Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or the characters. I only own Lily Ghost.

Authors note: I know that I do Sam a little girly sometimes in this story, but that's just my weird mind. This chapter is going to be longer than I normally do them. Enjoy. =)

Trapped inside my mind

Chapter 4: Hearing voices. Part 1.

Two days Sam was once again in his mothers store helping her with things. Today he had to unpack some new things and put them in the store. Clothes to be exact. He was standing in the utility room looking for a box marked pants when he suddenly heard someone say: "Hi Sam. It's me Jess. The doctors say you're in a coma. I don't even know if you can hear me, but if you can I want you to know that I love you. Please wake up."

What the…?

Did I just hear that?

He decided to ignore it and continued to search for the box.

Pants. Pants. Pants. There it is.

He picked up the box and walked to back in to the store and put the pants where they should be. That was he did almost the whole day. He even skipped lunch.

Sam walked in to his house and in to the kitchen. He could feel the smell of food. He smiled at his brother who was cooking food and said: "What do we get for dinner?" Dean looked at Sam and said: "Food." He smiled.

"I understand that. What kind of food?"

"Pancakes. Why so happy?"

"I decided I couldn't stay sad."

"You know she could have sung that song to you. Or to no one." Sam stopped smile and said: "No way. You don't sing that kind of song unless if you sing it to someone."

"You don't know that." Sam shook his head and was on his way to say something when he suddenly heard a girl say: "I'm sorry honey, but I got to go. I promise you I will be back tomorrow." Just like before he decided to ignore it. He walked up to his room and tried to call Lily, but almost instantly it went to voicemail and he said: "Hi Lily. It's me. Sam. Call me when you get this." Then he hung up.

Later when they sat and eat dinner Sam was quiet. He couldn't stop think about the voice he had heard. His father John looked at him and said: "What is it Sam? You're so quiet." Bu Sam didn't hear. Dean looked at Sam and said: "Earth to Sam. Hello? Is there someone in there?" now he looked at his food and said: "Houston, we have a problem." Marry looked a little angry at him and said: "That's not funny." Then she looked at her youngest son and said: "Sam darling. Can you hear me?" Sam said: "Huh? What? Yeah I can pas you the salt." He looked at his mother and said: "I guess that's not what you asked me to do."

"No, but now when I think of it you can pas me the salt."

"Sure." He past her the salt and suddenly he heard a voice again saying: "Hi Sam. It's Becky. I can't believe what happened. Please wake up. School isn't fun without you. We all miss you. Jess has been here the past 2 weeks. Please wake up. Jess is a mess without you. Please wake up."

Jess. Becky. Why do those names sound so familiar?

Why do I keep hearing voices?

John said: "Have you heard a single word of what I said?" Sam looked at him and said: "No." Then he stood up and went out.

"Bye Sam."

"Hi Sam. It's me. Jess. Again. Please wake up. I need you. Please wake up. I miss you. I love you."

"Bye Sam."

Sam sat down against the tree outside their house and tried to ignore the voices that wouldn't stop.

"Hi. It's me. Again. I miss you. I wish you could wake up. We all want you to wake up. I don't know how much longer I can come back here. It's… it's just so hard to come here everyday. I don't think I will come again. At least not in a few days. I'm sorry. I love you."

Dean and his parents walked out and looked at Sam. They wanted to know what was going on with Sam, but he wouldn't tell them even if they asked.

"Hi Sam. It's me. Your father. I'm sorry this happened to you. I should never have let you go to college. I should have… I should have protected you. I'm sorry I cut you out from my life after you left. I shouldn't have yelled at you for wanting to go to school and live a safe normal life. I should have… I don't know what I should have done. I'm a bad father."

"You knew? You knew"

"I… I…"

Now Sam had had enough. He put his hands to his head and yelled: "SHUT UP! SHUT UP!"

Authors note: What do you think so far? Review please. =)