"Impossible," Yong Soo assured himself for the fifteenth time today. "Impossible, I tell you, it's impossible."
Yong Soo had been fighting with himself since the afternoon of the incident. For hours and hours he tumbled and turned in his sleep, muttering useless nonsense and clawing at the pillow. The voices that came into his head varied from Melissa's, Chris's, to his own voice. Their voices didn't sound normal. In fact, it would be truer to call them scornful remarks.
Running from reality, are we…
Just give it up, Yong-kun; you're in love with that guy...
Hey… is it really that bad, liking a dude? You are just too attached to women. He snorted. I bet playing with a guy is twice as much fun as playing with those dumb whores.
"I can't hear you," he hissed.
"Oi, is it really that bad with you?" Chris's real voice intruded in his mind.
"What is?"
"You being gay."
A needle poked his chest. "You're very blunt recently," he snarled.
"Take a chill pill." He gulped his coffee, unthreatened. "I'm just telling the truth."
"I'm not gay, dickhead," he spat.
"What's wrong with being gay?"
"Nothing."
"And, your problem is…?"
"It's just not possible for me."
He slammed his can on the table. "Why is that?"
"It…" He twitched. "It just seems unlikely."
"Okay." Chris put his hands up in surrender. "I don't care about what you thought of that issue anymore. I just need to know if you're going to be gay with me."
Yong Soo twitched again. "The way you put it is too vulgar."
"Nevermind about vulgarity – are you doing it?"
When Yong Soo didn't answer, Chris pouted, "If you're not going to do it, then I'll ask the pretty boy to do it with me."
A dark tingle crept through his chest. "Over my dead body," he bellowed.
"Then… going once!... going twice!" Chris folded his fingers to form numbers. "And…"
Yong Soo unwillingly buried his face in his arms and sighed, "I'll do it. But you owe me one."
Chris grinned. "And… sold!"
God, are you happy now? Making a fool out of my life? Yong Soo desperately thought.
Apparently not.
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I feel so mean to Yong Soo (making his character like this in the first place was already very mean of me). He went through a lot, a lot more than I expected. I apologise if I offend you for having these preferences of 'gay'. I had no intention of wrecking your beliefs; I just hoped that the characters I tried to describe show through. Thank you for reading, and please review. Your words are jewels to me. (Next up, FINALLY, a Yong Soo x Taiwan moment!)