Alice and Bella
Alice's pov
I couldn't take it anymore I had to do it. I had been able to avoid all the other visions, but not this one. The one that came right before Bella stepped into the lunchroom. When I saw it I couldn't take it for one more minute I had to find out my feelings for Bella.
We kissed and Bella pulled me closer. I lost my way in her. Then realization hit me and it hit me hard. I couldn't do this not to Edward. He was like a brother to me and here I was kissing his girlfriend. I tried to pull back, but Bella only pulled me closer. We needed to stop so I broke the kiss before it got too far.
Bella's pov
Alice pulled away and all I could do was stare. Did I just really kissed her? My boyfriend's sister? A girl? What was I thinking? The kiss was out of nowhere, but it felt right, passionate, and what you would imagine kisses in fairy tales to be. "Alice" I said. "I'm sorry Bella, I shouldn't have done that" she said "I'm an idiot please forgive me." I couldn't speak. I needed to think. "Can you take me home?" I asked. Alice looked hurt. Pain was obvious in her eyes. "Sure" she mumbled "let's go." Alice carried me and ran as fast as she could to the school. There we silently climbed into her car and she drove to my house fast but not as fast as usual.
The ride home was silent and tense, like a single word would drift us into despair. "Bella" she started, but I cut her off. "Umm I'll see you later Al I'm just going to go and lie down." Alice looked like she had no reply so she simply nodded and took off. I sighed, but not of relief. For stressed. Tonight will be a long night.
Alice's pov
Shit, shit, shit. I'm an idiot. I have messed up the close friendship me and Bella had. How could I not control myself? Bella must be furious at me. She couldn't even talk to me. I shouldn't have kissed her, but deep inside I knew I would do it over and over again. I finally found the answer to my question. I was indeed in love with Bella. I didn't know if she felt the same way so I wouldn't dare push her into anything, but I did have to cut it off with jasper. He better than anyone had a right to know that I no longer had feelings for him and that I wanted him and me to be happy, so I had to let him go.
Bella's pov
Tossing and turning all night. I couldn't sleep. Today's events played over and over again in my mind. I loved Edward I did, but did I love Alice just as much? No more? I loved her more than anything. I always have I just couldn't dare myself to tell. I wonder how she's felling. Does she regret kissing me? We needed to talk and I would do it tomorrow. First thing in the morning.