I could feel Sherlock through his pants. It was the most amazing feeling. Our lips crashed together. Our tongues fighting over who would be dominate.

I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed his neck. Sherlock let out of moan and wrapped his arms around my waist. I began to move back and forth across his lap, feeling his erection become more intense.

Sherlock began to unbutton my shirt. His fingers were shaking.

"You seem a little nervous there love. Are you sure we should do this?"

"Oh god yes….but I have never "had" anyone in your words."

"Alright I will make it simple for you then. Let's go to the bed room."

I grabbed Sherlock's hand and led him to his bedroom. It was cluttered with books, newspapers and notes.

Sherlock spun me around kissed me even more passionately this time. I broke the kiss and ripped open his button up shirt and undid his pants. Then he finished up doing my blouse and slid of my skirt. He lowered me down onto the bed.

His body was even more muscular than I had thought. I ran my hands down his arms and back, feeling every inch of his body.

"Um do you have a condom, Olivia? I never excepted to engage in such an activity. Specially with you."

"No I don't. But I am on the pill."

"The pill?"

"For someone that knows so much it surprises me that you know so little. It's a pill I take every day to prevent pregnancy."

Without another word Sherlock found his way inside me. His movement was smooth. He started out slow and pressed his lips to my forehead. A moan escaped my mouth. Just having him so close to me was intoxicating enough. But with the alcohol in my system it made it even harder to resist him.

I wrapped my arms around him and began pulling him deeper inside. Sherlock wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled my face into his shoulder. He began to thrust harder and faster. Then as quick as it happened it was over. He pulled out and cum went all over my stomach.

"I am sorry." Grabbing an old shirt to wipe off my stomach.

"Don't worry about it. It was your first time and it was somewhat unprotected sex. I didn't except it to last long."

Sherlock laid down next to me. I cuddled up into his chest and fell right to sleep.

The door slammed shut.

"Sherlock I am back! Are you here?"

"Oh shit!" I whispered.

I jumped out of bed and grabbed my clothes. I quickly put them on. Skipping my underwear and leggings. I stuffed them under the bed.

"Sherlock! At least put a shirt and cover up! John is home. Look like you are sick."

I scrambled out the door. Quickly putting my hair up into a ponytail.

"John! You're back! Sherlock is sick so I came over and was taking care of him."

"Oh how I have missed you so much!"

John dropped his bags and ran over to me. He wrapped his arms around me and swung me around. As he put me back down and kissed me. I saw Sherlock standing in the door way. He turned back around and went back into his bed room.

John continued to hug me. I felt like crying right there. How could I do this to Sherlock and John specially. There is no way I can stay with john and him not know about what had happened last night. But John and Sherlock are so close and I am sure that would ruin their friendship. I pushed John away.

"I've missed you too! I am sure you had a long trip and want to relax. I am just going to check on Sherlock again and then I will leave."

"oh nonsense! I will shower and we can go out to dinner and maybe for dessert we can go to your place."

"Yeah sure."

What was I going to do? I can't do this. I love the both of them but they are so close. It would ruin John but I can't stay with John knowing that I had sex with his best friend and that I am think I am in love with him.

I walked into Sherlock's room. He had his back to the door. I wen t and sat on the bed next to him.

"Sherlock are you okay?"

"I am quite alright. Just tired is all."

"I think we need to talk about last night."

"What is there to talk about? We were both intoxicated and we made a mistake. We don't love each other. It was a thing that will only happen that one time. It's done. We are friends and only that."

"Oh okay than."

I got up and walked out. Ouch that really hurt. Did I miss read all the signals last night? Him wanting me to stay and have dinner with him and us almost kissing in the kitchen.

John was just getting into the shower when I walked in.

"Dear I am not feeling so well. I think I am coming down with whatever Sherlock has. I am going to go home so I don't get you sick. I will see you soon."