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Dear My Diary, Day 4, 9 in the morning

Ok, diary, I know I'm supposed to be telling you about what the guys did to me yesterday but I just gotta tell you about this first!

So I haven't been doing much lately...the whole evening yesterday I just sat in my cell crying. It seems like all I've been doing for the past 4 days is cry. I've lost so much water and I haven't eaten either. I always hear Brick yelling at Boomer or Butch about feeding me, like I'm some pet. I don't know what they plan on feeding me anyway, from what I know, they eat pizza and drink Beer or Vodka everyday. That's really bad for their system is what I told them but Brick just stated that I sounded like Pinky. (his nickname for Blossom)

Day 4, around noon

I will NEVER drink Vodka OR Beer! But Boomer keeps trying to trick me into drinking some! Every time I ask for water Boomer brings me that same plastic cup halfway filled with Vodka! And every time, I take a tiny sip, hoping that this time he'll actually get water for me, but end up spitting it out and throwing the cup at him. My 'room' now has a bunch of plastic cups out and about on the floor and I can't take a step anywhere without stepping in day old Vodka. Oop, Brick just told Boomer to stop wasting the food on me and that if I didn't want to eat then I wouldn't eat.

That's not a good sign cause my tummy's starting to give me trouble. I can go some time without food or water...WITH MY POWERS! Blossom once lectured us about how we should appreciate our powers and what they can do for us. She said the Chemical X in our systems enhanced our tummy's ability to go without food, or something like that. I wasn't really paying attention at that time. But anyway, when I don't have my powers I'm literally just any other 16 year old girl with blonde hair and blue eyes!

My tummy's been growling and lurching and that's just the LEAST of my problems! My ankle hasn't been hurting much and the bump on my head is completely gone. What's REALLY bothering me is my vaginal area. Ever since Butch raped me 2 days ago, it's just been horrible. I can walk, but stiffly. I try not to think about it too much and I'm extremely grateful that I can't remember anything from that day. My nightmares haven't been stopping either. Last night I had the same dream, the ruffs ganging up on me and raping me in the dark...I shouldn't keep thinking about it. I've cried enough already.

As for what happened yesterday, I will never forget.

So after the 'incident' I was in the bathroom trying to understand everything that had just happened. I was trying to calm myself down when Brick burst in and pulled me out into the living room. I tried protesting that I had already had my share of daily torture and trauma, but NO. Brick just told me to shut up in his usual cursing manner and began to tie my hands and feet with rope.

Bubbles: H-hey! What are you doing?! Let me go!

Brick: Obviously Doll face, i'm tying your hands and feet because I really don't feel like holding you down while we brand you.

That word rang in my ears over and over while I processed what he meant.

Bubbles: You're gonna WHAT!? You're gonna do WHAT on me!?

Brick ignored my questions as he pulled HARD on the thick ropes. I strained and I could feel my wrists and ankles burning and scratching into my skin.

Brick: Don't worry, Doll face. You'll thank us for this later on.

And with that he strapped the ball gag into my mouth. I squirmed around trying to get away from what I thought was gonna happen. Boomer and Butch came into the room at that moment. (I mentally forced myself not to even GLANCE at Butch)

Brick: Is it hot enough Boom?

Boomer: (smiles) Yup! We're all set!

Butch: (I could tell he was twitching, I could hear the excitement in his voice) Ooo! This is gonna be good!

Skip ahead a few hours and i'm still tied up, but the ball gag was taken off. I'm lying on the living room floor while the guys are sitting on the couch watching TV. I've cried so hard I don't know why I haven't just died yet already. Earlier that day I had though my skin was ruined because Butch had given me bruises and cuts all over. But that was nothing compared to what all 3 of the ruffs did.

On my back, right under my shoulder blades, in cursive, are 3 letters.

R.R.B

Do you know what that stands for Diary? RowdyRuff Boys.

They put their NAME on me! Brick said that now I had no other choice but to become a Rowdyruff girl because I was theirs. I, of course, refused! I won't give up! I won't give in to them! I know they are bad guys but I never thought they were crazy! That branding iron HURT! The guys weren't paying any attention to me anymore either. But soon Boomer noticed me.

Boomer: Hey...where's Bubbly?

Brick: (sips beer) Look down.

Boomer: Oh! (smiles at me) Well what are you doin' down there, RRG?

Butch: RRG?

Boomer: Yea, for RowdyRuff Girl.

Butch: (chuckles) Oh, Boomer. You're a genius.

Boomer: I know. (shrugs and outstretches his hand to me) C'mere!

I hesitantly took his hand and he pulled me onto his lap. As soon as my bare back touched his chest I yelped. The brand still burned and I arched my back.

Boomer: Woah!

Butch: (holding his ears) What the HELL!?

Boomer: What just happened?

Bubbles: (groan) ...My back...

Boomer: Oh, the brand still burns. Awww! (rubs his cheek against the back of my neck)

Brick: (growls) Just make sure to keep her from screaming. It's givin' me a migraine.

Boomer: You won't be makin' a fuss, won't you?

He talked to me as if I was a child! But nevertheless I nodded as a lone tear ran down my face. But I was done crying. Right then and there I promised myself I wouldn't cry over them any more. I quickly wiped away the tear and watched.

That's all that i'm willing today, Diary. Wish me luck! Love ya!

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