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Drabble Two
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It's been six days, where are you? I chalked the first couple as your days off, but now, a whole week... What happened? Did they actually scare you off? Did you find a better deal somewhere else? Is there another girl serving you there that's better looking then me? Is she able to dress up at her place? Is that why?
This is bad. I'm starting get jealous over someone that may not even exist... Then again, she could exist. Who is she?!
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Seriously though, if it was somewhere else you were going , couldn't you have at least come to say goodbye? Then again, it's like you have an obligation to do something like that. Oh... I'm lame...
Maybe I've just been working the wrong days? Yeah, that could be it. Or maybe they've changed your days?... Maybe you have come by, but just not when I'm around. That's a possiblity that I haven't thought of. I should ask Sakura, she's been in with more hours lately...
Is is Sakura the one waiting on you now?! That freaking skank! How could she do that to me?!
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What am I saying, Sakura wouldn't do that. Well, she would wait on you, but I know she wouldn't put any moves on you... Why does that sound so weird? I must be sadder than I thought if I'm imaging scenarios like this.
Still, I should've seen you sometime during the past week. At least once. And it's not like I haven't looked for you in those lines that never seem to end. I'm always searching you out, but never get glance of you. After each day I just feel completely let down. I didn't think I would grow to have a dependence on seeing you. I don't want it to get any worse then it is already, I'm already starting to hate coming in. I've had to restrain the idea of calling sick just because I didn't want to come in and not see you...
Maybe I've already escalated to a point where it's really bad. I don't really get it myself. How I could have such an attachment to you only after a couple of weeks, but there it is. Maybe it's because the honest truth is that while I'll love Ino forever for looking out for me and finding me a place to work, I really hate my job. I know I shouldn't be picky, that as long as there's a steady income it'll work, but it's not what I want to do. That much made me a little unhappy, and as mean as it is to say, a lot of the customers don't make me feel any better about.
It's like they don't appreciate how much we do. I hate being snapped at and getting rude comments for things that are out of my control. I don't like waiting on people who don't think of my position and rush me and then get angry when I make a mistake and leave without so much of a thank you for fixing it. I don't like to feel that people say the things they do because they know I can't say anything back. I don't like being talked to as though I'm someone inferior because of where I work.
I'm glad I was working the day you came by. I actually felt like you appreciated the work that we were doing, that I was doing. I'm glad I was able to meet you. I'm glad that there's at least one person who isn't the same as everyone else. So please, come back. I don't know where you are, but I want to see you again...
Where are you?...
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A/N: I just finished reading Nana, so I think I'm still a little over emotional. I haven't really been able to stop crying since (XP). But seriously, who else has read the manga? Isn't is freaking depressing?! The whole thing with Ren right before her birthday, oh! That ended it for me. I was like totally dying over everyone's problems but when that happend it was all over and the tears would not stop falling... I know, I'm lame, but still...
Anyway, I had given a shout out to miladyotaku, but the . wouldn't show... Gr... Anyway, milady you had a shout out, 'cause my bro's right, you're freaking awesome. Other reviewers are awesome, but she's like our number one fan or something like that... I think she should get an award... I think that was brought up already... Anyway, I don't have to go into work today (whoo whoo!), so I'll get an actual chapter done in the amount of free time I have (have to keep socializing you know, networking is the only thing that's keeping me from being completely poor XP) so look forward to that. Alright then, mad love everyone, I'm out.