A/N: I was listening to Heart Killer by H.I.M and Rock Show by Blink182. You will see why the chapter was named after those two songs

[Ulquiorra's POV, 1 hr and 50 minutes. Later]

"Ulquiorra hurry up!"

"Sorry Yammy." He just looked at me, so I guess I didn't sound as apologetic as I thought I did.

"I got us from row tickets so lets hurry up."

"Ok Yammy." I finished as a pulled me along to his car.

I got into the passenger side of the red Mustang. I didn't really care for the stupid car at all but it was very comfy. We sat in silence so I turned he radio on not wanting to listen to the silence because it tells the truth.

"And the Shadow of the day, will embrace the world in gray."

"And the sun will set for youuuuuuu." Yammy finished up.

I looked over to him and cracked a small smile. He just put on a huge grin. I felt so bad as to what I needed to say, but I held it back

Maybe I can tell him later.

I leaned my head against the window and just watched the night sky. The stars were painted across the sky. It looked so wonderful and peaceful on such a bad night. Well a soon to be bad night.

I guess I dosed off because I could hear Yammy telling me to wake up and I could feel him nudging at me. I got out and stood up. Looking around I noticed there was a TON of people. I recognized some of them from our collage.

We headed to the large door and Yammy gave the man our tickets. He ushered us in but not before giving us our backstage passes.

Putting the pass around my neck I looked over and Yammy as I put on a grin as good as I could. He just laughed.

"What's so funny?"

"You look like a little kid. You know with your eyes as large a cookies."

I just glared at him as we made our way in front of the stage.

[Grimmjow's POV]

I got out of my deep blue, almost black, corvette. I had taken my car for 2 reasons. 1 I need some time to think without interruptions and 2 so I didn't have to listen to Gin complain. Most of my thinking was mainly about Ulquiorra.

I mean this Ulquiorra was hot as hell. He had beautiful eyes. His skin was white as snow, almost see through.

I headed to the back door meeting Tia face-to-face.

"Hello Jaegerjaquez." She spoke

"Hello Harribel. May I head in?" I normally would have been able to go in but she was right in front of the fucking doorway.

"Ya. Aizen, Gin, and Syzel are waiting inside." She moved to the left of the door allowing me entrance.

I grabbed the door handle and began to pull as she spoke. "Wait. Grimmjow?"

I turned around at the sound of my name. "Ya?"

"Umm…Good luck tonight."

"Thanks." I knew she had more on her mind but I didn't force her. I really didn't need to get into a fight now.

I walked in and hung up my coat and threw my beanie over to the side. I looked around expecting the rest of them to be in there.

Idiots. They just had to go on without me.

I grabbed my mic and got ready as I ran out on stage.

"Whazzup my fucking fans?" I screamed into the mic making the crowd scream with joy.

Walking to the edge of the stage I took a look around to see if I recognized anyone.

Ulquiorra. He was right in front of me, not even 3 ft away. I could actually bend down, reach out and touch him. But I didn't because Yammy was right there and he's my roommate so I respect him and all even if he doesn't belong with someone that fucking hot.

I stepped back a few feet and shouted again into the mic, "Welcome. As you all should know we are Trigger Dancing!" I turned around and headed over by Aizen.

"So are we playing-"

He cut me off saying, "Yes Grimmjow we are. Now get your ass back over there."

"Fine." I sneered at him. Walking to the front of the stage, again, I spoke, "We're playin a song I wrote not that long ago, so don't be alarmed or worried if you don't know all the words." I looked back at Aizen and Syzel and nodded. The show was starting and I couldn't back out now.

[Ulquiorra's POV]

I watched the man named Grimmjow bicker with the man known as Aizen. Grimmjow walked to the front of the stage shouting, "We're playin a song I wrote not that long ago, so don't be alarmed or worried if you don't know all the words." he looked back at the guitarist Syzel and bass guitarist Aizen and they both nodded, he turned back around and the show had finally begin.

I recognized the song immediately. It was Heart Killer (1). I looked over at Yammy with a smile upon my face but noticed he was looking somewhere else, and that somewhere else was not at the stage or me. On closer inspection I noticed he was staring at Nnorita.

Tsk. I knew he secretly like him. I was just for show, nothing less, and nothing more. Maybe in the beginning he loved me but in the end I was nothing to him. I held back any and all threatening tears trying to make way down my cheeks, vowing to myself to act as if I didn't notice the flirting at all.

I looked back up to the stage noticing Grimmjow staring at me, or at least that what it looked like. For all I know he could be staring at someone else.

I started mouthing the words to Heart Killer thinking how they were true in a way. The killer of my heart was Yammy but he was breaking it and Grimmjow was also my heart killer but he was killing it by trying to put it together…well somewhat

Grimmjow said something about playing another song or something like that and then I noticed that the song Rock Show (2) was playing. Ha-ha. It fit right now. I was falling for the 'girl' at the rock show.

Before I knew it the show was over, I stood up watching the stage, locking eyes with Grimmjow. He eyes bore into me with desire and longing, the same as last time. I felt someone grasp my shoulder, I looked over to see Yammy standing there smiling. I looked back at Grimmjow and gave him a smile but it quickly faded when I noticed he had left for backstage already.

I turned back to Yammy and left with him pushing through the crowd that had started to form. I knew there was an after party but I had a feeling Yammy didn't want to go, that he wanted to do something else that dealt with me, him, and a bed.

I know I need to tell him, but I couldn't risk it now…I have no idea what mood he is in and if it's a bad one who knows what or WHO will get hurt in his anger…

A/N: (1) Heart Killer belongs to H.I.M and NOT me. (2) Rock Show belongs to Blink182 and NOT me.

Thanks to the following reviewers for there comments: CabooseBlue, Heartlessful , HanakoAnimeaddict, and I am a purple crayon. And thanks to anyone who voted in my poll. There ended up being a tie so I called up one of my best friends and had her break the tie. And another thing…I think this is my longest chapter so far. YAY!!!!