Disclaimer/Authors note: I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

I saw this new picture of Robert today and stopped breathing =) He was so gorgeous!

Hope you enjoy the new chapter! I just kind of went with the flow lol

(BTW CPOV = Carlisles' point of view and so on.)

BPOV

"Carlisle? I'm so happy you're here!" I jumped into his arms not caring at the moment what anyone thought. All that mattered was that he was here and he would most likely help me with this situation I found myself in.

Carlisle mumbled something I couldn't understand, but then he said, "It's ok, I'm here now." I had never felt more excited about seeing him! He was truly like a father to me.

He asked me to accompany him upstairs so he could begin a type of 'check-up', worried that all of this was a side effect of the medicine they had been smothering me with. I was defiantly going to let Carlisle know about their tendencies.

I was sitting on the cold metal table in the middle of what looked like a hospital room they had upstairs. Carlisle was asking me questions about my medication and I told him I honestly didn't know.

He frowned and pulled up a chair. "Tell me all about it Bella."

I continued to tell him how Edward had left me, I was lying in the forest feeling like death when a bright light with mist found me and told me she was my past, that we were one and the same. As corny as that felt saying it, I couldn't find the right words to describe it to him, I felt really stupid.

I was about to continue when I broke down in sobs, thinking of my body still lying in the forest unaware of what was going on here, so peacefully enjoying the dead earth. Carlisle wrapped him arm around me in a kind of awkward way and tried to comfort me.

The rest just flooded out of my mouth in gasps followed with sobs. "Carlisle… I… Edward…. This place…. I can't take it anymore. I don't know where I am… who I am…. WHAT I am…. This isn't my time… I don't know what I'm supposed to do! She just told me I needed to fix it!"

That threw Carlisle off. For the first time I had stumped him.

"What do you mean Bella?"

"This isn't me Carlisle! I'm me, but not me. It's confusing! Even for me. I got dragged into 'my past' that I don't remember by something that is a part of me so that I can remember. Ha that sounds like something that would happen on Opera or Jerry Springer!" I sighed and put my head in my hands.

Carlisle and I discussed it more, he thought there must have been a record somewhere of this happening before and told me he would research it. I made him swear he wouldn't tell anyone else and when he was around Edward he would sing 'I'm turning Japanese' in Russian. That made him smile, but I could still see the worry hidden behind his golden eyes.

Carlisle was about to leave the room when he turned and asked me, "So you really don't know where you are or what you are? Anything that has happened? Nothing?" I sighed and shook my head. "Bella, look at you left hand. Do you know what that is?"

"Yes, Edward asked me to marry him earlier. I had no other choice but to say yes or I would have been tied to that damn bed for an eternity."

"Bella, I should let you know, you and Edward. Well, you've been together for a very long time. Even in vampire years. That right there is his mothers' ring. He loves you very much, even if you're not from this time and this is your 'past', you're still his Isabella. Don't forget that. You just might not remember everything, but with love, you can never forget."

I looked down and felt like I couldn't breathe. Carlisle was right, I knew I still loved Edward even after he left me and shattered my heart. Wait, what did Carlisle mean vampire years? I'm not a vampire! Am I? Before I could ask, he was already gone.

CPOV

I couldn't stand seeing Bella so confused. I had to leave, I needed to do research. I heard Edward coming up the stairs and started singing 'I think I'm turning Japanese' in my head, in Russian. You have to love Bella.

I wasn't sure how to proceed with telling her 'what she was', especially since no one was one hundred percent sure. We just knew she never aged and had all the vampire tendencies, except the fact that she was warm and had a heart beat.

I didn't know what I was going to do. I prayed I found a answer, because I didn't want to know what would happen if I didn't.

EPOV

I went up stairs to see how everything was going, I couldn't handle the anxiety anymore and Jasper was no where to be found when all of a sudden I heard 'I think I'm turning Japanese' being sung in Carlisles' head.

What the hell? Was that Russian?!

I couldn't help myself. I laughed.

I walked into the room to find my love lying on the metal table, sleeping peacefully which was odd because she never slept. I decided not to bother her until I heard a blood curling scream. I put my arms around her while she thrashed and then she went still as a statue. A smile of joy spread across her face.

"I love you Edward," were the last words she said before she went comatose.

BPOV

I was sitting on the table thinking over what Carlisle had said when I suddenly felt really tired, I wasn't able to control it and decided I should lay down at least before I pass out and hurt myself. I heard a light lullaby and than my peace turned into a burning hell.

*Flashback*

Why didn't it stop! I was burning! I heard my love talking to me trying to get me through this. It all came together then, I was in transformation, I was becoming a vampire! Out of no where, the fire was gone. However, my heart was still beating. I opened my eyes to look into the eyes of Carlisle!

"Oh god Carlisle what has happened?"

"I had to save you Bella, my sweet Bella. You were dying, do you remember? I couldn't let you go! Not now, especially not now!"

As I was watching this all unfold I was thinking, 'What the hell is he talking about? My sweet? Where is Edward?!' But I couldn't open my lips to speak any of these thoughts. I was a prisoner to the situation happening before me.

"Oh Bella I'm so glad your ok. I was so worried. I'm not sure why your heart is still beating and your warm, but the transformation has worked. Now we can be together, forever."

And with that, he gave me the sweetest kiss I've ever experienced. Except it was kind of weird at the same time. I was feeling this Bella's emotions and mine; together. Lust and love for Carlisle, something I wouldn't ever dream of, and at the same time confusion and disgust coming from my end.

Was this ever going to get any better? I laughed to myself.

I thought to myself, 'I love you Edward.' Because at that moment I realized how much I truly did.

*end flashback*

"OH MY GOD!" I screamed as I came out of my 'memory'.

Edward was there holding me, Carlisle had entered the room, I guess I hadn't been that quiet on this end of things. I chuckled.

"My past is quite, how do I say this, colorful," I smiled at both of them and proceeded to blush. I wondered idly if Edward knew about my 'past' with Carlisle. I doubted it. I needed to talk to Carlisle alone.

Hope you liked it! I had to throw a little fluff in there =)

It only gets better from here, I have some amazing ideas for her other flashbacks!