, Logan!' I pretty much chanted repeatedly as I felt my climax coming closer. "I-I'm g-onna c-"
"I know, don't worry." He said as he kissed me. The kiss was sweet and innocent not like any kiss we've had before.
I pulled away from him and started cursing, moaning, groaning and all that shit again.
And then, a wave took over. I was in complete bliss. I sunk my nails in his shoulder as I screamed his name. "Logan!"
"Cole!" He screamed with me as he came with me. "Cole, Cole! Wake up" he started chanting again and again. Huh? And then…..
I woke up.
"Cole, Cole, Cole! Wake up, danmmit!" Logan said shaking my shoulders.
"W-what?" I said shocked, as my eyes darted open and I sat up. "What happened? What's going on?"
"Isn't it, I'm supposed to ask you that question. Why were you moaning and chanting in your sleep? And you were even going on about me. What was that all about?" Logan said sitting up. I noticed that he was topless, but he had his boxers on.
"Well, I don't remember much. Would you mind giving me fragments of what happened." I said looking down on my body to see if the sex we had was a dream or for real. Well, it wasn't real. I was still in Logan's shirt and my panties. But I was wet because of the dream though.
"Well, we played the night away with the guys. And then, the medicine that I gave for your hang-over you must've set in, so you dosed off when we were in the middle of the movie we were watching, Harry Potter. Don't you remember?" He said getting raising an eyebrow.
"Well, all I remember was until that part about me dosing off. In fact, I don't remember dosing off at all. Could you tell me more about what happened?" I explained and asked him at the same time..
"Well, the pills kicked in kinda late, so I had to carry you to my bed, and I was tired as hell so hopped in with you. I was sleeping peacefully when you started groaning in your sleep. At first I was getting worried, then I was already getting irritated, then I just had to laugh when it was my name on the line. Then I got back to getting irritated, until you started humping the air as you chanted my name. And here we are." He explained with that dimpled smile of his.
"I-I am speechless. I can't believe I humped the air." I said, throwing myself back down on the bed, to be caught by pillows.
"Yeah, and don't forget the part where you wrapped your arms and legs around me and started humping me." He chuckled as he winked at me.
"Oh dear God." I said as I pulled a pillow to my face and cursing myself.
"Yep, and not to mock you though, but you dug your nails into my chest leaving these marks," He said gesturing to the marks I've left on his chest as I pulled the pillow away from my face. "Then you screamed my name when at the same time, I heard a squirting sound. And I felt that you were wet too." He said winking at me as he scooted even closer to me.
I sat up, staring at him in shock, as if he just killed someone, and blushing like a mother fucker, as I pulled my knees to my chest and laid my head there, embarrassed at what I did. I cursed myself for my wet dreams. Or at least, I cursed the fact that Logan had to be there when I had one of those really rare wet dreams I'd have.
"Why?" I said my head still on my knees.
"Why what?" Logan said rubbing his hand over my back, soothing me a bit.
"Why did you have to be there on one of my wet dreams?" I said lifting my head.
"Never mind that. The real question is why you had a wet dream about me?" he said pulling me closer to him.
"I actually don't….." I trailed off, looking into his eyes.
"Could you show me what happened?" He said softly with that smirk on his face, also looking into my eyes,.
"I can't." I said simply.
"Why not? I wanna see it." He demanded me as I chuckled at his reaction.
"Trust me, I would do it, if Carlos and Kendall were here." I said simply shrugging.
"What the hell does Carlos and or Kendall, have to do with us having sex in your dream?" He said confused.
"Well, it was kinda like a… well it was like…..four people…yeah." I ended, hoping my hand gestures would help fill out the lines.
"Oh, so you had sex with me, Kendall and Carlos." He said with a maniacal grin on his face.
"Well, not technically. Only you entered me, while Kendall and Carlos were just, like, foreplay I guess." I said, my legs now over his as I laid my head on his shoulder.
"Wait 'till they hear about this." He said with a devilish smirk on his face.
"No! Please don't!" I begged him, looking up at him.
"Fine I'll do it. On one condition though." He said with a look in his eyes that wasn't good…..or maybe it was.
"What now?" I asked irritated.
"Fine. You want your secret to be out?" He threatened me.
"No. no! Just tell me what you want." I said giving up.
"Show me what happened in your dream." He said wantonly.
"Well, you could've simply said: Have sex with me. You know that right?"
"Eh." He simply said as he shrugged.
"Fine then. Lay on your back." He did as I said as I straddled him.
With that, I repeated what happened in my dream. Well, that was a bit hard since Kendall and Carlos weren't there. But, you get the point.
I woke up the next day, my body slightly aching from last night events. I was about to move when I noticed an arm around me. Well, I knew who's arm that was already who was securing me to them. I smiled to myself as I remembered what happened last night. Okay, so we did it a little more than what my dream was. A bit rougher too. I tried getting myself out of Logan's grip, but he only held me tighter.
"Logan, let go I gotta take a shower. I haven't had one in two days." I said chuckling.
"Don't get out of bed yet." He said plastering my face to my back.
"Why don't you just hop into the shower with me too then?" I asked him with a smile.
"Fine." He said sitting up and rubbing the sleepiness out of his eyes. "What time Is it?"
I picked up my phone from the nightstand next to the bed, exactly where I left it. "It's just 9:10." I replied as my phone suddenly vibrated in my hand. Ryan was calling.
"Hey Ry-Ry." I said sitting up and yawning.
"Good morning Sleeping Beauty. Now I wanna see you at my house in thirty minutes. Oh, and congratulations too." He said over the phone.
"Why?"
"Because we're going shopping."
"Not that, the other one. Why are you congratulating me?"
"Like you don't know why I'm congratulating you." Ryan snorted. "I gave you the day off yesterday, remember?"
"I know what happened yesterday." I said smirking to myself as Logan chuckled behind me.
"Well, I arranged for a dinner party to celebrate the company's success."
"Success of what exactly?" I asked as I put it on speaker, to Logan's request.
"We're partnered to Interscope Records." He shouted over the phone, surprising me.
"What! Why didn't you tell me? I could've helped!" I said happy and curious at the same time.
"Well, you did. Big time actually. That's why I'm congratulating you actually" he said chuckled over the phone.
"How the Hell did I help without me knowing I did?" I asked confused.
"Remember when you and Logan went into the Palm Woods the other day? You know, when you were walking together." He said, trying to make me remember those events.
"Yeah. Why?"
"Well, there's this rumor that you guys are a couple now. And it's all over the news."
"What?" Logan and I shouted in shock.
"Logan? Is that you?" Ryan asked.
"Yeah it's me! Now forget about me! What happened? Why do people think that we're a couple?" Logan said irritably.
"Well, you guys went in side by side with happy faces on. And fortunately or, in your case, unfortunately, the paparazzi were there too. And they thought that you guys were together so, they took pictures of you guys. How could you not know this? It's all over the paper, front pages on magazines even." He explained.
"What? Ho…" I trailed off.
"Were you guys really keeping a relationship or is it just a rumor?" He asked confusion clear in his voice.
"What? No! We're not in a relationship. They're just rumors, we swear." I immediately said.
"Well, you're going to have to come to the party I arranged as a couple or not." He explained as Logan and I stared at each other in shock.
"It's just a rumor. So, we could just not go as a couple, right?" I explained to him.
"Well, yes. But, some people are already straight forward assuming which is which with you two, but people mostly say that you're together. So if you don't go, people are going to talk, either in bad thought or in good. This somehow can create haters, which is also the least any of you two need." He told us concern clear in his voice.
"This can't get any worse!" Logan said squeezing his eyes shut.
"Who would even start a rumor like this?" I asked aggravated.
"Oh, and paparazzi is going to be there too." Ryan added.
"Oh, kill me, kill me now." I said, throwing myself onto the pillows.
"Well, I'll give you time to think. But, get to my house when you're ready. Remember guys, it's just a rumor. " Ryan finished as he finally hung-up.
We thought that shit was over until Kendall, Carlos and James barged into the room.
"What the Hell is this?" Kendall asked, dumping a magazine in front of me and Logan.
We read what the article had to say:
Big Time Secret?
Big Time Rush's Logan Mitchell was spotted with their boss and co-worker Nicolette Chandler, at the Palm Woods, walking sweetly with each other with smiles on their faces, showing their happiness. Happiness of what though? Are the couple for real? Or is it just a rumor. Find out more inside.
Logan and I stared at the article with surprised looks on our faces. We were both speechless at what was going on. How could people think of this? Do we have to fake about it?
"Well, would you care to explain what the Hell is going on here." James said as he crossed his arms over his chest.
"We swear, nothing's going on." Logan said answering the three eager guys.
"Then what the fuck is this about you guys dating. Are you keeping anything from us?" Carlos said anger in his voice.
"Look." Kendall said picking up the magazine and flipping over the pages. "Says here that your so called relationship started when Big Time Rush slowly started their rise to fame. And that you kept your relationship a secret until the night you walked into the Palm Woods happy to be with each other." Kendall finished putting the magazine down as he raised an eyebrow at us.
"Well, it isn't real. We never were in a relationship." I explained to them.
"Then how do you expect to go to Ryan's dinner party tonight without making people think that you guys are together." Carlos said.
"How did you know about that?" I asked him.
"Ryan called, duh." Carlos answered waving his phone in front of our faces.
"Well, we don't know how we're going to go to the dinner party as. As a couple or as friends." Logan said.
"Well, I say you guys go as a couple." James said.
"Me too." Kendall and Carlos said in unison.
"Why?" Logan and I asked in unison.
"Because, if you do that Big Time Rush would have a great break through and the company might get more workers than there already are." Kendall said like he was the new smart-ass of the group.
"Good point. But the least we want is to fake be with each other" I pointed out myself.
"It's your choice not ours'." James added.
Logan and I stared at each other, eye-to-eye, for a while. Surprisingly we both nodded no.
"We don't want to fake on anything. We're not going as a couple." Logan said as he took his eyes of mine.
"I'll agree with him. It's just messed up for us." I agreed to Logan.
Carlos sighed heavily. "Well, it is your decision, not ours."
Kendall nodded his head in agreement. "Yeah, you guys have to choose either way."
"But are you sure about this?" James asked.
"Yeah, we're pretty sure about this."Logan said softly.
I was speechless so I just nodded my head yes. I could tell that the guys weren't too happy about our decision.
"We'll just meet you outside when you're ready to leave for Ryan's house." James said sighing heavily. "Come on, guys."
And with that Logan and I were left in the room in an awkward silence.
"So how do you plan on doing this?" I whispered, breaking a bit of the silence.
"Like we agreed, we don't fake anymore." He answered.
"Do you think people will really hate us?" I asked scared of what might happen.
"We don't know that. Maybe some people would hate us. But, what the fuck do they give with our decisions, right." Logan said soothingly.
:Right. It's just that I'm having regrets." I mumbled to myself.
"Regrets about what?" Logan asked, raising an eyebrow.
"About this no-strings-attached thing."
"What? Why would you regret that?"
"Because I think that we could've been better off without it. Maybe we just should've stayed frie-"
"Don't even go there Cole." Logan said cutting off my sentence. "You don't have to regret it because of that shit the press started. Because, I sure as Hell don't and won't regret what we did."
"Thank you. Bu-"
"You're welcome." Logan said cutting me off again." And no buts, people aren't supposed to give a damn about our choices. Now, come on, we really have to take a shower."
Ryan took me to the mall a while ago to go shopping for the dinner party. Ryan went ahead of the guys and I to arrange the party a bit more before it even started. We decided that I stay in a separate limo from the guys. I'll go by myself, while the guys go as a band, so we clarify that Logan and I aren't together.
"Miss, are you ready?" The driver asked me when the limo got to our destination.
I took in a deep breath. "I am."
With that the door man opened the door to reveal a very excited crowd of fans, paparazzi and the press. I exited the limo with a smile on my face, that's when I realized that the guy arrived the same time I did.
"Care to walk with us?" Carlos invited.
"I would love to." I said with a smile as we walked together down the red carpet that led to the ball room like place, Ryan said.
We were greeted by the paparazzi taking pictures, asking all these questions, trying to clarify what's really going on. The guys took pictures as BTR and I took a picture by myself so that we won't get any damn comments. Oh, and don't forget about the fans screaming and asking for autographs from the guys.
"Are you guys really dating?" Someone asked from the crowd.
"God, I love you Logan!" Said someone else.
"Big Time Rush, Big Time Rush!" a group of girls cheered from the side.
And a whole lotta questions were asked, names were screamed and autographs just wanting wanted to be signed, were piled up before we could even get to the door.
The party was formal so I had to buy this fancy black dress that stopped mid-thigh and was backless so I had to buy a matching black shawl with it too. My hair was tied into a messy, but nicely done bun which made my bangs fall into place. I wore some simple, black stilettos. I put on light make-up to complete the outfit.
We were greeted by happy faces as we entered the dinner party.
"You look beautiful." Logan said as we entered the ball room like place.
"You were with me down the red carpet, weren't you? And you only told me now." I chuckled.
"I wanted you to know. You know what they say, better late than never." He told me with honesty.
"You don't look too bad yourself." I told him nudging him a bit. I had to say though; Logan looked hot in a tux.
"I'm looking forward to a great night of pleasure then?" He winked at me.
I rolled my eyes at him as I heard Ryan behind me this time. "You look great Cole."
"Thanks Ry." I said as I turned around to reveal my gay friend in a tux. "You look great yourself. Congratulations on the success and on the party, it's great."
"Thanks Cole. Now, come on you guys, we gotta sit down too." Ryan said as he led us to a table.
Ryan sat next to James, figures, I sat in between Carlos and Kendall, while Logan sat next to Kendall.
"Would you like to have some wine miss?" A waiter said offering me a glass of wine from a tray he was holding up.
"I would, thank you." I thanked him as I took one and sipped on it.
The rest of the night went well. The formal, fancy-schmantsy dinner was replaced later on to a real party. I didn't get drunk though I just danced the night away. I was dancing with Ryan when I noticed that Logan was making out with a random girl. With that I was immediately raged. I didn't know why though. Logan and I aren't together anyways. So why did I care so much? I excused myself from Ryan then headed to the scene that was irritating me as a mother fucker.
"What the Hell!" I shouted over the music, making Logan pull away from the girl with a dazed look on his face. "What the Hell is this?"
"C-Cole? What the Hell?" Logan said, tipsy. Well, got drunk.
"Oh, I'll deal with you later." I said as I pushed him away to give that bitch a piece of my mind.
I pushed Logan out of the way to reveal her. What is she doing here? Who invited her? Why did she even bother coming? What was she playing at?
I shall now be evil and leave you with a cliff hanger. Well, that's another cliff-hanger you guys!
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