Hey, guys. I just hope you like this chapter. And who else is completely psyched for new moon, besides me of corse.

Disclaimer: am I Stephanie Meyer, sigh. Nope I only own all of my twilight stuff. : )

"What? Are you serious?" it took him a while to regesture the fact that I had

Actually just asked him that. "No, no. I am not a vampire. What kind of a stupid question

Is that?"

"It's a pretty good stupid question if you ask me."

"hahaha, very funny Bella." There was absolutely no sense of humor in his voice.

"Well then… do you?"

"Yes. But why does it matter to you?" oh great now I was mad.

"Well, why don't you tell me the pros and I will tell you the cons, and we'll see

Who's lost is bigger." I was on the verge of crying. How could Edward, my Edward do

Drugs.

"Okay, fine. Food tastes better, things are funnier…" I cut him off

"Ohh yes. Who wouldn't want to make a complete fool of them selves by laughing?

At something that is completely NOT funny?"

There was acid in his voice now when he spoke. "Can't you let me finish?"

"Why should I? So you can hurt me more. No." a few tears slipped out, but I just

Sweped them away with the back of my hand, and went on with my rampage. "Here is

MY list. You loose life long friends, who would have otherwise been there for you. And

Those friends are the ones that would have stuck by you for life. Not some phony ones

Who don't care if you just waste away in a huge lie, that you will now call life?" I was just

About to break down. I quickly pressed the end button on the phone, and watched it crash

On the wall on the other side of the room. I would have to buy Charlie a new phone. But I

Didn't care about that now, all I concentrated on was not falling until I made it up the

Stairs and onto my bed. I don't know why, but writing my feelings down in song, usually

Help me. So that is what I did. I grabbed my notebook, and purple pen from my bedside

Table, and just let my feelings flow on to the page. By the end of an hour, I had written a

Full song. Actually, I was very impressed with myself. I had to call Alice and tell her.

"Any one who wants to sign up for the forks idol, just pick up a sign up sheet in

The main office at the bell." Right after the secretary was done with the announcements,

The after school bell rang, suddenly the class room was empty, and the halls were filled

With loud chattering from the excited students. I was surprised to see Edward still in his

Seat, didn't he usually hang out with friends? Well I didn't care; he has hurt me way too

Many times for me to care anymore. I was pulled out of my daydream, by someone

Pulling on my arm. What were they saying? Ella? Fella? Stella?

"Bella? BELLA!!"

I was knocked out of my daydream by Alice, yelling in my ear.

"Alice, I am standing right here, you don't need to YELL IN MY EAR!"

"Well, Bella. It is not nice to yell like that." Scolded Alice. Goodness she can be

Annoying.

"Okay, Bella. Stop talking to your self in your head. It looks really weird."

How did she do Th…

"Stop it."

"Okay, wow."

"So I was thinking, that we could go to your house and you could show me your

Song. I bet it is great… ohm is it a love song… or a horror, wait… do they even have

Horror songs? Hum I wonder, ohh that would not be very cool if you write a horror

Song… on the other hand, if it was horror, then we could be rich and famous for having

Like the first horror song… ohh and then we…" okay seriously, this is getting really

Annoying, really fast.

"Alice…"

"Yes, Bella."

"Shut up."

"Okay, I can do that, because when someone tells me to shut up, I shut up… and

When…"

"ALICE!!"

"Ohh right sorry."

Hahaha, Alice. Any ways. What do you guys think? Sorry it is such a short chapter, but I wanted to update tonight and my brother's friend is over and they want to look up some cheats for some shooting game. Any ways please review. You will figure out why I put the whole song thing in there, in the next few chapters. …Ohh ya, REVIEW!!! Please.