Episode 23

Euphemia was dead. He killed her, he took her breath away. He killed the first girl he ever loved and the only one who could beat him. He killed thousands of Japanese and yet he was their hero. The geass has brought him so much despair and yet he didn't want to give up. Although he felt like a monster, he kept going on. His human side was dying, he was losing everything that made him human. Did his plan have to be achieved like this? Did Euphemia and so many innocent people have to die? He had no time to question himself because it had already happened and even with his geass he couldn't do anything. As if it wasn't enough he had also lost control of his geass. He couldn't live as Lelouch anymore because everything he would have said would have been an order. He will never see Nunnally again if things continued like that. Nunnnally will live in a peaceful world on her own. Everything was falling apart for him and yet the mission was proceeding greatly. Lelouch spent most of his time in his room and he talked through webcam because he didn't want to see anyone or he just didn't want that someone saw him. He was… He didn't know who or what he was. He just felt horrible and he hated himself for what he had done to Euphemia. He didn't only kill the first girl he ever loved but also the girl that Suzaku loved. Was this jealousy? Did he kill her for jealousy? No, he didn't. He had to take her down because she was under effect of the geass and she would have killed every Japanese and most likely even Suzaku. If only things hadn't turned out the way they did, now Lelouch could have been with Suzaku and they would have been happy. Reality is always harsh but their reality was way too harsh. They lost what they loved and they had no chance to get it back. Thinking of Suzaku made Lelouch feel worse and he almost felt like he was on the verge of puking but he didn't have to. He lied on his bed hoping that his agony would soon disappear. If he had used his geass on Suzaku when he freed him from the execution site maybe they could have been together. If he used his geass on Suzaku when they had expressed their feelings to each other nothing of this would have happened. If he didn't use his geass on Suzaku saying he had to live, they would have been both dead and they could have been together in the afterlife. What was he thinking? Lelouch snapped out of his state of depression, thinking that if he hadn't done things in the way he did, he would have never arrived at this point. He knew that he was lying to himself; he knew if he had done things differently many things could have been better. Shirley would still be Shirley, Euphemia would still be alive and he and Suzaku might be together. He couldn't think of ifs and buts but only at what happened. If he started doubting himself like this he would never find a way out. He should distract himself, even if he had to use the geass. He was already a monster; he couldn't feel worse than he already did so he could have done anything. Thankfully he had just returned after conquering another zone of Japan and he wanted to talk about it with Zero. Lelouch, wearing Zero's clothes, let him pass and said:

"Toudou, great job as always!"

"Zero, we are quickly conquering all Japan. After the terrible thing that happened with that monstrous princess Euphemia, lots of people are rebelling and desire to join the Black Nights."

"I see but let's talk about something else."

"Something else? What do you mean?"

Lelouch smirked and he opened the part of the mask that covered his eye and said:

"Zero commands you to entertain me whenever I want"

"Yes, your highness!"

With that said, Toudou pushed Zero onto the sofa and he made him sit. Toudou practically ripped his own shirt off revealing his muscles that made Lelouch hard. The famous soldier than removed his shoes, remaining just with his trousers and his socks. He opened the fly on his trousers revealing his red boxers and making the Britannian prince desire what is in those underwear. The tactician then removed his trousers leaving just the boxers and the socks. Zero could see that there was a tent forming in Toudou's boxers and he really wanted to suck his dick but he just realized that he couldn't. He could only remove his mask to suck him but if he did Toudou might remember his face and he could find his identity. He didn't want to lose his chance to suck the great Toudou and he had to find a way to do it. Noticing Toudou's socks he found an idea. A very dirty idea but that could have waited because the soldier was now shaking his covered dick and ass all over Lelouch. He was sure that he would have come if he continued assisting to that show. It was something so erotic and the fact that such a person was doing it for him made it only more erotic. He was so horny and he couldn't resist any longer but the show that Toudou was putting was way too much sexy and he wasn't able to stop him. He started removing the upper clothes that Zero had, revealing his not so much defined torso and the soldier started licking it. Lelouch moaned in pleasure and he left himself go and lied on the sofa. Toudou got on top of him and started sucking his neck and with his hand he unbuttoned Zero's pants. Lelouch was sure that he would have cummed if Toudou didn't stop and so he got up, even if he didn't want to and he brought Toudou to his bed. He made him lie on it and he quickly tied the soldier's hands and foots to the extremities of the bed with his and Toudou's socks and he covered Toudou's eyes with the soldier's underwear. He wanted to cover them with his briefs but they were a bit wet by his own cum and he didn't feel like using it. Zero was now with only his mask and trousers while the other one was completely exposed and had an incredible boner. It was nine inches long and it looked so tasty to Lelouch who quickly removed his mask and took the cock in his mouth. Toudou felt an incredible pleasure and wanted to push Zero's head all down to his cock but his hands were unfortunately tied. This situation was something new to the general since he had always been in charge and not being able to do anything disturbed him a lot. Thankfully, Lelouch had done practice and he was able to take it all in his mouth even if at first he was almost choking with it. He felt that Toudou was almost coming and he stopped doing what he was doing. He started kissing all Toudou's body from the penis to his neck and once he arrived to his face he didn't know what to do. Should he kiss him or should he just end the coitus as quickly as possible? If he kissed him that would have meant that he had given up on his relationship with Suzaku. He had just sucked one guy's cock and that also meant that he stopped believing in a future relationship but a kiss would have meant the complete end. He wanted to taste Suzaku's lips again, he only wanted them but he knew that he couldn't have them anymore. It was over between the two and so Lelouch kissed him Toudou and if at first feel disgusted for what he had just done, he started feeling pleasure when he felt the soldier's tongue in his mouth. The older man really knew how to kiss someone and the Britannian Prince was totally in awe. They continued kissing and Lelouch suddenly felt something in his ass. He quickly stopped the kiss and turned back to see what it was and he noticed that was Toudou's finger. He had freed his hand from the knot. Lelouch watched the other three knots and saw that they were holding Toudou still and he felt sure. As long as Toudou used his hand to pleasure Lelouch, there wouldn't be any kind of problems. Just thinking that made the prince remember that he had a finger stuck in his ass and that was making feel lots of pleasure. Toudou added two more fingers to stretch Lelouch's hole. The guy screamed for pleasure, saying:

"Oh, God! Please keep doing what you are doing! If I knew that it would have been so good, I would have done it from the start."

The older man kept scissoring his fingers in his boss' ass and once he fought that he was ready he removed the fingers, making the younger one say:

"Why the hell did you stop? It felt so good."

Without saying anything, he pushed with his only hand Lelouch towards his cock. The boy realized what the soldier wanted to do and he sat on Toudou's cock. As soon as it was all in his ass he started bouncing. At first very slow because he wasn't used to this kind of feeling but when the dick hit his prostate and he felt so much pleasure, Lelouch started bouncing as fast as he could.

"It's amazing! Please don't cum yet, it feels too good."

"It's too good for me too. Your ass is so tight, Zero. I think that yours is the best ass I ever fucked."

"What? Did you fu…Oh god! It's so good you cock in my ass."

"I know! Go faster! It can only get better!"

Lelouch started going faster and without even touching his cock he came all over Toudou's torso.

"Oh my God! I came without even touching my cock. You definitely deserve the title of "Toudou of Miracles"."

"It feels so good your cum on me. Tell me how it feels mine in your ass!"

Said that, Toudou came in Lelouch's ass filling it with all his semen. Zero removed himself from the cock and he put his ass full of cum in front of Toudou's mouth and the soldier started licking it. He tasted his own cum and said:

"I really have a good flavor, haven't I?"

"Let me try!"

Said that Lelouch kissed Toudou, who shared his semen and after their kiss, the younger one said:

"Delicious, how about we try mine?"

"Can't wait!"

The prince started licking the soldier's torso where there was his cum and once he completely cleaned it; he kissed the man, who said:

"Zero, you are delicious!"

"Not as you, though!"

Saying that Lelouch got dressed and freed Toudou. Zero gave a new shirt to him and once the soldier was fully dressed said:

"Very soon we are going to get Japan back, Zero! It's just a matter of days."

"If you weren't here, Toudou, we wouldn't have made this far. Thanks for your report! You can go now."

With that said, Toudou left the room wondering why he was wearing a different shirt from the one he wore before. Lelouch was still thinking about the thing that Toudou said. Did he really fuck someone else's ass? Who could have been? This thing got Lelouch hard but it was Toudou who made him so horny. He just couldn't expect that sex with that soldier would have been so awesome. He was really looking for another round of sex.