Hello everyone, I'm theDE-Ager!
But now my awesome opening aside let's talk serious.
I just got back on for the first time in almost over a year, and you guys, my fellow readers deserve an explanation to that.
When I first started writing Fanfiction's and my own personal short stories in a journal I have there would always be this bubbly feeling I'd have in my stomach and I'd find myself unable to put the keyboard down, I'd find myself not sleeping out of excitement of writing the newest chapter or story. I loved it!
But one day that feeling stopped and my heart wasn't in it anymore and I ended up disconnecting myself from writing and doing that lead me to this terrible depression.
I started moping a lot, staying distant from friends and family, I even tried to take my own life.
I don't know why this was happening because usually when I had a bad thought I was always able to overcome it but for some reason it's like I wasn't able to do that anymore and a lot of the things that made me happy didn't anymore.
I finally made the smart decision and told someone about this. I told them about my depression and we talked and talked and I told them how I use to write Fanfiction's and the feeling it gave me.
She told me that I disconnected myself from my creative outlet and that I should try going back into writing. I wrote a short story in my journal and that bubbly feeling came back inside me and I was actually feeling happy.
Even typing this now I feel really happy! I'm going to get back into Fanfiction because I am filled with ideas!
If I'm posting this on an old story I don't know if I'll continue it but if I do then be prepared for glory!
I can't wait to get started!
See you soon my fellow readers!