Brittany hasnt really seen Santana since they're talk on the couch last week Brittany's been really busy since its the first week with work and dance practice both are going really well and Brittany's excited for the performing and she loves having Derek as a partner his easy to work with
Brittany wakes up around noon and it saturday so she doesnt have work and doesnt have practice for a few hours so she takes her time getting up when she walks into the living she see's Santana lying there with a empty bottle of alcohol Brittany's never even heard of... its cold so Brittany grabs a blanket from the back of the couch and lays in on Santana and could tell that she's warmer and that makes Brittany smile then the blonde grabs the empty bottle and cup and walks to the kitchen clean the cup and throwing away the bottle being extra careful not to wake Santana up, she looks so peaceful when she sleeping and Brittany likes the idea of Santana being completely at peace
Around 1:30 Santana wakes up to the warmth of a blanket around her smiles know that Brittany probably put it around her and she slowly gets up and looks around and doesnt she the Beautiful blue eyed girl anywhere and slowly frowns and stands up to walk to the bathroom to get cleaned up
after about 30 minutes Santana heard the door open and she smiled know that its Brittany
Brittany looked to the couch and realized that Santana isnt therebut the smiled at the latina walked up to here with a big smile
"I got us some coffee" Brittany smiled
Santana smiled and took the cup Brittany handed her "Thank you"
"Did you sleep okay?" Brittany asked
"Umm... as good as someone can on the couch" Santana giggled and Brittany joined in
"So do you have and plans for thanksgiving"Brittany asked
Santana thought for a minute and thought about what she did last thanksgiving ... She had pizza, plus matt always went away for thanksgiving so she had no one to hangout with
"Nope no plans" Santana said looking down at her hand
"Your not going to see you family?"
"No we... we arent that close"
"So what are you gonna do?" Brittany asked seeming worried that she'll be alone
"I dont know hangout here"
Brittany thinks for a minute she would love Santana to meet her family
"why dont you come with me to Lima" the blonde asked
Santana is alittle takin back by the offer
"Thanks but why dont you just enjoy holiday"
Brittany frowns and starts to give Santana the puppy dog face
"Please" Brittany begged "I wont be able to enjoy my holiday if you here alone!"
Santana laughed and looked away knowing she'd cave seeing Brittany's face
"Please,please,please,please" Brittany kept reapting
Santana groan but could help but smiling at how cute Brittany was
"Okay, Okay" Santana agree's
Brittany Cheer's and jumps up slipping her arms around Santana neck pulling her in for a hug that both girls didnt want to end, the both liked being this close
"Your gonna have a great time!" Brittany giggled let go of the latina
Santana didnt say anything she loved how happy Brittany was but she didnt just love that Brittany was so happy, She loved that Brittany was happy Because of her.
Santna hears a knock off the door and she just finshed cleaning the dishes from the late lunch she had with Brittany but she had to leave for dance practice so Santana offered to clean up
"Oh hey Matt" Santana said as she opened the door, a little susprised that he's here
"Hey Babe" Matt said stepping inside the apartment past Santana
"What are you doing here?"
"Well we havent really seen each other the past week so i just thought we could go see a movie or something"
Santana felt bad because she has been staying away from Matt since her kiss with Brittany
"I dont know, I dont really feel good" she lied she's felt better since her lunch with Brittany
"Oh then maybe we can just stay here and hang out"
She just wanted to be alone
"Maybe another time Matt" Santana Said clearly annoyed
Matt sighed "What going on with you? you havent talked talked to like at all this week and you didnt come to the club friday like you always"
Santana didnt even No what to say but she know's it wouldnt be fair to Matt to keep stringing him along when she doesnt feel anything towards him not like she feels towards Brittany
"Look Matt, Im sorry ive been ignoring you" Santana pause's trying to convice her self to change the end of the end of her Sentence but she can't "I-I want to Break-up" she stammers
Matt looked up at her and she could tell he was hurt but i wouldnt be fair to lie to him
"Fine, if thats what you want" He said coldly then walked out the door
When the door closed Santana couldnt help but feel like a weight has just been lifted of her shoulders that she didnt know was there
After a long day of dance pratice and Brittany was happy to be home she walked in and noticed how clean the house was when she walked in and looked around hoping Santana would still be up but there was no sign of her so Brittany decide to get a shower there head to bed. Brittany gets out of the shower wraps the towel around her chest and figure's she just get changed in her room and Brittany is walking to her room when Santana turns the corner and the Bump into each other both bodies slamming
"Oh my god im so sorry" Brittany Breathed still shocked at how much breathe she lost being this close to Santana
"No, Im sorry" Santana says stepping away from Brittany and her eye's cant help but gaze down Brittany perfect body, Brittany giggles at Santana checking her out
Santana noticed she got caught, her face turned a dark red and Santana's eyes returned to Brittany's eye's
"you should get changed" Santana said alittle flusterd
"right" the blonde says moving past Santana and into her room
As soon as Brittany closed the door she lett out a big breathe that she didnt know she was holding in
Brittany jolts awake from her frighting dream panting trying to catch her breathe she thought she was done with these dream's but there back, Brittany would always go lay in bed with her mom when she got these dream's because she wouldnt be able to go to sleep again without knowing someone was with her
Brittany gets up and walks to the kitchen and gets a water a leans against the counter, she thinks about going to call her mom but she doesnt want to wake her, then Brittany got the idea to see if Santana is awake even though its late, she walk to Santana room and knock to lightly that she can barley hear it herself so she doubts Santana can, and she thinks about just leaving but then she gets that feeling of needing to be with someone so she knocks again this time louder, she doesnt here anything so she opens the door and sticks her head
"Santana" Brittany whisper's
Its silent
"Santana" she repeats
"Brittany" Santana says barley being able to get it out
"Can i sleep with you?"
that wakes Santana up alittle more "Are you okay?"
"Well... I-I had a bad dream" Brittany says cautiously not wanting Santana to make fun of her
Santana nods but then she realize's its dark
"Sure"
"Sure?" Brittany asks?
"Yeah come on" Santana says while flicking over the blanket and scooting over
Brittany slowly makes her way to the bed not wanting to bump into anything, she slowly lies on the bed sinking in and she can feel how close Santana is without touching her.
Santana didnt think it would effect her as much as it would having Brittany laying beside her but Santana can feel her heart start to race.
"Do you always have bad dreams?" Santaba ask not wanting things to get to awkward
"Not always,..." Brittany pauses "They started and the beginning of last year" She tries not to say to much not wanting to bother Santana with her problems
Santana thinks for a minute and realizes she wants to know what's bothering Brittany and she wants to help her anyway she can
"What happen last year?" Santana whispered
"My dad..." Brittany felt the tears come to her eyes "... he pasted away" with that she felt a tear fall from her cheek
Santana's heart sank, Santana heard Brittany sniffle so she scooted Brittany
"Come here" Santana said
Brittany did she went into Santana's open arms and layed her head into Santana's chest then cried and cried some more it felt like minute's before Brittany could stop crying and talk
"Sorry" Brittany says her voice strained
"Dont be sorry... Im sorry"
"What are you sorry for?"
"Your lost... if you ever want to talk about im here for you" that was the truth she really was there for Brittany she wanted her to tell her about her Father and her life before New york Santana wanted to know it all
Brittanys heart swelled knowing that someone cared enough to ask about her promblems
"He died at the beginning of my senior year...he died in a car crash" Brittany felt the tears coming back and it took everything she had not the start crying again
Santana didnt really know what to say so she just squeezed Brittany closer
"Tell me about him" Santana finally said
Brittany smiled alittle thinking about all the amazing memories she has of her dad
"He was amazing..." Brittany stated "Me and him where really close"
"Every wensday night since i was 5 we use to get cookies and cream ice cream and sit on the the swings in the backyard and at first it was something we both just really liked to do cause it was fun but as time moved along we realized how much we really need that time" Brittany lifted her head from Santana's chest revealing her smile
Santana couldnt help but smile
"He sounds amazing"
"Yeah he was he would have liked you" Brittany smile grew bigger
Santana started to blush it meant alot knowing that Brittany thought someone Brittany loves so much would like her.
Santana still looking at Brittany even though it was hard to see her she still looked perfect Santana Brought her thumb up to Brittany cheeks to wipe away the tear stains, Brittany blushed at the girls touch
Santana couldnt help the feeling of wanting to kiss her, she slowly started to move her face to when their lips were less that a inch away they both took a deep breathe then felt the lips touch
Brittany couldnt believe Santana was kissing her again
Santana felt Brittanys warm tongue cross her bottom lip and she parted her lips to let Brittany tongue slide in her mouth
Brittany moved her hands to Santana's neck then felt Santana hand on her hip and the other slide on her neck Brittany deepened the kiss before the both had to Break apart to catch their breathe
"Wow" was all Brittany could get out
"Wow" Santana repeated
"That was..."
"Yeah" Santana said before the blonde could finish
Santana never felt something like that before in was by far the best kiss she had ever had and wished it never ended, then leaned in again to kiss Brittany then the lips crashed again resuming where they left of before
Brittany pulled off Santana after a few minutes and started to kiss her jaw line, she loved the taste off the latina's skin and she slowly made her way to her neck kissing her pulse point then started sucking before slowly moving back to Santana's lips
Brittany felt Santana's hand at the hem of her shirt then felt the hand move up her shirt to her abs then Brought her one of her own hand to the hem of what she realized was Santana's underwear and Brittany felt her heart speed up at the fact that she'd been lying next to Santana in her underwear
Santana rubbed her hand up and down Brittany's amazing abs and smiled into the kiss when she felt heart beat she was glad knowing she wasnt the only one who had this feeling
Santana broke the kiss even though she liked where this was going she didnt want anything to feel rushed she wanted to make sure this is what Britt wants and doesnt want to put pressure on her
"We should get some sleep" Santana managed to get out between the kisses
Brittany knew what Santana was doing but she just kept kissing the girl because she didnt want it end... this feeling like your on top of the world
"Britt" Santana Breathed
"Fine" Brittany pouted
Santana giggled and placed a soft kiss on Brittanys lips and pulled her closer
Brittany placed her head on Santana's shoulder and nuzzled into Santana's neck
Santana felt the Blue eyed girl smile into her neck and this right here was the happiest Santana has been since she met the beautiful blonde in her kitchen she's the only thing thats ever been able to make her feel this happy
Brittany woke up first smiling at the fact the she was wrapped in Santana arms and that it wasnt a dream it was real, it was amazing
"Hmm" Santana hummed
"Good Morning" the blonde said
"Morning" Santana croaked
Brittany lifted her head to see Santana smiled eyes still closed and Before Brittany lost all her courage she leaned in a put a soft kiss on the latina's lips
Santana stomach flipped at the girls kiss
Brittany pulled away and looked into Santana deep brown eyes
"You want go get Breakfeast?" Brittany asked
"I'd love to go get Breakfeast" Santana giggled "But i also want to do this" she pressed her lips back to Brittany's
Brittany laughed "Dont worry you will get another chance to do that"
"yeah?"
"yeah"
"Alright then lets go!" Santana says jumping out of bed
