Sonny's POV
After I got off of the phone with Chad, I decided to get ready. He was right, Peyton wasn't worth my dream. I walked into the kitchen to eat really quick and ran into my mom. Great now I have to answer a million and one questions.
"Hey mom. What's up?"
"Honey didn't you have to be at the studio a couple hours ago? I thought you were already at work. What happened and I heard you talking to someone. What happened with you and Peyton?" How did she hear that conversation? Oh well.
"Nothing. I just came down for lunch, though. I'm going to run to work now, but I need to freshen up first. I hope you don't mind." And with that, I walked away. I didn't have time to talk about Peyton right now, I have a job to get to. I'll definitely tell her tonight. At least, if she's not watching Mackenzie Falls. Insert shudder here.
"No, honey. That's fine. Just tell me tonight, deal?"
"Deal," I shouted from over my shoulder. I made myself a sandwich and went back in my room. When I looked in the mirror I decided I was going to need to redo my makeup so I put on my eye shadow and mascara and lightly applied concealer and foundation. I applied a lip balm and a really nice clear lip gloss. I got in my car and drove to the studio.
When I got to the studio, I was tormented with questions. I just want to forget about what happened with Peyton. But just as I had thought, I was asked about him by none other than little miss Tawni Hart, who, as I presumed, had found out through gossip.
"How did you find out about what happened with him?"
"He called me after you left. He's broken, Sonny. He just didn't know what else to do so he did what would protect himself and he ended things with you. He really does love you but you hurt him very badly." Little does she know, I can't tell how I'm feeling right now. I love him and he knows that but the entire relationship I felt my heart didn't belong to him. Both my heart and I were never his and I can't help but feel like I don't have to pretend anymore. I feel bad hurting him and I can't believe he just told me to get out without voicing his thoughts to me. I don't know why he would call Tawni and tell her, but then again he is her cousin. He may have been a little too eager to get rid of me, though. He probably just needs to blow off some steam and I understand but I just want to talk about it. I know we aren't going to get back together and I'm fine with that but I love him and I don't want to lose him nor should I have to. I didn't do anything wrong and he made a false accusation towards me. I am still choosing to forgive him though and I hope he can do the same.
"I'm sorry, Tawn. Okay? Are you happy? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. What else do you want me to say. If he's hurt then I apologize but he didn't let me stand up for myself. How can I be with someone like that, anyway, Tawn?" After finally letting that go, I walked out.
Hey guys, just a heads up tomorrow I'm not posting but I have a surprise for you guys. At this moment, I'm working on the net chapter and I'm going to be posting it tonight with five hours to do so. So. for sure today there will be two chapters and I hope you enjoy them both. Like I said earlier though, I am not posting tomorrow due to an endoscopy I am getting done and I don't want to post anything while I am recovering. Also, Saturday I am going to try to post but we will see because I have an event and a funeral to go to. On an unrelated note, what did you think of the chapter? Can you believe Sonny was with Tawni's cousin? Be sure to leave a review and I'll see you next chapter.