Hii peoples!!! OK, as always I had to rwrite because of accidentally deleting this chapter. That happens ALOT, right? SO enjoy this chapter because my fingers are hurting from typing this so many time ok? Thank you all for the reviews. I didn't realize I could make people cry with my writing, Oh I am good, haha. anyway...

I don't own Embry's puppy eyes or anything else twilight related.

Enjoy the chpater loves!


(Quil POV)

"I miss you Embry. So much." I said out loud to no one. Why did he leave? I felt like the was cord attatched from my heart to him. Right now, he's pulling that cord farther than it should go. I let a few more tears out before I got up and went to the couch.

I laid down and curled myself in a blanket. I turned on the TV. The first movie was something called New Moon. They were fighting in the forest and then I started to sob. Reminded me too much of this damn situation. I put on MTV.

The first song had to be Meet Me on The Equinox. I half groaned half sobbed. Then there was Move Along by AAR. How could I move on from someone like him? Then there was Use Somebody by Kings of Leon. I could really use Embry right now. What's with all these depressing songs. I finally broke down when I heard the lyrics of some song Miley Cyrus was singing live. Damn I don't even like her!!!

I miss you. Hell yeah I miss him.

I miss your smile. I loved his smile.

And I still shed a tear, ever once and a while. A tear? More like a flood.

FINALLY, when all the depressing songs were finished, I fell asleep to She Wolf by Shakira.

I dreamed of a beautiful black wolf, with a white tip on its tail.


(Embry POV)

Why is he listening to depressing songs? I curled up as tight as my wolf self could go. I let a few tears drop on my white tipped tail, which I hid my face in. I wish I could be with him so bad right now. Jacob is starting to get sick so he'll join us soon. I feel bad about ditching my best friend. He started to drift off to sleep as She Wolf started playing. I was extremely tired myself. I drifted off to sleep like him.

I dreamed of an unknown dark brown wolf.

Sometime Later...

I woke up and stretched out. I saw Quil going in the kitchen. As I was watching him eat, my stomach growled. Then someone phased and entered my thoughts.

Holy crap! What happened? What the- Paws! I have paws!!! Oh crap! It was Jake. He finally phased. I felt Sam enter our thoughts.

It's ok Jake. Calm down. I thought.

E-Embry? He thought.

Yeah. It's ok calm down. I tried again.

What happened? How can I hear your thoughts? He asked.

Your one of us now Jacob. A wolf. Answered Sam.

And he explained about wolves and vampires to Jake. I tuned him out, and paid attention to the one person who couldn't phase soon enough. I was so damn lonely without him. Dammit, here come the sobs again. I felt big fat tears run down my fur.

Hey Em. You miss like hell don't you. I heard Jake think to me.

I whimpered in response.

Don't worry. He'll phase. Just gotta have some patience. He thought.

I guess I just... hope that he doesn't hate me. I thought.

Embry?

Yeah?

Have you seen yourself? You are impossible to hate. How do you do puppy eyes so well? He thought.

I chuckled in my mind.

Thanks. I get that alot. And seriously, that's just the way my eyes are.

Damn, I have to try those eyes on Bella... And he phased back.

Now... I am starving. But I don't wanna leave him. What the hell am I gonna do? My stomach growled again, making me whimper. Ok, I really needed food. I could always just hunt. I set off towards the smell of a deer. I pounced on it and devoured it quickly. Not the best thing I have eaten but enough to keep me from starving to death. I ran back to Quil's house in record time. I stared at him through the window. He was having a coughing fit. I saw his mom come in and hand him some medicine.

Maybe it's almost time. The wolf transformation can take 4 to 5 days. If it is the transformation, then I would be able to see him in less than 7 days. My happy mood was crushed with darker thoughts. What if he doesn't imprint? What if he he hates he for not telling him? Or stalking him? What if he doesn't wanna be bound to me forever? Well you know what they say, when the heart breaks, no it don't break even. I shook those thoughts out of my head and stared at him.

Imprinting was never wrong. Never has been. I was just paranoid. I stared at him as he coughed. He made his way to the couch. He laid down and wrapped himself in a blanket. Even from here, I could tell he was getting more taller and muscled. He might even be taller than me. I wouldn't mind. I loved it when he would let me sit on his lap. I missed that. When he would wrap his arms around me and I felt like he would never let me go. I wouldn't mind that.

I closed my eyes and pictured the last time held me like that. I sighed, and laid down on the ground. I stared at him one last time. The look of depression that filled his hazel eyes.

Maybe the heart does break even. I thought, and fell asleep.


So?????? What'd ya think???? I included alot of music in this chapter, I Miss You, Move Along, Use Somebody, and one of my favs, Breakeven by The Script. I hope you enjoyed. Pleasepleasepleeeeeeeeeease REVIEW!!!!!! Don't make me get Embry's puppy eyes. I will update soon, until then, Bye Loves!!!