Feelings for a monster

Chapter 4.

Note- lime but not lemon

Italics=normal mind talk

"Italics and underline"= Veronicas true voice.

"Italics, bold quotation marks and underlined" Veronicas mind talk.

'Dark outside, early in the morning, In the cold standing on my own, I feel lost don't know where I'm going, without you I'm all alone. Where are you and god why did you leave me? You where the one, to fill my life, suddenly i can never see you, torn away without good bye.'- Why by D.H.T

How dare he.

How dare he.

HOW. DARE. HE

He just suddenly decides to abandon me, after all these years and his excuse is me not being a proper vampire, BULLSHIT! If he wanted to get rid of me because of that he would have given up on me a long time ago. There has to be another reason to why he said that to me, i can't let go of him, not now anyway.

Her face was filled with anger and sorrow. The anger of him suddenly deciding to abandon her and the sorrow of imaging herself being alone forever and never seeing her master again. He has been rough with her but she still wanted to be by his side.

Should I really do it, take his blood and become something like him, he once said I'd enjoy it BUT I ALWAYS HATE IT! WHY DO SOMTHING I HATE AND REGREAT IT FOR THE REST OF MY UNLIFE?

She clenched her fits together, her nails digging into her skin till it broke and blood dripped down her fingers. Seras looked at one of her bloody hands with a sigh then glared at it.

No i won't lick it i have more control over my mind than my master thinks. I need to go and find him and give him a piece of my mind.

Alucard phased into the palace gardens, it was the first place to go to clear his head away from Seras. It was quite a wide area, lots of green grass with some red roses and deep green ivory up the walls.

How dare she say that to me, why didn't i punish her she would have deserved it. I show no emotion because its foolish to do so its nothing but a nuisance and the sooner she realises that she'll thank me.

However somewhere deep inside Alucard he knew that she was right with what she said, he's never shown any emotion at Hellsing as he mostly grins and laughs at everything, thinking it was amusing.

There where times when he acted different, different towards Seras like in South Africa when he shouted at her and when he saw her cry he just stopped and realised what he was doing and let her go, he didn't want to hurt her it was just a sudden snap of anger. There where rare times that Alucard thought to himself if she was still a child that had very little experience in the undead world, but other parts told him that she was old enough to understand the life of an undead being.

"Like a child's mind trapped within a adults body. Or a full Adult just too foolish to go deeper into the darkness." He murmured to himself.

Suddenly he felt another presence and it was not Seras, it felt quite strong and aggressive.

"This shall be interesting." He grinned.

Alucard looked around the garden, parts of it was covered in shadow so this...whatever it is could be hiding in one of them.

"What are you doing in my home?" He asked.

He got no reply.

"I warn you I'm not a patient man so speak and come out so I can see you."

"My, my getting a little angry Vlad?" A voice finally spoke. It had a mixture of different voices who Alucard knew. The first was Veronicas the second was Integra's and the third was surprisingly Seras voice.

Alucard turned around and slightly flinched to see a oily black face with red eyes staring back very closely at his.

"So i was right about your name meaning 'true form' as you've finally shown it. Tell me Veronica what are you?"

The female creature made a wide grin that showed her pearly spiky teeth.

"Come on Vlad if you are as old as you say you are you should know. If you can't then have a guess."

Alucard studied the woman with his eyes.

She didn't look like she was wearing anything except her arms and chest had black feathers sticking on the black oily substance thats was all over her body, in a way it looked like skin. Her once blonde hair was black as well down to her hips.

"Hmm I'd say your some sort of demon?"

Veronica sarcastically clapped her hands.

"Well done Vlad, you should get a little reward but after I'm done with you you'd properly be begging me to leave you alone." Veronica laughed.

"So what is it you plan to do with me? Try to that my place and be ruler?"

"Actually i wasn't planning on that but now you've given me the idea i might do that. But my original plan was that I'd be the first to kill you. you know that my last name is 'Falke', well it is German of Falcon, yes I'm a German and I served millennium back when you where at Hellsing."

"Interesting, I would have never known that you'd be German, You do not know how many people or creatures have tried to kill me, they all end up regretting it as I send there cowardly beaten up figure into my Baskervilles mouth. However I've never been hunted by a demon before, aren't your kind only interested in devouring human souls?"

"Tsk, tsk, tsk you've lived for so long yet you know so little, there are different types of demons, yes most of them feed on human souls but there are others like me who have a different 'tastes' for example I crave for blood like a vampire."

"Ah, i would have never had know something like that, on the other hand I've been held captive by the Hellsing family for many years so I haven't been able to get much knowledge on such things as what you speak of."

"Hmm but enough about me lets go on about you. I wonder what form i should take when i take your unlife."

"You can shape shift?"

"Of course, when I met you i created an image that would look similar to your last master, Integra was that her name?"

"So you can read my mind as well as mess with it.

"Mind Control is the words I'd like to used, it just sounds much more neat than 'messing with the mind'.

"I should have known. No one in the world could be born and match such rare beauty as Integra, it would have taken a shape shifter to make that happen."

"But that didn't satisfy you did it, you weren't really into me that much so..."

Veronica was suddenly surrounded by black feathers floating around her until you couldn't see her but a cloud of feathers until they faded away and what was only left made Alucards eyes widen in surprise.

Veronica was standing in front of him looking exactly the same as Seras, her short blonde hair, big innocent crimson eyes gazing into his. She was also wearing a red small, sleeveless as well as a low bust area top, and she had a very short red skirt with nothing on her feet. There was something about this appearance of Seras that intrigued him but he ignored it and just laughed at this sight.

"Even if you transform into my fledgling that will not stop me from fighting you."

"Oh master what ever do you mean." Seras voice appeared from her mouth.

"You know what I mean Veronica stop these games and fight me."

"But I'm not Veronica Master I'm Seras, god I thought calling me police girl was bad enough."

She even knows about the nickname I give her?

Out of the blue 'Seras' ran over to Alucard and he striked her when she came close enough but unluckily for him she dodged it and ended up catching her target, but in an unexpected way she tightly hugged him.

"Master why did you try to hurt me that wasn't very nice. I'm your fledgling, your servant who only serves you."

He struggle to break her grip.

She is strong for a female demon maybe i underestimated her, but i need to get her off me.

"Why do you struggle my master, i just want a hug." She tightened her hold on him and he started to feel pain in his chest.

"You can't think that hugging me to death will kill me." he laughed at her.

"I would never hurt you master."

She gazed into his eyes yet again only this time he held anger in his eyes.

"Stop calling me that, your not Seras therefore put an end to this foolishness Veronica."

"My name is not Veronica!" The girl pushed Alucard to the floor and got on top of him before he could get up.

"Its Seras Victoria."

"Its Seras Victoria."

Don't bother to tamp with my mind Veronica it won't work.

"Then why can't you get me off you? You want this don't you, you see something in this appearance of Seras that you've wanted for so long and I've made it come true."

Stop thinking you know what I want just because you can read my mind.

"But your mind speaks the truth even though you deny it. You want her looking like a true draculina and I've given her to you can you see that?"

Alucard tried to fight what ever it was that she was doing to him, making think that she was his police girl and that she'd become something like himself. There was no point of him trying to think of a plan to escape from this as she could read his mind like a open book, even though he'd put up the barriers in his mind she could still break through.

"Master I though you wanted this."

She stroked his cheek and to his surprise he was letting her.

Damn what's wrong with me?

"I thought you wanted me to become like you, please tell me your proud of me."

"E-enough of this!"

"Master aren't you proud of me that I've become like you,"

I...I...would...only... if this...was... Seras.

"But it is me Master Alucard can't you see that?" Veronica changed her mind voice to Seras.

Alucard took a breath.

What are you doing to me, I'm...starting to not feel like myself.

"Relax my master I'm here for you, now and forever."

Then unexpectedly she kiss him deeply. Alucard couldn't force her off him as she was holding him tightly to the grass ground.

"This is me my master, your fledgling and no one else, I've wanted you for so long but I've been so afraid to tell you. Now i feel confidence in me to express my feelings."

Seras...no...you can't be...your...you...you are her...wait...is she really?

"Yes my master I am"

'Seras' then started to feel Alucard kiss back eagerly as she was.

Seras...my Seras Victoria yes you are her, your now like me a true creature of the night, i am now proud to call you mine.

He had fallen into veronicas illusion and kissed her with fierce passion and she did the same.

"I'm so happy my master Alucard."

She let go of him so he could caress her soft face and neck.

Yes you are her, my Seras.

'Seras' started to kiss down his neck and licking it, while Alucard was wondering his hands on her chest.

"Getting a little more of me my master?" She giggled.

"You are mine and now you are a true draculina i wan to make all of you mine, body and soul."

"Well we shall see about that." Veronica thought to herself.

'Seras' then took off his black coat and white shirt off to see his smooth muscular chest, she place a few kisses on his chest then went back to his neck. She felt Alucard trying to take off her top and shirt off but she was more occupied in his neck. The smell was so sweet it was driving her nuts but she waited just a little longer before she could taste him.

He got her top and shirt off only leaving her red underwear then caressed her chest too her flat stomach too the lower parts.

"Master, Alucard." She moaned in his ear.

He placed his fingers near her lower part gently rubbing her to get another reaction from her.

'Seras' then licked his neck again before biting into him. The male vampire moaned in ecstasy.

"Good girl." He groaned huskily in her ear.

After a minute she let go and the sight of her with his blood around her mouth and dripping down her chin and chest was a glorious sight for him.

He leaned his face to her chest and licked his blood of her going up to her neck then to her mouth where he claimed it to his again.

They spent sometime lost in their mouths battling each others tongues until she bit his and his blood flowed onto her tongue, then Alucard felt something strange go into his mouth it wasn't her tongue but it felt like another one, and another one, lots of them whatever it was was sliding down his throat making him gag. His eyes snapped open and he tried to pull away from 'Seras' but she had her hands rapped tightly around his neck.

"S-se-r-a-as!" he couldn't talk the things where going deeper down his throat and travelling into his stomach and spreading into different parts of his body. He could'nt do anything only talk within his mind.

What going on Seras what are you doing to me?

"Don't worry master the pain will come soon so you'll be able to suffer in agony while I suck your body dry."

WHAT! How dar- your not Seras...VERONICA! Damn it how could i be so blind not to see it.

Then all over his body he felt instant pain it felt like he got a whole set of thick needles slicing inside him.

What are you doing to me!

"I've used parts of my skin and used my shape shift powers to make them into long leeches and have them sent down into your body so they can drain your whole body dry, they are still connected to my mouth which you can feel so your blood will be transferred into my mouth enjoy the pain before you die."

Alucard still could not believe that he thought that she was Seras. Now struggling for freedom was all he could do. Each second blood was drained from him and each moment he was getting weaker and in some way feeling older.

All of a sudden Veronicas mouth came off his along with all the leeches that ripped out of his body and out his mouth.

Alucard started couching but he was coughing up blood, the wounds inside his body must have had taken a lot of damage and because he lost a lot of blood it was taking longer of them to heal.

"Don't you dare touch my master."

That voice, Seras?

He looked up and he was right. Seras had Veronica by the neck lifting her up from the floor.

WAIT!

There where two Seras's, be he knew which one was which, that's If he could concentrate enough as the blood loss was making him very light head and it effected his vision.

"Seras careful she's more dangerous than you think."

"Well i guessed that as she conviced you that she was me and brought you to your knees."

"I get the point just finish her."

Seras threw Veronica all the way to the other side of the garden.

"I can't kill her master i'm not strong enough."

"Then...take my blood."

"NO! Your in a terrible state as it is, if i drink you...then...well you could die."

"I'll be fine Seras trust me, you have to kill her or she'll end both of us."

Thinking it would be the best way, she did was he said. She ran to his side and bit him trying to be quick on drinking but also to not drink too much.

When she pulled away from him so much confidence and strength flowed through her. She looked at Alucard for a moment he wasn't dead becuase he was smiling at her A REAL SMILE!

"Make me proud Seras."

"I promise master."

Shes going to make Veronica pay.

TBC

Sorry for not updating sooner but at least it was a long chapter. I'll try make the same length for the next chapter.

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