Piper Pov
I waited for Hamish to come back to the library. I actually knew how to play the piano but he was so good that I wanted to hear more of his music.
I decided to play for a little bit before he came. I kind of went a little over board and started singing.
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I stopped as soon as I saw Hamish standing next to the piano. He sang the last words with me.
"Do you really feel like that?" Hamish asked. I wanted to read his mind to see if he actually cared. I've had people saying to me that they care and love me for who I am but they never did. Okay, I just said what Jason did to me. That's why I wanted to read his mind. "Piper, you can tell me anything you know?"
I took his word. "Sometimes." I replied to Hamish. I got up and he hugged me. His arms wrapped around my back like my friend would normally do. The one that ran away, I'm sure I've mention his before. The bad thing is, I can't remember his name or his face. That's really sad for me; not remembering my friend.
We broke apart and I ran off. The memory was too much to bare, I needed to get him out of my head. Maybe for ever. Hopefiully not.
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