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E.POV

No... This isn't happening. I thought. I searched everyone else's thoughts hoping to prove myself wrong. She couldn't be gone.

Bella gone. Best friend gone. Sister gone. Gone. Gone. Gone. Alice.

I feel bad for her. This must suck... Hey look! My hair looks so pretty in this light. No... Crap what if Edward is looking. Uh... Poor Bella. Rosalie.

Oh my gosh. Bella gone. She left. Edwards going to die. What now? Emmett.

Agh! So. Much. Hurt!! Pain!! Sadness!!Edward isn't killing me with it yet though... Wait. Huh? Disbelief?? Oh crap. It hasn't sunk in. He doesn't believe it. When this sinks in... Jasper.

Oh my goodness. NO!! It's like I'm losing another child. Bella, dear, come back!! No... Esme.

Bella left... No Bella... My god... What are we gonna do? Carlisle.

Wow. I'm not the only one who cared about her.

I ran outside to try to stop her. The Rabbits going pretty fast but I can still meet them at Bella's house. I followed the Rabbit long enough to see they weren't going to Bella's.

This was just more reason for me to go faster. I ran as fast as I could, yet it wasn't fast enough. I came to an abrupt stop as we reached the border.

The reality of it hit me. It hit me hard. I lost her...

I ran to the sanctuary of the forest. I pounded the life out of every tree I could find.

By th time I had made a clearing I felt Carlisle's hand on my shoulder.

I turned around and punched him in the gut. Over and over. Finally he pulled me into a tight fatherly hug, that acted as a restraint.

I fell to my knees and sobbed. Dry sobs racked my body until I couldn't move.

Eventually Carlisle said something to me. What it was I don't know. But he said something and left.

I crawled into a ball, staring at the setting sun for what seemed like endless hours.

All of a sudden I felt 3 sets of rock hard arms pick me up. I saw Emmett, Jasper, and Carlisle all holding me as we ran toward the house.

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After what seemed like hours we got back to the house and they sat me down on the love seat in the living room.

Esme was there in a flash hugging me as tight as possible. Then Alice, Jasper, Carlisle, and Emmett joined in.

I just sat there sobbing again, being held by my loving family members.

Rosalie just sat in the corner staring out the window.

After 3 hours I stopped sobbing and just held still. Why move? I thought. There's no point anymore. My existence is gone, left me. All because of one stupid mistake.

--Flashback--

"Edward, let's go! We have to go shopping before Bella gets here!" Alice said as she dragged me through the door.

I just laughed. Alice going shopping? NEVER!!

We took the Volvo down to the mall and got out. I told Alice that we would make a plan of where to go first so that we don't end up going in every store. She agreed and so we went to the food court.

We took a seat and were talking when all of a sudden, Tanya came bounding up to me.

"Hello, Tanya," I said as politely as I could manage, while glaring at Alice.

"Oh em gee!! EDDIE!!" She squealed while giving me a hug, "I didn't think I'd be seeing you here!"

"Yeah, fancy that..." I mumbled.

"Um... I'mgoingtoVictoriasSecret. I'llseeyoulaterEdward,Tanya!!" Alice said as she ran off as fast as 'humanly' possible.

Oh. That evil little pixie!! I'll see that she has no more Prada for leaving me here with... Tanya.

"Hey Eddie, I was wondering if I could come and visit you and your family?" Tanya said, "You know, catch up a bit..."

"Um...sure thing Tanya," I mumble while looking for an excuse for getting away.

"--Squeal--Thank you so much EDDIE!!" She said. Then, next thing I knew she was on top of me, kissing me.

Wait, what?!

"Tanya. TANYA!! Get the hell of me!! I'm engaged to Bella!! You know, my FIANCE!! NOT YOU!!" I roared as I pushed her off me.

--End Flashback--

That was when it all started. Me losing my angel is all Tanya's fault.

I got up suddenly, surprising everyone and said, "I'm going to go for a walk... alone," And walked out the door.

I was going to find Tanya. And She Would Pay...

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