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Thoughts and Flashback : Italic

Dreams: will probably be in bold

"Grace and Summer White?"

"Yes I just said that." What wasn't there to get.

"What is a Grace and Summer White?"

"Not what, who." I felt like I was explaining this to six year olds.

"So who are they then?" Gees great now I have to answer how could I say no to this angel. I heard Edward chuckle, I glared at him daring him to say anything, yeah you better not say anything. It wasn't like I was staying for long.

"Who are they you ask. Who are they not." I laughed a little, if I wasn't careful I could get angry. My hands went into fists, my eyes shut tight, I didn't want to hurt anyone the last time I got punished. When I felt a hand on my shoulder I snapped I was being attacked.

I never really used my powers, I only used it for two reasons.

The first was when I needed to heal myself. The second was to protect myself what I was going to do now.

I spun to face my enemy, I took their arm in my hand and I turned them around, pushing them to the ground, my griped tightened I could feel their skin cracking. Smiling I made them lie on their stomach, my legs on both sides of their hips, arms on their back, and no way to escape.

I was about slam their head into the floor but when I saw who it was my eyes widened.

"Lucy, oh god I'm so sorry." I got off her and I sat on my knees beside her, when she sat up I let out a breath of relief.

"Gees Bella you really know how to hurt a vampire."

"I'm sorry." I whispered but I knew she would hear the words

"Its okay it was just my wrist." My eyes widened and I took her wrists in my hands, they were healing already but still I knew how much it hurt to have your wrists hurt.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I should know not to go for someone wrist since I know how much they can hurt."

"Don't worry about it, they will heal and speaking about healing." She pointed toward my ankle

"Oh yeah I might want to heal it." I smiled like it was a joke but to tell you the truth its like my body adopts to the pain. I feel pain but after awhile my body ignores it and then my body heals itself then the pain.

"Carlisle, Esme? Would it be okay if Bella dear uses one of your guy's bed? Oh and she'll need some food before she heals herself, right Bella I kind of remember stuff." I nodded my head.

"Oh of course you can Bella. Is there a certain kind of bed you need to use?"

"Well it would help if it was soft, and biggish. Are you sure your fine with this I mean I'll be on one of your beds and I'll be in pain."

"Yes its fine you can even use my bed." I looked at the angel and blushed. It was a shock to see her beauty. Just think your going to be in her bed. Shut up, shut up, she might be beautiful but she is still a vampire. So you have slept with a vampire before whats the problem now?

I heard someone cough and looked to see it to be Edward. I instantly blushed.

"You should stay out of my thought mind reader!" What I had a right to be mad he was being rude.

"Yeah I know what you mean he is too noisy. Now about your ankle, how about we get you fixed up okay?" She had this smile on her face, I felt like it was just for me. Then she took my hand and boy were there tingles, they went through my whole body.

"Okay." How could I say no? How could I upset this wonderful girl? This feeling was weird I never felt tingles when my master held my hand, I never felt tingles from my master ever.

"Well come on silly or do you need me to carry you?" The smirk on her face told me she was teasing me but I couldn't help the blush on my cheeks from happening.

"Actually Alice you might have to carry her, you know her foot. I had to carry her in the house because of it."

"Oh really now, I see okay." One moment I was standing there, the next I was being carried by this vampire beauty. I knew she would be able to carry me but I couldn't help it when my arms went around her neck. "Comfy?" Okay what do you say to that, even though it is the same thing Rosalie asked me it seemed different for this angel to ask me.

"Uhh...Yeah." Even though it felt weird to be carry by her when she was like five inches shorter then me, it felt right like I was meant to be in these arms and I felt stupid for even thinking like this. She was a vampire, a blood drinker I shouldn't be thinking about her like this. I put my head on her shoulder, I couldn't help it I was just so tired, and I felt like I was going to pass out.

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah just tired, I've been walking the pass few days without much sleep I guess its hitting me now."

"Maybe you should sleep for awhile?"

"No its okay and anyway I have to heal my ankle."

"When you say you have to heal your ankle what do you mean?" I wonder how the family would take it if they found out that the human had powers.

"Well not just vampires can have powers, there are humans that can have powers. We aren't really called humans my master liked to call us coven people."

"Coven people?"

"Yeah, I still say its better then what the other thing she calls us."

"What does she call you?"

"She calls us what she see us as, slaves." I could feel her grip tighten a little, she seemed angry but why?

"I see and how long have you been a slave?"

"For a while."

"How long is a while?" It was weird she actually seemed to be really angry with the thought of me being a slave.

"I was taken when I was seven, and now I'm almost eight-teen so about ten years."

"When you mean taken, do you mean against your will?"

"Can we talk about something else, talking about this stuff makes me remember stuff that I don't want to think about."

"Oh I see I'm sorry if I upset you, I just want to get to know you."

"There isn't really anything to know but if you want to know just ask." She smiled at that, and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach do flips

"What about your parents do you know a lot about them?"

"M parents were greedy, selfish, and didn't show me any love just because I was different and when they had the chance they got rid of me just so they wouldn't die." I really did hate my parents I mean how could I love them.

"They got rid of you how?"

"My master was looking for humans that were powerful and she found me and my family. She just wanted me, but at first my parents said no but then she told that she would kill them if they didn't give me up. Oh boy did they give me up after that."

"That must have been hard to deal with."

"Of course it was, I had no clue what was going on I was seven and all I knew was that my parents didn't want me and this stranger did. It even got worst when we got back and she did the markings." I closed my eyes. I stopped talking. I hated talking about the markings it was one of the most painful memories I went through.

"I'm sorry." I snap my eyes open and looked at her, she looked guilty.

"You don't need to be sorry, I got use to the fact that I was slave."

"No I meant I'm sorry that your parents did that to you." The look she was giving me made me want to cry.

"I don't need your pity or whatever. It didn't matter what my parents did I would have ended up with my master anyway. Now can we stop talking about me, I just want to heal my ankle, rest, and then be on my way."

"I see, alright here we are, my room." She opened the door with one hand and carried me in, putting me on the bed before closing the door. She sat on the edge of the bed. "Do you need anything?"

"Well food would be a good thing to have, I need to be full to be able to heal."

"Alright Esme is making you some stuff she'll bring it up to us." I didn't know what to say it was weird, how could I just tell her all that I wasn't normally this truthful.

"Bella Swan."

"What?"

"My name is Bella Swan." She had this confused look then it was replaced with a smile.

"I know that silly."

"I know you do but I thought I would start a conversation."

"Well Bella Swan, I am Alice Cullen how do you do?"

"You don't need to be a smart ass about it." Her smile turned in to a grin, it looked good on her face

"Sorry, sorry." There was a knock at the door. "Come in Esme." Even though I knew Esme was beautiful it still awed me, I mean mothers usually weren't that beautiful or were they?

It didn't shock me anymore that I thought women were more good looking then men, I long ago accepted that I was gay. It was three years after I was taken away, I was ten. I closed my eyes remembering the memory.

"Isabella dear, this is the third time you have not listened to me. How many times do I have to brake bones?" I could see myself on a table, chained of course. I could hear her sigh.

"I'm sorry master I won't do it again I promise." In an instant she was saddling me, hand on my left cheek.

"Promises, promises, you always promise Isabella and you never keep them."

"Don't call me that!" I snapped, I really hated that she called me that.

"I think I can do what I want with you after all you are chained up my dear." She giggled and it did weird things to me.

"I'm not something you can claim. I'm not a toy." I saw her lips turn into a grin

"I think you should either keep that mouth closed or kiss me."

"How about neither?" She frowned at me

"You know Isabella I've been noticing something from you."

"Like what?"

"Well the way you look at me or the way you act when I kiss you. I think maybe you are starting to like girls my dear and it makes me happy that it is my fault." I blushed

"What? Where did you get a crazy idea like that? That is probably one of the most stupidest ideas ever." I was laughing and of course it was a bad idea to.

"Really now?" I was about to speak but she didn't allow me. She kissed me, well not like she usually did she never put her hands on my face or any other part of me before, but this she had her hands on my cheeks and I could feel tingles.

Tingles that I have never felt before. Tingles that made me feel numb. Tingles that I wish weren't there, because I knew that feeling these tingles was bad it meant I liked it. That somewhere in my heart I loved my master. I hated myself for liking this, I hated my master for making me feel this way.

As soon as the kiss started, it ended leaving me breathless and in tears. Feeling this pain that was heart braking, it made me want more but at the same time it left me hating her. I snapped out of my daze when I felt her hand wiping the tears away.

"You know Isabella, your beautiful," I felt butterflies in my stomach. She leaned down her lips next to my ear. "when you cry."

"W-what?" Of course I had to sound stupid

"Now I must ask, are you going to disobey me again?" I glared at her, she had no right to make me feel good and then rip my heart out. "Glaring won't help you my dear, now answer the question."

"Why should I? Why should I listen to you?" I saw her smile get wiped off her face and I saw the anger appear but soon it was replaced with one of her famous devil smiles and I knew that I would be facing pain.

"I see. That is what I like about you Isabella." Okay why hasn't she hurt me yet?

"What do you mean?"

"You must really like pain, or either you like to scream a lot because you do a lot of screaming."

"No I don't like pain or screaming." As if I would like either one

"Oh then you must really like to spend time with me. You know if you want to have a little time with me you don't need to become a trouble maker silly."

"As if I would want to spend time with you, spending time with you is like asking for death." Next thing I knew was she had my chin in her hands and finally my brain started to kick in, fear set in. "I'm sorry I didn't mean it."

"I don't think your sorry Isabella, but don't worry you will be." Before I could ask what she meant, she pulled my shirt up a little. She grinned at me while lowering herself to my stomach, kissing it. I started to panic.

"Please master. I'm sorry. Please I promise you, I'll be good."

"Begging already? Maybe I should leave a reminder my slave, a reminder to you to be a good little slave." I could feel her nibble on my skin

"No please! I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you angry. Please!" I tried pulling on the chains to see if my powers could do anything but of course my panic was messing with my powers. She stopped for a few seconds, coming toward my ear whispering words that would haunt me forever.

"I want to hear you scream my dear sweet Isabella." She ignored my pleas to stop, going back to my stomach "I'm going to show you who the boss is Isabella. You will listen to me, don't worry the pain will be here for a little while then it will be gone, but I'm afraid you will have the mark like on your wrists forever."

Next thing I felt was pain like fire in my stomach. I knew it was her venom, I knew what she meant when she said mark. The pain was unbearable, I screamed and screamed but no matter what, she didn't end it. After a while everything started to go black, and then it started to fade what was happening?

I sat up with a gasp. My vision was still blurry, and I felt dizzy. I was somewhere soft? What happened? Why wasn't I in pain from the venom anymore?

"It was just a memory Bella." Edward? Gees it happened again, why was I remembering more and more? I rubbed my eyes to see if it would help with the blurriness, and I'm glad it did work I was starting to panic.

Only one family member wasn't in the room, Jasper? Oh that's right Rosalie said he had trouble with something what was it? I think she said life style but what did that mean?

"We don't drink human blood Bella." What? Now I was confused, and I was dizzy from the memory. She always made me dizzy, I put my right hand on my head I could feel my powers start to heal my body, this was not good that I hadn't eaten in awhile. I would probably pass out again if I didn't eat soon. "Well then you should eat then, wouldn't want you passing out now would we?" I stared at Edward like he was crazy.

"What do you mean you don't drink human blood?" What else could they drink from?

"I'm surprised that Rosalie didn't tell you in the car, and you still went with her even though you thought she drank from humans."

"Well I was going to run but I knew if I did she would just catch me anyway, and plus I was in pain." I looked at Rosalie she had no emotions on her face, but in her eyes you could tell she was worried but why?

"I told them what was going on in your memory." I froze from his words. Why would he do that? "I'm sorry if you didn't want me to but you must understand that you looked to be in pain."

"I was in pain." I whispered the words into my hands "So you know now why I don't trust vampires." I heard someone clear their throat and I noticed that it was near me the sound, why did it sound so beautiful?

When I turned to look at the person I noticed I was on a bed, whose bed though maybe the angel's? When I was met with the face of the person who cleared there throat, I snapped. My body acted on its own. Two things made my body act in this way.

The first was that I was in a big, soft bed. The second, the person on the bed was absolute beautiful just like my master.

I was about to jump from the bed and run through the door and run for my life but something stopped me, and that would be Edward

"Its alright Bella that person on that bed won't hurt you, its not possible for her to hurt you." I looked around and I saw that Edward's arms were around me holding me in place, and I wasn't so far from the bed I must have actually jumped out of the bed.

I saw the person on the bed and I wanted to just die then. Of course it had to be the pixie like women I never had luck like that. She had this worried look on her face but she also looked angry?

I noticed she wasn't looking at me but Edward's arms was she angry that Edward had his arms around me? Bella you do know you have a man's arms around you right? Yes I know his arms are around me. And your okay with that?

I thought about, well I wasn't absolutely okay with it but it didn't make me feel uncomfortable it felt like a brother was hugging me, was that weird? Edward laughed probably at my thoughts.

"I'm glad you think of me like a brother, because that would mean that it would be easier for us to be friends."

"Well what do you think I would like you like?

"I am quite charming." I laughed and I mean really laughed.

"Oh Edward, I haven't thought of a man in that way in forever, okay I have never thought of a man that way. Why would I?"

"So you wouldn't fall for a man? Who would you fall for then?" I blushed I mean should I say that to them?

"I don't like man in that way. I only like woman, I'm sorry Edward you seam like a nice guy and all but your not my type."

"So your gay?" My face heated up more this was embarrassing.

"Y-yeah." I closed my eyes and waited to be kicked out of the house. I knew that it wasn't normal for a girl and girl to be together it was suppose to be a man and woman. Even my master told me that it was that way, but she said she couldn't help to like girls more then men.

"You don't need to worry so much Bella. Your not the only one that is gay here." I turned around so fast that I should have been dizzy. Yep my powers were on.

"What? What do you mean I'm not the only one to be gay here?" He had a smile on his face.

"Well last time I checked I liked men." His smile turned into a grin. So Edward was gay wow I didn't see that coming.

"Wow, that I didn't see coming." I really didn't and now what was I suppose to say. I looked at the floor.

"Now about that foot." Without a word Edward picked me up and placed me on the bed. Whose bed was this? "Its Alice's."

"Oh. Umm...Yeah thanks." Why was I acting so shy? Maybe it was the fact that I felt like a jerk.

"You can make yourself at home Bella."

"But this isn't even my bed. I shouldn't even be here, I bet she set out her best tracker just to find me and then when she finds me shes going to probably mark me again." I put my forehead on my knees, to be honest I was scared I felt weak when it came to my master.

I felt a hand start to rub my back, it felt that the hand didn't make me freeze up, instead the hand made me feel at peace it was like it was telling me to relax. I felt another hand go under my knees and pull me close toward them. Okay this felt weird the only person on the bed was...I blushed knowing that it was the angel that was calming me down made me feel weird not bad weird, good weird.

"You shouldn't worry so much dear." I felt goose bumps on my neck from the way she whispered in my ear. It made me feel good to hear her say dear to me. I heard her sigh. "Wheres Jasper when you need him."

"Jasper?" Oh that's right he was there brother I had forgotten he wasn't in the room. Was he important to have here right now?

"Jasper can control emotions or at least he can tell what your feeling."

"Wow that sounds like a powerful gift."

"Yes it is and not ones has he used it for a selfish reason." She must know him very well. I wonder how well.

"You must know a lot about him. Are you good friends?" She give me a bright smile.

"He is my best friend. Jasper and I traveled for awhile before we found Carlisle."

"Why isn't he here then?"

"Not to scare you or anything but Jasper has trouble with blood so he left to hunt he'll be back when his done." Hunting, hunting, I didn't want to know someone was going to die.

"Bella I remembering saying to you that we don't hunt humans."

"But wait then what do you hunt huh? Every vampire I have known can only drink blood so what do you drink them?" I looked at the room I wanted an answer. I looked at the beautiful pixie woman.

"We drink from animals." That was he answer, animals? How was that possible? Why would they not drink from humans? "We don't want to be monsters and we try to live like humans like going to school and stuff." If what she was telling me was true then that meant I didn't need to be scared of them. I didn't need to worry about dying, and that help a lot.

I even relaxed in the pixie's arms, wait I was still in her arms well its not like I could help myself her arms were so comfortable. Yeah because that doesn't sound creepy at all. Well it doesn't matter what you say I'm comfortable and thats the only thing that matter. Wow Bella your comfortable in a vampire's arms. Hey Edward's arms were comfortable, okay maybe not as comfortable as Alice's but that doesn't matter. I'm not saying anything I'm just glad that were finally going with the flow. Yeah me to, lets just hope I can.

I was cut off by a pain in my body, mostly my ankle but it was going through my body. I hissed from the pain, god I hated this I thought I would have more time before my powers took over.

"Are you alright?" Dr. Cullen asked from across from the room. My hands went down toward the sheets and I gripped on to them hoping the pain would stop but I knew that my powers were taking over they weren't going to stop until I was healed completely.

"Yeah I'm fine." I grounded the sentence out. I could feel my fingers almost ripping the sheets it was like how my body felt. Rip, rip, rip I could almost hear the sheets. I would be really tired after this, if I had eaten the pain wouldn't have been so bad.

"Bella your not fine from your thought you sound to be in a lot of pain." I couldn't think straight, I couldn't see straight.

"I'm fine this is nothing compare to vampire venom." I was about to fall forward but I was caught, and then I was laid on my back, the arms so gentle with me.

I could feel my bones being put the way they were suppose to be I couldn't help the whimper that left my lips. I didn't lie when I said that the venom was worst it was but having your bones go back to the way they were before hurt. Sometimes I wished I could just turn off my powers it was a pain literally, and to think I was just a human.

"Bella dear? Bella? Edward whats wrong? Is she alright? Bella?" Who was that? I could feel myself start to shake like usual, I guess my body couldn't take so much pain. "Edward what is she thinking is she okay? Shes shaking why?" I wanted to just tell them I was going to be okay, this was what would happen, pain, shaking, and then would pass out if I hadn't eaten enough. I hope Edward tells them I'm fine.

"Alice, she is okay. I'm reading her thoughts and this is what happens when she heals, she says she feels pain, she shakes, and then she would normally pass out if she didn't eat enough. There is nothing to worry about okay. She is shaking because of the pain. She finds that this is better then having our venom in her." Thanks Edward god it hurt but it was weird I felt like it wasn't as bad as it usually was. There was arms around me I felt like they were helping me with the pain it was bearable I could take this pain for this person.

"Your welcome Bella. Tell me if anything goes wrong or if you need anything I'll tell the others." Thanks. I whimpered at another wave of pain.

"Shes still awake Edward?" Was that Dr. Cullen?

"Yes she is. And Bella I think Carlisle would rather you call him Carlisle then Dr. Cullen." I heard him laugh, it was nice to hear it helped a little instead of hearing people panic. I didn't get why the angel like woman would panic about this, I was fine kind of.

"Edward?" Did the pixie just hiss at Edward? Why? I tried to open my eyes to show everyone that I was fine or at least I was going to be. When I did managed to open my eyes everything was sort of blurry, all I could see was an angel or was that Alice I couldn't really tell the difference.

If I was seeing an angel did that mean I was dead or maybe all of this was another nightmare and really last night I spent it with my master. Maybe I was asleep in my master bed naked from last night events.

"Naked? I'm going to pretend I didn't just hear you think, that you were naked in someone else bed Bella." I was starting to feel dizzy again, the healing was probably almost done. I guess I wasn't going to pass out, but I would be really tired then.

"What did you just say Edward? What do you mean naked?" Someone was angry about what Edward said. Couldn't blame them I didn't like it either I never liked it. My master's hands on my body, her lips on mine. I shivered from the memories of the nights I spent with my master, I also let out a whimper my head hurt.

I moved to lie on my side while closing my eyes again, my hands went to my head it felt like I was getting a headache but worst even though I was use to all this it still hurt.

"It doesn't matter what I said Alice, you can ask Bella after shes not in pain." I felt a hand go on my side the hand started to rub my back.

"It'll be okay Bella. I won't let anything hurt you again I'll always protect to you." That was the last thing I heard before I passed out and went into dream land. The dreams made no sense, flashes? Flashes of what were they memories, no they couldn't be. Could it be I was seeing the future?

Maybe.

"Bella come on there waiting for us." Who was this person I couldn't see things straight. The flash was gone a second later.

"School? Do I really need to go? I mean I've never gone before, what if something goes wrong?"Was that me, but who was the other person.

"Silly Bella, I won't let anything happen I promise you." Her voice made me even relax and I had no idea what was going on. The flash faded away, why couldn't I finish them? I wanted to know who the person was.

"Bella, be a dear and pass me that brush please." Esme? That looked like her, and it sounded like the women.

"Okay mom I'll be right there." I could hear the smile on my face. Okay back track that did I just call her mom? Weird. Some more flashes went by my eyes too fast for me to see them, blurries of people I couldn't make them out.

Suddenly everything stopped and one flash went before my eyes.

"Isabella dear? You will come with me home now." My master what was she doing here? Where were we? Why was everything white and there was only me and her?

"No I'm not going back! I hate that place, I even hate you more!" Wow I was yelling at her, I was being brave but why? "I won't let you take me away from them, there my family!" I saw my master ground her teeth. Why did I say those things it wasn't like me.

"Fine be that way. Lets see who wins this fight, when I broke your legs." And then she was gone.

My eyes flew open, I was gasping for air. I tried to sit up but something was stopping me. I looked to see arms around my waist, they were holding me in place.

"Ahh your finally awake. I thought you weren't ever going to wake up." I knew that voice. I turned my head to the side to see the pixie like women lying beside me, with her arms around me, my face started to heat up.

"Umm..." I didn't know what to say. My brain was like stuck and I couldn't speak. I mean could you if you woke up to this beautiful person next to. I'm sure anyone would freeze up and be like how I am right now.

"How are you feeling. It looked like you were have a nightmare, so I came laid beside you I hope that was okay." I mentally kicked myself.

"I'm fine. Its just a surprise to wake up and have someone like you here."

"I see." She helped me sit up "So what were you dreaming about them."

"I-I was dreaming about my master." The smile on her face fell a little but it was back up within seconds

"What is your master to you anyway?" I looked down at the sheets and noticed they were ripped. I guess I'll have to get her new ones.

"Shes my, no thats not right. I'm my master's mate."

So there you go chapter 4, I'll try to get the next chapter up fast.

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