Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns the twilight characters!
A/N Please review! Oh my gosh, I just saw a picture with Taylor's abs and almost fainted. lol. That was random. Jacob's abs are not in this story... Yet.
Nessie's POV
I was listening to Metallica in my room, thinking about Jacob. Those gentle eyes, perfect skin, white teeth.
I sighed. Next week was spring break. I was not gonna see him until next Monday.
Nessie! Get a grip! He only sat with you cuz his friends dared him! Theres no chance in hell that he likes you! You cussed out a teacher and broke a girl's nose for god sakes! Forget it! Hes probably scared out of his pants. Whats happening to you? Why do you suddenly like guys? You hate every guy in that school!
"Nessie!"
I turned, findng my sisters after me.
"AHHHHHHHHH!" I yelled, laughing as they tackled me on the bed. "What do you want from me?"
"Spill, NOW!" Bella demanded.
"I have no idea what you guys are talking about." I decided to play dumb.
"Yes you do!" They yelled in unison.
"No, I dont." I insisted, shaking my bed. I didnt wanna put up with this. I was already depressed as it is.
"Renesmee Cullen! Who was that gorgeous indian sitting with you at lunch!" Alice asked, full of anticipation.
I smiled and looked back at lunch.
I was about to speak when I noticed all of my sisters' mouth was formed into an 'o'
"What?!"
"Nessie, we have never seen you with that look." Bella told me, obviously trying to hold in her excitement.
"What look?" I was suddenly very confused.
"THAT look! Like your in love." Rosalie softly said.
I shook my head, scowling. They moved their heads up and down furiously.
"I AM NOT in love! Ive only met him today! For a half hour!" I practically yelled. I emphazied each word. I couldnt even believe in my own words. A much as I wanted to deny that I was in love with him, I couldnt say it.
"Sure sure." They gave me a smirk. "Now tell us about him!"
I tried soo hard no to smile. I was very unsucessful.
All of them sighed happily.
I glared and started to talk. "Ok, umm his name is Jacob. He got dared into sitting with me."
"And you like him." Rosalie smiled.
I couldnt do anything but nod. All of them squeld. I mean, all of this was PATHETIC. Heres the story, I got into a cat fight with a skank and got slapped. Then I broke her nose and ended up sitting alone for most of the lunch period. Then this sexy man sits with me cuz he gets dared into it. Badabing Badaboong! Im suddenly inlove with a this who I havent spoke at least 50 words with. WHAT THE HELL?!
"Ladies, our Nessie is experiencing her first crush, no, love!" Alice beamed.
All of a sudden, Emmett barged in talking like a valley girl, fanning himself with his hands. "Oh.. my gosh! Did you like see his butt! They are like so cyuuute!"
They burst out laughing and for some reason, I didnt find it funny at all.
Rosalie started. "Emmett.." hahaha "Out!" hahahaah "Now!" She pushed him out the door.
I have no idea whats gone over me. I collapsed to the ground sobbing for absolutely no reason!
"Ness!" They cried.
Bella pulled me into her arms as I continued to shed tears.
"Whats wrong hon?"
"He doesnt like me! He just got dared into it!" Frustrated as I was, I kept on crying.
"Renesmee, are you on your period?" asked Rosalie
"What? No Im not." Confused. "Oh my fucking god! Theres something wrong with me! Whats happening to me? Im going crazy!" Panicked, I stopped crying and ran to the mirror
"Sweetheart, theres nothing wrong with you! Your just experiencing love issues. Besides, why wouldnt he like you?" Alice argued with me, suddenly appearing behind me.
"I cussed out a teacher and broke a girls nose for gods sake!" I turned around. "Im practically a guy!"
"Nessie, you never know. Maybe he does like you." Bella convinced me.
"Oooo, its almost 6. Angela's party is at 7." Alice got nervous, glancing at her Gucci watch.
"Im not going. Im too much of a mess right now to go!" I said, diving on to my bed and burying my face in my pillow.
Alice yanked me off of my pillow. How could something be so little and be so strong.
"Oh yes you are, you need to get your mind off of him and have fun!"
"I have fun everyday Alice." I said, rolling my eyes.
"I know. Getting in trouble, cussing at everybody. WOOPEE!" She threw her hands in the air.
"Shut up!" I threw my pillow at her.
I shook up head. She pulled out her puppy dog eyes and pout. She knew I couldnt resist those.
I groaned. "Ok Alice, Ill go if you promise me something."
She nodded.
"Will you help me get Jacob?" I pleaded. "Please?"
"Of course! Yay! This is going to be so much fun!" She danced. She was painfully graceful. "Now come on, get changed. Ill let you pick your outfit today. Be ready in 30 minutes. I wanna get there early!"
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I ended up in dark blue skinny jeans, (typical), and a Led Zeppelin tshirt. I slipped on my highcut converse and trotted outside where everyone was waiting for me.
"Sorry." I apologized as they all glared at me.
"Lets roll!"
We all jumped into Emmett's jeeps, since it was the only car that can fit ALL of us.
We arrived at Angela's before anyone else. All of us jumped off and I heard everybody groan. It was 4 blocks from Angela's house!
"Awww, Edward! Whyd you park here! Its too far!" IT WAS THAT FAR!
"Sorry, I didnt think there were any parking that're closer to the house." He smiled sheepishly. Bella punched him in the arm and pouted.
"Ouch Bells. That hurt." Edward lied, leaning in for a kiss.
"Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Grossssssssssssss!" I yelled in between them.
They broke their kiss and glared at me. I smiled.
The girls ended up on the guys' backs. I ended up alone.
"I call a challenge!" Emmett suddenly said. We were half way to Angela's beach house. "Whoever gets to Angela's first gets the house to themselves tomorow!"
"Im in!" Jasper said. I could see excitement glistening on his dark blue eyes.
"Me too!" Edward announced.
Once again, my mind was filled with Jacob, keeping me distracted from what my siblings were doing.
"Ready... Set... GO!" All of them ran as soon as Emmett said the word "GO!"
I snapped back from my day dream. "Wait! What about me!" Too late, they were already gone.
I walked alone, lonely, sad. I kept on thinking about Jacob to cheer me up. His face, smile.... body. Oh yea, his body.
My fantasies were heaven. I was imagining me and Jacob walking through the edge of a beach, holding hands. When he was about to kiss me (I was making the momment dramatic), I heard a voice.
"Wussup Nessie?" Oh great! Now, im hearing his voice.
Get yourself together Ness. Keep walking. Your not gonna see him til next monday.
"Hes not here", I whispered to myself. Yep, definetely going crazy. "Keep walking."
"Nessie?!"
"Ahhhhh! Get out of my head Jacob!" I whispered louder.
"Ok, im sorry."
Then suddenly, I heard 3 different laughs at the same time. I turned around and saw the man with perfect skin, teeth, body and smile and a couple holding hands.
"JACOB!!" I yelled. I ran to him and jumped into his arms. It felt soo good to be in his arms. Warm. So warm.
"Hey there." He laughed. "Arent you happy!"
"Now I am." I smiled up at him and kissed his cheek. I didnt want things to be awkward with us so I broke the hug, but not completely. He wrapped his right arm around my waist and continued walking with me. I clung to his shirt.
Oh shit! Jacob heard me talking to myself!
"Ahh, I feel mental." I looked at the ground.
"I feel mental everyday." He always sounded so happy!
Jacob and I had a momment of silence which gave me time to observe the strange couple. The boy was surprinsingly cute, which meant that he was probably dumb. He had black, flippable emo hair and pale skin. He was about as tall as me with skinny jeans and a green volcom sweater. The girl was really pretty. She had platinum blonde hair and also pale skin. She had a round head, big eyes and pink lips. She was wearing a demin skirt, black vans and a hollister jacket. I think Jacob caught my curiousity towards the couple, since I was staring at them.
"Ness, this is Ashley and Dillon, my best friends." He pointed to the couple, whispering to eachother.
"Guys, this is Nessie."
"Hey!" They both greeted me.
"Hi." I smiled at them. This was wierd, I wasnt usually shy at all.
"Wheres your family?" He looked curious and mad. "Why are you walking alone in the dark?"
"Oh, they ran without me. "
"Why didnt you run?"
"Because ummm, I wasnt paying attention..." I blushed furiously.
"What were you thinking of?" He smiled at me.
I sighed and shook my head.
"Come on Nessie. You can tell me anything." I couldnt help but try to memorize his voice. It was damn irrestible.
I shook my head.
"Pleasee? For me?" Oh, I would do anything for you baby.
I finally gave up.
"I was thinkin about you." I whispered, staring at the ground.
I felt like I was about to cry. I just made myself look like a lovesick idiot. Why Nessie? Why? My pulse was racing. My skin was shivering. I was too busy torturing myself, I didnt realize that a pair of lips were at my ear.
"To be honest, I couldnt stop thinking about you since lunch." said Jacob. What? Did I just imagine that? Yes he did! Now talk!
"Really?" I had a goofy grin on my face.
He kissed my cheek and nodded. We were about a block from Angela's place.
"Nessie, how would you like to race right now?." He sounded eager. "Looks like your disappointed that your family left you out."
I raised an eyebrow at him.
"You run?"
"Yep, first one to touch the doorknob wins!" Jacob said.
We looked at Ashley and Dillon. They urged us to go ahead.
"Ready, Set Go!" Dillon yelled.
I ran as fast as I can throught the wet grass. My feet would slip occasionally, causing me to fall behind. I looked over to Jacob, who was running full speed. My feet staggered forward onto the porch. Taking the shortcut, I was at the door immediately. Jacob was slowing to a walk when he saw me inch my way to the doorknob. Once he stepped on to porch, I touched the door knob and kept my hand there.
"No fair!" He started. I had a smile on my face. "Thats cheating, you took a shortcut!"
"Too bad, I won." I touched my finger to his chest. Then whispered, "Looser." GO NESS!
"Im the looser?" He asked, his face closing in on mine.
"mhmmmmmm."
It took me a while to realize that he was about to kiss me.
Nessie, hes about to kiss you. Lean in, dumb fuck!
His lips were inches away from mine, still closing the gap. I was using the doorknob to keep me standing. He wrapped his arm around my waist, knowing full well that my our stomachs were touching. AHH! He was built! I can feel his sculpted abdomen through the thin material of his shirt. I reached forward and grabbed the back of his neck. I saw his lips part as he was about to kiss me, I copied his move. 5 inches, 4 inches, 3, inches, 2, 1. 5 centimeters, 4, 3, 2... Just then right when we were about to touch, the door suddenly opened. DAMMIT! The knob slipped from my hands, as I anticipated for my back to be filled with wood. Thankfully, Jake's strong arms kept me from where I was.
Everything seemes natural, my hand is still in the back of his neck and his arms are still around me. Nothing can break us apart. But when we saw everybody's surprised faces inside the house, we untangled ourselves from each other.
"Hey guys! Whoah! Sorry! Didnt mean to interrupt! Carry on!" Emmett was nearest at the door. He closed the door back up. Right when the door fully closed i heard "awwwwws." and "they are so cute!" and "Damn Emmett! Whyd you open that fucking door!" HA!
I sighed. I was really disappointed. Im sure I looked like it too. I kept sulking till I felt a warm hand lace themselves with mine.
I looked up and saw him smiling.
"Cmon." He leaned over and kissed my cheek. The kiss was never meant to happen.
I threw the door open and stopped when everybody was staring at me.
I blushed.
"Hey Nessie! I see youve met Jake!" Angela came over and gave each of us a hug, eyeing me. "Glad you can make it."
"Glad to be here. And Jake and I go to school together." I smiled at her. I loved Angela! She was the one who made me smart. She tutored me when I was a freshman!
"Really?" She placed her hands on her hips and smiled. "I did not know that."
"Hey Ang!" Jake greeted her.
"Wow! Your so tall! Wats up Jakey!" Angela was soo motherly. But I have seen her drunk. And believe me, you do not wanna see her drunk. It was during one of Angela's other parties. We were playing "I have never." And since she was the least "experienced." (not including me becaouse I cant drink) She ended up in the pool.
"Hows it hangin Angela?"
"Im good. Theres food in the kitchen if you guys are hungry. Make yourselves at home."
Jake and I made our way to the kitchen and grabbed ourselves some soda. I didnt notice that we were still holding hands when I tried to reach for my drink. I looked down to our hands and smiled.
Oh yess, the night was just beginning.
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next chapter: the rest of the party.