Disclaimer: I DO NOT own gravitation, Or the song "Misery Loves Company"
-flashback-
-shuichis pov-
-4 months later-
I was sitting in my apartment yes my apartment i had bought one a few weeks after i left eiri. I was listening to the radio when the announcer said "we just got bad lucks hit new song "Misery Loves Company" and the song is dedicated to yuki eiri"
The song came on. I listened as my voice floated threw the raido.
"It's not the time It's not the place
I'm just another pretty face So don't come any closer
You're not the first You're not the last
How many more?
Don't even ask
You're one more dead composer
Do I need you?
Yes and no
Do I want you?
Maybe so
You're getting warm You're getting warm You're getting warmer oh Did you plan this all along
Did you care if it was wrong
Who's getting warmer now That I'm gone
Misery loves company
And company loves more
More loves everybody else
But hell is others
I'm not for you
You're not for me
I'll kill you first
You wait and see You devil undercover
You're not a prince
You're not a friend
You're just a child
And in the end You're one more selfish lover
Do I need you?
Yes and no
Do I want you?
Maybe so
You're getting warm You're getting warm You're getting warmer
oh Did you plan this all along
Did you care if it was wrong
Who's getting warmer now That I'm gone
Misery loves company
And company loves more
More loves everybody else
But hell is others
You're so easy to read
But the book is boring me
You're so easy to read
But the book is boring me
You're so easy to read But the book is boring
Boring
boring boring
boring
Boring
boring me
Pray for me
If you want to
Pray for me If you care
Pray for me If you want to
Pray for me If you dare
Pray for me If you want to
Pray for me If you care
Pray for me
If you want to Pray for me you fucker
If you fucking dare
Misery loves
company And company loves more
More loves everybody else
But hell is others"
Yes i had wrote another song that was about me and eiri, But this time this song was different it showed our real relationship if you can even call it that.
It was darker then anything i have composed before and i actually used profanity in it.
Besides the fact 'bad luck' was making more songs along with money, It was the only thing that was going right.
In the last few months everything had crashed down around me. I had become something i did not even recognize.
I had started hurting myself. The scars on my wrist and arm proved that, I had started drinking, it had become a temporally pain reliever like the cutting was.
I had more one night stands then i could count, With both men and woman.
A sick smirk made it's way to my face, One of the woman i had fucked had been ayaka. Hiro's innocent little girlfriend,
I honestly did not know why hiro liked her, She was just another Anoying whore. And she was bad in bed. But then again hiro is also a whore so i guess they are perfect for each other.
The only thing i was not doing was drugs. But who knows maybe the numbness will get so bad i will resort to it.
Right now anything that made me feel was what i would do. I know i was destroying my body.
But it did not matter anymore. i had nothing really to live for.
If you are wondering my appearance changed too. My hair was still pink but now it had black streaks in it.
I wore all black, Black hid the blood stains. Black was good, Black is how i felt on the inside.
The numbness was getting to much for me again. i reached for my razor it was time for my regular dose of emotion...Pain.
-End of flashback-
You think i was bad there? Ha. wait and see....wait and see.
Preview of next chapater: What does shuichi mean "wait and see"? Will hiro ever find out about shuichi and ayaka? Will yuki ever get shuichi back? And will we ever find out when hiro and yuki's affair started?
Thank you for reading ^^
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