A/N: Thanks for the reviews, favorites, and story alerts! I am on a role! I wrote the first half of this story while trying to stay awake. It took me two and a half hours to write. Go me! Okay, I'm all hipped up on caffeine, I love drinking Pepsi! Here's chapter four!
WARNING: M Rated! Male/Male. Lemons. MPEG! Minor language.
Summary: Edward proposed to Bella but she said no and moved to Florida. Edward is in a deep depression. Jacob has a secret, one that he hid very well since that day in the woods near Bella's house. Jacob had Imprinted on Edward. One day the pack found out and tried to kill him. His imprint finds him and cares for him. Can Edward return Jacob's love?
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, Stephine Meyer does.
The Playlist for this story:
In the dark by Dev
If the walls could talk by Celine Dion
The day I fall in love by Dolly Parton and James Ingram
You're still the one by Shaina Twain
Gotta believe in something by Emily Osment
A little more personal by Lindsay Lohan
Two more lonely people by Miley Cyrus
Runaway by Linkin Park
I don't wanna miss a thing by Aerosmith
Forever and always by Shaina Twain
The Vampire and The Werewolf
Chapter Four
JPOV
I fall asleep after I ate another deer. My stomach was full and I was content. I was dreaming about my baby. It kept on changing though, one dream it was a little girl with bronze hair and brown-black eyes. Another dream it would be a little boy with black hair and green eyes.
The dreams were nice but they were also sad, Edward was not in them. I awoke and looked around the clearing I was in. I whimpered sadly as I remembered the dream.
What if Edward never finds me? Do I want him to find me? I do want him but not if he is going to hurt our baby. Could I go the next six months without him?
A thought stop me and I started to panic. How the hell is the baby going to come out? I had no vagina! Hell, I wasn't suppose to be pregnant! I gasped as I felt the cramping in my stomach again.
I shifted back and held my stomach as I groaned out loud "It's okay, baby! Daddy is just worried about how you are going to coming into this world."
After a few minutes the cramps stopped and I sighed. I need to be stressed free! I got up and put on the clothes that I had stole yesterday. I still felt bad about that.
Maybe once the baby is born I could go back to the Cullens and show Edward that his baby was just that a baby! His baby. Our baby.
I walked for a little and I came up on a creek. I was beautiful, I bent down and tested it. It was fresh, thank god! I was so thirsty.
It was nice by the creek, I decided to stay there, I started gathering wood to make a fire. Good thing I watched nature shows. I had the wood all arranged in the correct way.
I started to search around for two medium size rocks. I found them and went back to the wood and I started to click the rocks together to try and get a spark.
It took nearly an hour and a half before I got it. Once I did I jumped for joy. An hour later I had a nice fire going.
I left it to go hunt my dinner. As I ran as the russet wolf as I was running after my prey, a elk, I heard something.
Something inside my head that had me stopping dead in my tracks.
Jake? It was Seth's voice.
Jake? I know you can hear me. I can see though your eyes. Please, tell me where you are. The Cullens are worried so much about you! Edward is going crazy with worry! He said. I could see though his eyes, he was on the pouch of the Cullen's home.
I could see Edward sitting in front of him. Seeing him and hearing about him made me livid. I blocked all my thoughts from them.
I am not telling you anything! I growled at Seth. And how came I can hear you?
I am in your pack! Seth said simply.
What! What the hell was he talking about?
What? What are you talking about? Did you hit your head?
I heard Seth's laughter and though Seth I heard Edward's as well. God! I miss him.
No. I did not hit my head. I am in your pack, cause I choose you. When you left Sam's pack, you unknowingly became alpha. When Edward came to me for help, I choose not to follow Sam anymore, I choose to follow you! Said Seth simply.
Well...unchoose! I do not need help! And I know he can hear me so...listen up Edward! You are the reason I ran away! You have no one but yourself to blame! I said as I let Seth feel my pain and betrayal.
I saw though Seth's eyes that Edward had bent forward and was clawing at the pouch. Seth whined pitifully and let out a howl.
I withdrew and put up my barriers again. I watched as Edward rocked back and forth as he clawed at the pouch floor. My heart broke when I heard the dry sobs from him. I sighed.
Seth, thank you for wanting to help but I will not tell you where I am. I don't want Edward and Carlisle to kill my baby! I said sadly.
"Jake! We won't kill it! I promise! We just want you home!" I heard Edward shout. I shook my head, he was a good liar.
Edward, I wish I could trust what you are saying but I can't. I love my baby too much. I said sadly.
"Jake!" I heard Seth and Edward yell before I shifted back and pulled on my cloths. I sighed, great now I have to be careful when I shifted.
I would have to wait until Seth was asleep but the problem was that I didn't know when he was going to sleep. Ugh! This messed up my whole hunting for food.
I sighed as I sat down in front of the fire. I thought about what I could do about this. One, I could just hunt and listen to him. Two, I could tell him where I am at. Three, I could go against what I had promised myself that I would never do, and order him as an alpha not to phase or something like that.
Number two or three I didn't like. I would go for number one and I decided that tomorrow morning I will try it.
I got up and started to gather the fallen leaves on the ground and gathered them into a small pile.
I laid on the pile and I slowly fall asleep. I woke up in the middle of the night...well, at least I think it was the middle of the night.
My stomach was growling something fierce. I needed to eat, I couldn't go without eating for this long. I had to eat for the baby. I sighed and got up, I took off my clothes and phased.
I steeled myself for Seth but he was not there. He must be sleeping in his human form. I sighed thankfully and ran to grab me some breakfast.
I was hiding under a thick bush looking at my prey. It was an elk, it was eating some grass. I crouched and I prepared myself for the chase that was undoubtedly ahead of me.
I ran from the bush and started running toward my prey. My prey spotted me and ran. I was hot on his heels, it was a good chase. It lasted five minutes before I tackled him to the ground.
I started to feed as the sun rose. I was too focused on my meal that I didn't hear the footsteps at first. But when the sound of a gunshot blasted though the air I jumped. I felt something hot whipped past my left shoulder and hit the tree behind me.
I looked at the tree and saw that it was an hole. An gunshot hole. SHIT! I was being hunted by hunters. No! My baby!
I ran away from where the gunshot came from. I let out a yelp as another gunshot blasted though the air and the bullet missed me by millimeters. I ran faster, I was wavering in and out of trees.
I heard something that made my blood turn to ice. A engine purring. The hunters were driving a vehicle. A very fast one, and it was coming after me.
I whimpered as another gunshot sounded and missed me. I tried running faster but the car just keep up with me.
Stop! Please leave me alone! I'm Pregnant! I thought fearfully. The cramping feeling was back. Oh, baby, it's okay! Daddy is trying to get us to safety! I said to my unborn child.
I must have ran over three miles and the hunters were still behind me. Don't they ever gave up? Why do they want me?
I ran into a clearing and headed straight toward the trees at the other end of the clearing. The car was right behind me. I needed to trick them somehow. But how?
I gasped as I thought of a plan. I ran into the trees and jumped up onto a tree and dug my claws in. I started climbing up the tree as fast as I could.
I heard the roar of the engine as it drive by. I climb onto one of the thick branches of the tall tree. I laid down on my belly and heaved. I was at least eight stories high (Is that right?)
I tried to clam down but the cramping in my stomach was bad. I shifted back and I clutched my stomach as I yelled out at the searing pain. It hurt so bad.
The engine sound was long gone. I shifted back and got down from the tree. Once on the ground I shifted back and slowly and painfully made my way back toward my camp area.
I got to my camp area and sat down with a groan. Please, stop hurting. Baby please, daddy is fine now! We are fine, I said to my baby. The cramping lighten a little but not enough for me to relax.
I was exhausted. I fall into a deep, exhausted, and troubled sleep. I let out a yelp as I was awoken by severe cramping in my lower abdomen.
"Ahh! Ow!" I shouted at the top of my lungs as I clutched my stomach. The pain was so bad, I had tears running down my cheeks. I was sobbing out loud.
Was I having a miscarriage? Why was this happening? What do I do? I want Edward! I want Carlisle! I want my family!
I was wailing and whimpering as I rolled on the floor. I shifted into my wolf form and tried to call Seth but he wasn't there.
Please, please god. Help me! Please! I prayed and pleaded.
Seth, please! I thought over and over for about fifteen minutes until I heard the most beautiful thing ever.
Jake? Seth said. I saw though his eyes and saw my family. Oh! My family!
Seth let out a whine and a whimpering howl as he felt what I was going though.
Please! Help me! I'm somewhere in Vancouver, in the woods! Ahh! It hurts so bad! I yelled in my head.
I saw Edward though Seth's eyes, he was on the floor holding his middle and staring at Seth and in turn staring at me.
"Jake, we are on our way. Hold on! Please, love hold on!" said Edward as he got up and started to gather things around the room.
Please...Hurry! It hurts! I don't want to lose my baby! My baby! I was beyond hysterical at that point.
I shifted back and tried to hold myself together until my family came for me. Hold on, baby your father is coming and he is bringing your grandfather with him as well as your aunts and uncles! Your grandma Esme is going to love planning a baby shower!
I smiled though the pain at that thought. Esme and Alice will turn a normal baby shower into a full blown party.
I sighed and closed my eyes. I started humming 'mommy will buy you a mockingbird' but instead of 'mommy' I was humming 'daddy'
I fall asleep after the third time humming it. The last thought I had was, Please, hurry Edward our baby needs you.
EPOV
Seth and I sat on the pouch of my home. In a few minutes he was going to shift and try can contact Jake. I will be forever grateful for Seth's help.
"Hopefully, Jake is in his wolf form when I shift." said Seth as he got up and went to undress.
He came back as the gray wolf. He sat down in front of me and I saw though his eyes that Jake was indeed in his wolf form. I was relieved, I was so worried about him.
It looked like Jake was running in the woods. He was after an elk. I heard Seth call his name and Jake stopped dead in his tracks.
Jake? Said Seth. Jake didn't answer, he was frozen in shock.
Jake? I know you can hear me. I can see though your eyes. Please, tell me where you are. The Cullens are worried so much about you! Edward is going crazy with worry! Seth said.
I watched as Jake looked into Seth's mind and saw me though Seth's eyes. I tried to read his mind though Seth's but he was blocking us.
I am not telling you anything! He growled at Seth. God, how I missed his voice. Oh, how I wanted to just grab him into my arms and hold him forever.
And how came I can hear you? Jake added. So, he didn't know that he was an alpha wolf. He was in for a shock!
I am in your pack! Seth said simply. There was a pause. I wondered what Jake was thinking and what his expression would be like if he was in human form.
What? What are you talking about? Did you hit your head? Jake said.
Seth and I laughed at that. Only Jake would say that. God! I miss him.
No. I did not hit my head. I am in your pack, cause I choose you. When you left Sam's pack, you unknowingly became alpha. When Edward came to me for help, I choose not to follow Sam anymore, I choose to follow you! Said Seth simply.
I waited to see what Jake would say. I hope he would let Seth be his beta. Seth will make a good beta.
I heard Jake say Well...unchoose! I do not need help! And I know he can hear me so...listen up Edward! You are the reason I ran away! You have no one but yourself to blame!
I bent forward and started clawing the pouch as Seth whined pitifully and howl. Jake had let Seth feel his pain and betrayal. It brought me pain as well knowing I had done that to my mate.
I rocked back and forth as I clawed at the pouch floor. I was dry sobbing, I was I could cry for real. I heard Jake speak to Seth.
Seth, thank you for wanting to help but I will not tell you where I am. I don't want Edward and Carlisle to kill my baby! He said sadly.
"Jake! We won't kill it! I promise! We just want you home!" I shouted desperately. And it also the truth, I still thought that it is a monster.
Edward, I wish I could trust what you are saying but I can't. I love my baby too much. Jake said sadly.
"Jake!" Seth and I yelled before Jake shifted back. NO! NO! I rocked back and forth at vampire speed. I was clawing at my hair.
God. What have I done? My mate doesn't trust me anymore. It was my felt. All of this was my felt. I let out a strangled scream. I felt arms around me. I heard the minds of my family and Seth. They were trying to comfort me.
I suddenly realized that they shouldn't be comforting me. They should be yelling and cursing me.
"STOP!" I yelled at everyone. "I don't deserve to be comforted. I deserve to rot in hell!" I added.
I felt someone grab me by my shoulders and shake me.
"EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN!" shrieked Esme so loud that it shook the glass on the windows.
"Do not ever speak like that again! You deserve to be comforted. Why on earth do you think that you don't?" added Esme softly.
I looked at my mother. She gasped as she saw my face, my eyes. I saw my face in her mind. My eyes were lifeless and my face was in a mask of pain. I looked just like a felt, hell. I was in hell and I put myself here.
"I'm the one that made Jake runaway. I'm the one Jake is scared of and doesn't trust. I made my mate hate me. I broke the promise that gave him, that I would never hurt him. And I have hurt him big time." I said my tone lifeless.
I heard my mother sigh and said "Edward, honey. I know you are hurting and Jake is too. But, I know that Jake does not hate you! He loves you! He is just scared that's all. He is doing what any parent would. He is protecting your baby. You might not see it as a baby yet, but you will. I know you will."
I let my head fall and I stared at the ground. I knew in the back of my mind that she was right. The guilt that consumed me was more powerful right now than her words.
I got up and went to my bedroom. It used to be Jake's and mine but it was now mine again. I hoped that it would be our room again and not just my room.
I sat on the bed and stared at the wall in front of me. It was like Deja Vu, only seven months ago I was in this spot and here I was again.
I couldn't sit, I got up and paced the room. I raked my hands though my hair and clawed at my skull. The pain was too much.
Knowing that my mate was in pain and was alone was too much. Knowing that my mate didn't trust me and didn't want to come home was too much. Everything was just too much!
"Ahh!" I yelled as I started punching the wall raptly and repeatedly. I was dry sobbing and screaming as I started destroying the room.
"EDWARD!" I heard Emmett scream. I felt his arms wrap around me and held firm as I started fighting against him.
"LET ME GO!" I yelled as I fight to get free. I tried to turn my head to bite him but he was leaning away from me.
"JASPER! CARLISLE! SETH! I NEED YOUR HELP!" Emmett yell out as was putting all my strength into trying to get him off of me.
I heard them coming as I felt their arms around me. Carlisle was in front and I saw his lips move but I was too far gone to hear anything he said.
"GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!" I yelled as I tried to get free.
"Edward stop! Jake wouldn't want you doing this!" shouted Carlisle as he held my head in his hands.
I growled at him. Some part of me knew that I needed to stop but the vampire, the monster in me was too dominant right now.
They put all their weight on me and brought me down to the floor. I was on my stomach, Carlisle held my wrist together and my arms straight out in front of me. Emmett and Jasper had pinned down my shoulders and torso. Seth had my legs.
I knew they had won but I still struggled against my captures.
"Edward! Please, son! Listen to me! This is not you! Snap out if it!" shouted Carlisle over my shouting.
I was shouting out curses and wiggling under my captures. I had my head tilted up to look at Carlisle and I was shocked when I felt a sharp sting against my left cheek.
I stopped fighting and looked to my left and saw Esme there. She was the one that slapped me.
"Stop this right now! Pull yourself together!" she shouted at me.
I panted and slumped down on the floor. For the first time since I have became a vampire I felt exhausted. I felt the guys let go of me.
I just laid there sobbing with no tears running down my cheeks. A soft comforting hand started running their fingertips though my hair.
I heard Esme start to hum a soothing song as she land her head on my back. I felt good. I knew every one was still in the room but I just paid attention to Esme.
An hour and half later I felt calm and slowly got up and leaned into Esme as I sat on the floor.
I held my stomach as I looked up at my family. Jasper was standing as far away from as the room allowed. I was amazed that he was even in here and that he had helped me, with what I was feeling, he should have been on the floor with me.
Rose and Alice were holding each other and if they were human they would have tears running down their cheeks.
Emmett and Seth sat on my bed and eyed me with wariness and concern. Carlisle was crouched a few feet away from me looking at me with concern. Esme was holding me as she continued to hum.
I took a deep calming breath and said "I'm sorry for everything that has happened in the last two days."
Before any one could say anything I added "Seth, could you shift and see if Jake is in his wolf form? Please."
Seth looked at me and said "Are you sure, you want hear anything he says?"
I nodded and said "I want to hear that he is okay. I want to tell him that I just want to contact him once in awhile to see if he is okay. That's all."
"Okay, I will go out on the patio and shift." said Seth as he walked to the patio. A few seconds later I heard Jake's voice in Seth's mind.
Seth, please! Jake was saying. The sound of his voice alarmed me. I looked up as Seth walked in the room.
Jake? Seth said and let out a whine and a whimpering howl as he felt what Jake was going though. Jake was in pain. His stomach was cramping and he was in excruciating pain.
Please! Help me! I'm somewhere in Vancouver, in the woods! Ahh! It hurts so bad! Jake yelled. I clutched my stomach as I heard Jake's thoughts. Something was wrong with the thing inside of him.
I looked at Seth and saw myself in Jake's mind. He was so scared. I needed to hurry.
"Jake, we are on our way. Hold on! Please, love hold on!" I said as I got up and started to gather things around the room.
Please...Hurry! It hurts! I don't want to lose my baby! My baby!
Jake was beyond hysterical. He loved that thing inside of him. I could no longer hear him. He must of shifted back.
"Carlisle! Jake is in pain. He's in Vancouver. Somewhere in the woods." I said fast I gathered some of Jake's clothes.
Carlisle sprang into action and ran to get supples together. Two minutes we both were inside my car and speeding off with the rest of the family behind us.
Hold on love! We are coming! Hold on!
With that thought I pressed down on the gas pedal and I was going over 120mph toward my love, my life, my everything.
It took two long excruciating hours to get to Vancouver. I pulled over a mile after the I saw the welcoming sign.
My family and Seth got out and started running toward the woods. I sniffed the air and I smelled Jake's scent but it was old.
Seth came over to me as the gray wolf. All I heard in his mind was his thoughts. Jake was still in human form.
"Okay, we have to split up. Go in every direction. Rose and Emmett to take the west. Esme and Jasper take south. Alice take the east. Seth, Carlisle you're with me. Keep your cellphones on. Come on!" I said fast then started running.
I waved in and out of trees at vampire speed. Seth was a about three feet from me and kept up pace with me. Carlisle was on my other side but was further back.
"JAKE!" I yelled out hoping he can hear me from where he was. We ran about two miles when we jumped over a creek.
I continued on running after jumping but I stopped as a scent stopped in my tracks. Jake. It was Jake's scent.
Carlisle and Seth came over to me and then they smelled Jake's scent too. It was coming from the northwest. I ran toward the scent while calling out Jake's name.
"JAKE!" I yelled out. I ran along the creek and a few yards ahead I saw a man made bed of leaves. I put all of my vampire strength into my legs and ran toward it.
I came to a halt at the bed of leaves and looked around, wondering where Jake was.
"Jake? If you can hear me say something! Think something!" I called out desperately. Carlisle started calling out to Jake too and Seth was howling.
I stopped calling out and told Carlisle and Seth to be quiet. I could a humming sound coming from behind a nearby tree.
I ran over to it and when I stepped out in front of the tree my breath caught in my throat.
"JAKE!" I yelled as I crouched down over my mate. I lifted him in my arms. He whimpered and he slowly opened his eyes.
"Edward, it hurts! Please, help our baby!" Jake whispered to me desperately before he slumped in my arms, unconscious.
"CARLISLE!" I shouted desperately. I looked down at my mate. I stoked the black hair on his forehead. He was sweating and he felt clammy. I looked at the rest of his body and gasped as I saw the small bump that stick out from his hips. I then realized that he was naked.
I took off my jacket and laid it over his lower half. I accidentally brush my against the bump when I withdrew my hands.
Something came over me just then. Before, I knew what I was doing, I placed my hands over the bump. I gasped at the overwhelming feeling that came over me just then.
The whole world stopped as I lightly rubbed the bump, and in that moment everything started to change.
All it took was a soft nudge against my hands for me to call out "Carlisle! The baby! Help the baby!"
A/N: okay, I had tears falling down my cheeks as I wrote this! So, what do you guys think? Good? Bad?
What do you think is going to happen? Also, does any one watch 'Storage Wars'?
It is nine am where I live and I am dead tired! I am a night owl. I am 1,000 words into the fifth chapter. I will update tomorrow sometime.
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