Still not mine. I hope anyone is enjoying it, well since I finished the storyalready I'll post it all anyway.
Chapter 4
She lay curled up in bed, dating Grey had not lasted. She had arrived early at the restaurant they would have their seventh date and saw him come down the stairs from the hotel part of the building. He was accompanied by a girl, she had just been a girl probably just started college who he kissed intimately farewell at the bottom of the stairs before heading into the restaurant while fixing his tie.
At that point she remember that she had seen him come down the stairs of a different place fixing his tie before on their previous dates, which could only mean that it wasn't a onetime occurrence. Apparently Grey couldn't handle the fact that she hadn't slept with him yet. After entering the restaurant herself she had broken things off with him. She hadn't been nice with the things she said to him and to top it she had thrown her glass of red wine into his face after he insulted her it had all been well deserved and still made her strangely proud to think about it.
Maybe she was to blame for not finding someone. He really had been perfect, accepting and wonderful to her, his only flaw was that he cheated. But was that really his fault or was it hers? Maybe she wasn't interesting enough, she knows she is quite plain both in looks and behaviour. She didn't do much besides work. Usually by the time she got home she was so tired that she all but crashed on the couch.
Or maybe he thought she was too old, he obvious liked them young. It didn't matter, that was over. She hadn't put much thought in it but thinking about it, but both of them working a demanding job wouldn't have worked out anyway. They would both have been too busy to build a proper relationship. She just had to find the right guy, he had to be out there somewhere.
Even though she knew she was to a certain degree attracted to her consultant as of lately. Worse she could not stop thinking about him whatever she was doing and couldn't help but compare him to her dates, her consultant did not make the right guy for her. When on a date, always was there the feeling, had he been here they would be doing something else, probably something insane that would put them in danger and she would have to clean the mess afterwards. Those messes he created were the most important reason why he wouldn't be the right guy for her, he would give her a constant headache if they would be together.
She was still mad about the latest of his stunts, at least this time he had had the grace to apologize. Well, apologize in his way and only to her. She should really try to get some sleep and stop staring at that stupid origami frog she had found in her desk draw this morning which was now sitting on her nightstand, its bright green colour standing out from the soft pastel colours of her bedroom.
