A/N:
Ok so it's Chapter FOUR!! Yay I'm as exited as you guys! I will probably update like crazy for a while then stop for maybe a couple of weeks perhaps. I have a life beyond my computer and I need to attend to Doris my very nice very wonderful violin because I'm sure she's feeling neglected.
Disclaimer: I WANT TO OWN TWILIGHT but I don't so yeah…
JPOV:
Jayden's room was suddenly very crowded with Alice and I. She was so gentle with children and it almost seemed natural. Week after week Emmett would get called to the Police office and Alice and I would go over and see Jayden, she'd taken a real interest to dressing the boy and he loved her more than he loved me! I jumped slightly when I heard the phone ring. "Hello its Jasper." "Hey Jazz! It's me Edward! It's a girl!" His voice was filled with such awe and admiration I couldn't help but smile. Internally I cursed myself for forgetting. I was so consumed in my own grief that I hadn't realized that my brother's had lives too and Edward being the closest next to Rosalie I couldn't help but feel guilty for forgetting Bella's delivery. "I'll be there right away Edward." "Okay because Bella really wants to see you!" Edward gushed. "Hey Edward?" I asked cautiously. "Yeah?" Edward asked not really present in this conversation. "Thanks for letting me be a part of this." I could almost see Edward smiling from the hospital. "Sure thing bro sure thing." I hung up the phone and quickly grabbed my coat and keys and almost ripped the car door off it's hinges in my hurry to get to the hospital. I took the quickest way there and ran to the receptionist. "Bella Cullen, delivery." I panted anxiously waiting. "Third floor, first door to the right." I ran bumping into some angry people on the way. I wrenched the door open to see my brother with a goofy grin on his face and Bella on the bed pale and haggard with a bundled form in her arms. As soon as Bella saw me her face broke out into a smile. I bent over and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and slowly looked towards the baby. I gasped. She was gorgeous with Edward's bronze curls and had a creamy pale complexion other than her cheeks which flamed with color. "Edward she's gorgeous!" I breathed looking towards my happy brother. "Of coarse she is Jasper! Her mother is Bella!" Edward smiled crookedly towards Bella and she blushed. It'd been more than five years that I've known them both but day after day they would look at each other as if a blind man was seeing the stars for the first time, many times I would feel jealous being the youngest of them all and the only one who hasn't found love. That had recently changed. I found myself smiling widely when Bella asked. "Jasper! So who's the lucky girl?" "whaa?" Intelligent response Jazz. "Come on Jasper don't lie to me I know that look! That's how Edward looks at me!" Damn. Bella was the most perceptive of us all and I should have known that this fact wouldn't have missed her hawk eyes. Edward smirked at me and I knew what he and Emmett would do to me. I sighed. "Ok fine Bella there is this one girl. Ok? Happy?" She smiled affectionately at me but a saw a playful glint in her eyes. "Of coarse It's a girl Jasper we both know your not going to introduce us to a frog. Now tell us her name!" Shit. I was so screwed. Alice wasn't alive how could I explain that to Bella? Bella could never meet Alice, would never speak to her. I was defeated Bella had cornered me from all sides. "Alice, Alice, Alice. She's everything I could ever have wanted. She's beautiful and caring and-""Enough Jasper I get it! Now do we get to meet this lucky girl" Edward winked at me and I internally cringed. How was I going to explain it to my brother that Alice could never meet him? "It's Complicated Edward, I really don't think so." Edward smiled understandingly. "What's her name?" I asked softly stroking their baby's cheeks; she stirred slightly but didn't awake. "Renesmee." Bella smiled widely. "Want to hold her Jazz?" I held my arms in an awkward cradle not really knowing how to hold a baby. Bella gently laid Renesmee in my arms. I stared quietly at Renesmee rocking her slightly. She moaned slightly and opened her eyes and before I knew it I was lost in Renesmee's chocolate brown eyes. "Jasper, I think our little Renesmee here is going to have her godfather wrapped around her finger." My head snapped up to look into Edward's green eyes. "I what?" He nodded. "Renesmee, your going to have your godfather wrapped around your little fingers." I whispered before softly kissing her on her forehead and bidding Edward and Bella goodbye. It was nice seeing my brother, happy. On my way home I stopped by the local flower shop looking for flowers I could get my Alice. My Alice? Was she truly mine? In my haze I bumped into a forlorn looking man. "I'm so sorry sir." I said. He looked morbid and forlorn but there was a malicious glint in his hazel eyes. "I'm James." He held his hand out and I shook it. "Flowers for your girlfriend?" I asked. He nodded his head no, not really caring. "My girlfriend Alice was murdered." My world seemed to go in and out of focus. Surely he couldn't be talking about MY Alice, I mean in Princton New Jersey there are a lot of Alice's right? "Oh really? How does she look like?" My lips had a mind of their own, forming words even though I wasn't thinking them. "She's petite with short spiky black hair and blue eyes." His voice radiated no emotion but his eyes sparkled with a disturbing happiness. My mind reeled out of control as I quickly turned and dropped the flowers I was holding and ran out of the store into my car. My head spun uncontrollably as I pulled into my parking lot. I ran into my apartment and locked the door falling to my knees. I could feel the ugly panic attack rearing it's head in my mind. My breath came in heavy gasps as a small conversation with the police was brought back into my mind. "Jasper, along with your sister's body we found that of another female, they both were dumped into a gutter with heavy stab wounds." "No, NO,NO!" I screamed as panic overtook me and tears spilled down my face freely. I vaguely felt Alice's arms wrap around me trying to calm me down. I hadn't had a panic attack since the day Rosalie had died. I shook with heavy sobs as the waves of panic slowly subsided. Of one thing I was pretty sure, James had killed Rosalie and It hurt me further that he had also murdered innocent Alice. I would find that son of a bitch and kill him.
A/N: EEP its finally over! Ok so tell me what you guys think of this chapter!!! Read and review!!! PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!