A/N: Hey, what's up? Now I know a lot of people are mad at the fact that Kai and Shuichi have a date, but things will get better for the both of them soon. Now I hope that calmed some people's anger at Kai. Also I know I should be updating my other story and I will soon enough. Don't worry all updates will be taken care of. Now on with the next chapter!
hokage: Yep. Shuichi said yes, but there is more to why. And you're going to find out soon enough.
koorimechick: You'll see why Shuichi is sad, but you're really close! In fact that's 99 percent right. The reason Yuki didn't tell him off is because he was in too much shock to hear he was on a date with Shuichi. Also I check and double checked for mistakes! Hopefully this one won't have any either!
xunixn: You'll see why he said yes, why he was blushing, and why he was sad soon enough!
XxTypoMasterxX: You'll see why. Kai is much trickier then some people might think. All questions will be answered soon.
Iname: Sorry, if it's too short, but I'm glad you're asking for more. It shows that you really like it! The sweet hotter chapters will come later, not this one though. I'll see if I can fit a little bit though. Also, Kai irritates me too, but I have to put up with him for the stories sake, hopefully others can too. Oh, you'll find out Shuichi's feelings for Eiri too in this chapter!
Black Juju: Lol. I'm glad you like that line. Well, Shuichi might not be that oblivious, but they are some things that are so obvious that he just doesn't get. You'll see what I mean.
EarnestInBerlin: LOL! You got one hell of an imagination yourself! Yes they have a date, but like I said Shuichi has a reason for going out with, as you like you put it, Mr. Idontcarewhatthehellhisnameis. And if all things fail, we can go with your plan. Oh, and this time you shouldn't be mad for I e-mailed letting you know my chapter was coming up! Bye!
cocoke5: Yep! But there is more toward why he said yes. I'm glad you like it so far; hope I can keep it up!
Tagome Gurl: I got so many people feeling bad for Yuki and Shuichi. But no fear! Like I said, I'm a full Shuichi and Yuki supporter all the way! They belong together forever and ever! And live in happiness with four kids, and a dog named spike that protects them from all the paparazzi and fans by barking and using a gun, that K trained him to use! Sorry, I let my imagination run away with me. I'll stop right here before it turns into a whole new story.
graviluvr: Sorry, but there's more to Shuichi's yes then it sounds. And as for the rape scene, he won't go all the way and it brings Yuki and Shuichi closer together. You can get revenge for it after the story. Don't worry, in the end Shuichi and Yuki will be together!
rookie: Thanks! Hopefully I can keep it up!
Thanks to all who reviewed! You're the reason I keep going with the story! Thanks to you all! Now let's get the disclaimer over with so you can get to the next chapter!
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation. (Cries)
Shuichi's POV
"I can't believe it Hiro!" I whined. "He didn't even show that he cared! Why doesn't he care?" I was at NG Productions working and complaining. I'm trying my best to focus on work, but I just can't.
"Calm down Shuichi. Why don't you just tell Yuki-san how you feel?" Hiro asked me like it was so simple. If confessing was simple, I would have told him my feelings long ago. When we first met it took me so long to earn his friendship, then after what happen with Kitazwa sensei, it took me even longer to earn his trust. I just don't want to break what we have right now. Yuki is more sensitive then people thought.
"Hiro it's not as simple as you think. My feelings for Yuki are strong, but...never mind." I said with a sad sigh.
"Why did you ask Kai out in the first place?" Hiro asked with a little more concern.
"I met up with him in front of the apartment, so I started to talk to him. He looked like he was interested in me, so I asked him out on the condition that he gives Yuki a job. And he agreed. I know it was wrong of me to try to help Yuki out like this, but I saw how all the bills were piling and I thought he needed help." I responded.
"So you asked this Kai Izumaki guy out in order to help Yuki. I guess I know what they say when they say love is not only blind but its stupid too."
"Shut-up!" but it's true. I feel so stupid. I'm in love with Yuki and yet I'm going out on a date with Kai. Yuki shows no interest in me, while Kai does. Yuki is always so cold and distant, and it feels like we can never ne together, while Kai is willing to give it a try.
"Hey Shuichi. Why are you crying? Cheer up, okay man? Shuichi come on. I didn't mean it when I said that your stupid." Hiro started to rub my back in a circular motion to get me to calm down. It was then, I snapped out of my thoughts and realized I was crying.
"Sorry Hiro. I didn't realize I was crying. I'll calm down now." I said rubbing my eyes.
"Good. Come on! We have to start doing some work before K comes in here on a rampage." He smiled at me. But something was still bugging me.
"Hey, Hiro?"
"What is it Shu?" he said while he was picking up his guitar.
"I was thinking maybe I should give Kai a try. You know give up on trying to win Yuki and actually look some place else." I said, looking down at the floor.
"Shuichi, do you know what your saying? You loved Yuki since our first year in high school, and now your just going to give up on your feelings?" Hiro replied shocked.
"Yeah"
I was just too stressed to even continue working. This wasn't how it was supposed to go. How can I be heart broken about a break up when I never even dated Yuki? Maybe looking else where wasn't a good decision. I sighed as I continued to walk home.
Home.
The place Yuki and I live together for two years now. I thought that if we lived together we can become closer and I can finally tell Yuki how I feel. I guess you can say I've been dropping hints now and then, trying to get Eiri to notice me. Like this morning walking around in the towel, but he doesn't show that he is the slightest bit interested.
Man...I sound pathetic.
I finally arrived home to walk into an empty house that looked trashed. Cigarette butts everywhere, along with beer cans all over the floor. Yuki must really be depressed today. I decided to ignore it. I have my own problems right now. Besides I have a date soon. On top of that, how am I supposed to get over Yuki if I keep seeing him. No. This is for the best. I need to get over Yuki.
I closed the door, and went to my room to get ready for my date with Kai.
Yuki's POV
I sighed for the hundred time today as I try to work on my novel. I just can't get the image of Shuichi and Izumaki out of my head. What right does he have asking Shuichi out like that? And why did Shuichi say 'yes'? I mean, sure he doesn't know how much I care for him but didn't he see how hurt I was?
I went to fetch another beer from the fridge to try to get Shuichi out of my head, but no anvil. What's the point? My muse is gone. I walked back to my office to save the crap that I had on my computer, but then heard the door knock. I gave a frustrated growl and answered, only to be in a worse mood then before.
"Hello there Eiri-san. I just stopped by to see how your doing." Damn Tohma.
"Fine. Now leave." I said as he welcomed himself in.
"Now don't be mean. See, I brought cake. Besides Tatsuha told Mika and me what had happened with Shindo-san." I looked away from him to hide how pissed and hurt I actually was. Damn big mouth brother.
"I'm fine. It's not like my whole world revolved around the brat" I said nonchalantly. I grabbed the cake for myself and started to eat it.
"Whatever you say Eiri-san. You know I'm always here if you need me." He said, smiling. I swear that smile gives me the creeps. It looks like Satan himself has shown up at my door.
"So is that only reason you came here?" I asked.
"Actually yeah. I have to go now. Mika is in the hospital and asked me to pick her up. I want to see how the baby is doing as well." he said grabbing his jacket and heading for the door.
"I forgot she was pregnant. So how is she doing." Mika has been pregnant for six months now. She as big as a dumpster truck. I never seen Mika as happy as she was when she found out she was pregnant. Tohma looked happy to. I can tell they love each other.
"She is doing fine, a little moody though lately. She thought yesterday that I was going to leave her because she looked fat."
"Ha. Should get me a couple of pictures of her. Could use it later for a couple of laughs."
"You want to send me into an early grave, don't you Eiri?" he started to laugh. I gave him a smirk as he left and shut the door. I made my way into my study as I continue to try to get my inspiration back. No luck. I didn't know how much control Shuichi had over me till now.
I hear him come in into the house. Usually I get a 'LA LI HO' or a 'YUKI I'M HOME' but not today. This is driving me crazy. I wanted a job to bring Shuichi and I closer, but it seems we're only getting further.
Shuichi's POV
I came out of the shower fresh and ready for tonight. I started putting on my best pair of shorts that showed all my right places and a white shirt that hugged me like a second layer of skin. I put on my boots and take on finally look and start to mockingly laugh at myself.
I remembered why I bought these clothes. I thought that Yuki would look at me at these clothes and try to do something. All I ever got was 'You look like a cheap whore'.
I started out of my room and grabbed my keys. I headed for Yuki's study and battle whether I should go in or not. In the end I just left a note and walked out. I started to walk down to the club where I said I was going to meet Kai and the whole time my heart was screaming 'Turn back! This isn't right! Your still in love with Yuki!'. Then my mind was screaming 'This is for the best. Forget Yuki. Give Kai a try.' I wish they would just stop already.
"Shuichi! Shuichi over here!" I hear turn around to see Kai making his way toward me.
"Hey!" I said walking over to him trying to look as happy as I possible can. He stared at me at what seemed like forever. "Is anything wrong?"
"No. You just look really great." He put his arm around me as we walked toward the entrance. The club was pack with people dancing around half naked pressing up against each other. The music was blaring playing my favorite song, 'Sleepless Beauty' by Nittle Grasper. I was starting to become a little more happier. I always love to come to clubs. I try to convince Yuki to come once but the whole time he just complained like an old man.
Yuki.
There I go again thinking about Yuki. Here I am with one of the most good looking men I have ever seen, at one of my favorite clubs, and all I do is think about Yuki. I feel like a creep.
"Are you okay Shuichi?" Kai asked me, putting his hand on my face.
"I'm fine" I said as I took his hand and brought him to the dance floor. I decided that I was going to forget my feelings for Yuki. I'm going to enjoy time with Kai.
I stopped dragging Kai when we reached the middle of the dance floor. I started to ride my hips against his. I felt him getting excited over it. I couldn't decide whether it was a good or bad thing. I felt him move in closer to me, so I let him. We started to grind harder and harder, as did he. I guess the sexual tension was starting to get to him. And truthfully it was getting to me too.
The music started to play faster as, so did we. I ended it before it got any further. I didn't want to lead the guy on. I wasn't about to be one of those one-night stands.
"Let's go get something to eat" It took him a while to finally let go, but he finally agreed. He let go of my hips and we made our way through the crowd. I saw he was a little disappointed that he didn't go any further, but I really didn't care. I was really hungry. I wasn't lying.
We got in his car and there was a silence for a while.
"Where do you want to eat?" he asked.
"Anywhere." I replied. We started to drive a while in silence. The only thing you could hear was my humming. I didn't want to look at Kai right now. For some reason looking at his face made me a little uncomfortable.
"You know Shuichi, I was really happy that you asked me out. Truthfully I was going to give Yuki the contract, even if you didn't ask me out." he said pulling over to the restaurant.
"If you were going to give him the contract, why did you say yes?" I asked confused.
"Because I really like you. Ever since I saw you. I thought you were so cute and wonderful. I thought it would be nice to know you." he said looking at me with those intense black eyes of his.
"No one has ever said that to me before." It was the truth. But that was mostly because I was mostly focusing my energy at Yuki. Other girls ot boys that lusted after me didn't matter.
"You should hear it. You should hear how special you are." He started to move my pink hair form my eyes." Shuichi, your in love with Yuki aren't you?"
"How did you know?" I said starting to blush madly turning my face so it didn't meet his.
"It was obvious. You know before you asked me out, I asked Yuki about you."
"What did he say?" I asked really wanting to know what Yuki thought of me.
"He said you were annoying and in the way. You were noisy and always wanting attention. It went on but I forgot." I couldn't believe that was what Yuki had thought about me. After all the time we had spent together he thought so little of me.
"He can't love you the way I do. Give up. I will always be here for you Shuichi. Yuki can't give you what I can." he started to move closer to me. He moved his hand up my thigh as our lips got closer. Wait! Was he going to kiss me? I wasn't ready for this. I felt his hands wonder more as he went in for the kill.
I tried move but my limbs were stuck. But why did I want to move? I heard what he said. He said Yuki doesn't care at all what happens to me. I should just give up. Finally I stopped trying to fight it and put my arms around Kai's neck and kissed him.
No more Yuki. No more.
A/N: Okay please don't kill me! I told you things will get better for Yuki and Shuichi. This is just for drama! Drama I tell you! I can't have a story without a little conflict. Yuki and Shuichi will be together soon, but not that soon.
Also for those who are confused, Shuichi is the one who asked Kai out but Suichi said to Yuki it was Kai who asked Shuichi out. He didn't want Yuki to know the truth.
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