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The next two chapters do carry TRIGGER WARNINGS but it showing a different side to Ollie and i have to say i love exploring the different worlds of both Zosia and Ollie.

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The Calm

A few weeks had passed by more like six to be précised. Ollie had settled down at work but was still ordering his 'F2' around. Both Ollie and Zosia were sat in Professor Hopes Office.

"Why do I feel like a head teacher? You're supposed to be professionals yet you're acting like a couple of school kids, you're arguing over who's the best. Well let me tell you something, Ollie your still a CT1 you left just before your exams, yes I'm fully aware you know your stuff and you probably do know slightly more than Zosia but it doesn't harm anyone to go back to basics."

"Come on Elliot you could just sign it off" Ollie said

"No Ollie, I stuck you both together because your both learning you both have interest in cardiothoracic, therefore from today I will be your supervisor marking your work, and analyzing you both" Elliot enforced

"This is ridiculous" Ollie said as Zosia smirked "I'm way higher than Zosia!"

"Ollie your not, I will fast track your exams but Zosia knows just as much as you do" Elliot said

"Fine! But I don't like this" He stood up about to leave

"I've not finished yet" He said "I noticed both you and Zosia have got long sleeved t-shirts underneath your scrubs, that's fine but you keep them black"

"Mines only there so I can get changed with no one looking at me" Zosia said

"Get a grip no one wants to see your body" Ollie admitted

"Whether you like it or not your be spending a lot of time with each other, get used to it" Elliot said walking out his office

Ollie looked at Zosia and shook his head walking out. Zosia just sighed. Ollie had been to the locker room and grabbed his bag and went into the toilets where he was alone. He rolled his sleeves up looking at his arm; one or two scratches were present.

This had been a new thing in his life, it gave him the stress relief he needed, it made him feel like his life was worth living, he would cut both his arms in one or two places and cover them back up with his black long sleeves. It's the only thing that made him feel like he could carry on.

This wasn't the only thing though, he barely ate anything and drunk a lot at night, coming into work some mornings with a hangover dependent on how much he drunk hence the attitude.

Ollie got up and walked out straight into the staffroom, Where Zosia was just making a cup of tea for herself.

"Want one?" She asked

"Erm…Yes please as your making one" He said as his bag dropped and a small sharpener blade and a tissue with a small amount of blood on it fell out

"What's all that?" Zosia asked

"Oh nothing" he said putting it quickly back into his bag shoving it into his locker and locked it quickly.

"Fine…" she sighed bringing over a cup of tea giving it to him "But if it is what I think it is, it really isn't worth it Ollie and I'm here if you want to talk" she said walking towards the door

"Its not what you think don't worry I am perfectly fine!" he spat back not even a thank you!

But really was he fine?