A/N: did you think Nessie was pregnant????

O_O = Forever-Gryffindor when she found out!! Lol

Chapter 4-Explaining

I was sitting on my bed staring at the opposite wall when my mum came into my room.

'Renesmee, can I talk to you?' she asked.

I didn't respond. I couldn't find any words to say.

She came and sat on my bed.

'I made you some hot chocolate.' She said.

'Thanks.' I took the cup from her and drank. Hot chocolate was my favourite, besides blood of course.

'I know you know I didn't really come in here to talk to you.' She said.

'Yeah, I know.' I said. I already realised the reason she made me hot chocolate. She did this whenever she knew something was bothering me and thought it would help to talk to her about it.

I started crying. She pulled me into a hug. I cried into her shoulder.

'Mumma I don't know what to do.' I cried.

'Do you want to tell me what's going on? How this happened?' she asked calmly.

'Me and Jake.....' I trailed off. I think she got the idea.

*flashback*

Me and Jake lied down on the covers of his bed.

Jake's dad Billy and my grandpa Charlie were out fishing and we had the house to ourselves.

We were both grinning like idiots and breathing heavily.

'Whoa' I said, still slightly breathless.

'Yeah, whoa is right.' Jake agreed.

We laid like that for a while.

'That was fun!' I said stupidly.

'Yeah.' He said, still sounding breathless.

We both suddenly started laughing.

'I love you Jacob Black.' I said, rolling over to look at him, propping myself up on my elbow.

'I love you Renesmee Cullen, more than you can imagine.'

*end of flashback*

'Mumma, I don't want my baby to grow up without a dad! I'm not ready to be a mum. ' I cried. I was crying a lot these days.

'So Jacob's the dad?' she asked quietly.

I nodded. I didn't know what else to say.

I got ready for my mum to start yelling at me, for doing things that shouldn't be done until after I was married.

But she didn't. She just continued to hug me.

'Don't worry Ness, we'll figure this out.' And with that I felt a little better, knowing that my mum was going to help me out.

'So I guess I'm going to have a little human-vampire-werewolf baby.' I said.

'Hmm..... I wonder what that will be like.' She said smiling slightly.

'Oh my gosh mum, what's dad going to say?' I said panicking slightly.

She thought for a minute. 'I don't know sweetie, but I don't think he will be pleased about what you did with Jacob.'

I shuddered. My dad might not be as calm as mum was when he learned that his sixteen year old daughter was going to be a mum.

'Are you going to tell him or should I?' mum asked.

'What do you think would make him freak out less?' I answered her question with a question.

'I think you should tell him.'

I sighed. 'Okay.'

Mum kissed me on the head and left me to have some alone time.

I pulled back the covers on my bed and climbed in. I pulled the covers up to my shoulders and lay sideways, hugging my pillow.

I thought about Jacob. I was having his baby. How could I have a baby when I didn't have Jacob? I needed him so much right now. This whole thing would have been easier if he was here, holding me and reassuring me that everything was going to be okay.

I felt so broken and lost without him. What else could I hold on to when I didn't have the love of my life by my side?

In the next second, I realised I did have something to hold on to. I had a little baby growing inside of me that needed me. I couldn't keep moping around just because I didn't have Jacob.

My life was no longer about me.

I needed to be strong for my baby. The product of the love that me and Jacob had for each other.

I ran my hand over my stomach, where a small bump was growing.

I knew that it wasn't a human baby, because I shouldn't even have a bump now. In fact I shouldn't even know I was pregnant, I was only two weeks in.

I thought about what my mum did when she was pregnant with me. She needed to drink blood even though she was human. She did it for me because she loved me before I was even born.

I realised I had to go and hunt, because I hadn't hunted in about a week and my baby needed blood.

'Mum I'm going to hunt okay?' I called from my room.

She ran in carrying a cup. It smelled like it was filled with blood, human blood.

'Honey, you need to drink human blood. Your baby won't absorb animal blood. Trust me.' She said.

I nodded and drank the blood. I immediately felt really good. Something in my belly moved. I gasped.

'What's wrong Ness?' mum asked.

'My baby's moving.' I replied and smiled.

My mum and I talked for a while until I felt tired and fell asleep. I dreamed I was talking to Jacob. Telling him I was pregnant and seeing him smile when he found out he was going to be a dad.

When I awoke I wished my dream was a reality. I sighed, knowing I would have to tell my dad I was pregnant today.

I got up and dressed in a loose blue sweater and black sweat pants.

I looked around my room. My white single bed was in the right hand corner of the room. It had a light pink cover with dark pinks patterns on it. I had a white wardrobe that had pink handles on it. It was full of clothes that either Alice or mum had bought me. I also had a dressing table with a mirror and jewellery box.

I sighed as I looked at the other side of the room. In the left hand corner of my room was the wrought iron crib I slept in when I was a baby. It was still filled with soft toys I used to play with and had my favourite little blanket in it. It hadn't been used in years but I just didn't want to get rid of it. I guess it was going to be used again quite soon.

I walked over to the crib and ran my hands over the stuffed animals. I smiled. My little baby was going to have a lot of things to play with when it was born.

I ran my hand over my stomach absentmindedly. My bump had gotten bigger overnight.

I walked over to my dressing table and opened my jewellery box. I took out my locket that held a picture of me, my mum and my dad and the promise bracelet Jacob had gotten me. I put them on and walked out the door.

'Dad?' I called quietly, knowing he would hear me.

'In the kitchen Nessie.' He answered.

I ran at inhuman speed to the kitchen and sat down in a chair.

'What's up baby?' he asked.

'You better sit down dad.' I said carefully.

He sat opposite me and my mum ran into the room. She sat next to my dad.

'What's going on honey?' he asked, getting suspicious.

'I-I'm.....I.' I stuttered. I couldn't get the words out. I reached over and touched his face, showing him the positive pregnancy test I took and how my stomach was growing.

I dropped my hand, and got ready for his reaction.

He seemed too stunned for words. After five minutes I couldn't take the silence anymore.

'Dad?' I asked, breaking into his reverie.

'Honey I'm sorry.' He said coming around to pull me into a hug.

'Dad, I feel so alone.' I sobbed.

'Don't worry sweetheart, we'll here for you.'

I stared at my dad. This wasn't the reaction I was expecting to get from him.

'Why aren't you yelling at me?' I asked curiously, although I was glad he hadn't freaked out.

He stiffened. 'Although I can't say I'm pleased about what you and Jacob have obviously been doing, I will still help you out and support you through this.'

'Thanks daddy.' I smiled.

My mum laughed. 'You are going to be a mother soon, you have to stop calling us mumma and daddy.'

I frowned. 'Okay.'

(A/N: So....what do ya think?? Boy or girl?? Any name suggestions???? Poor Nessie, 16 years old and a single mother. R&R)