AN// Hey guys! Hope you enjoy this next chapter! I have most of this story finished, just tweaking so updates should be pretty regular!!

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Chapter 4

I woke up the next morning feeling more rested than I had for a few weeks. Motel beds weren't the comfiest of things in the first place and being pregnant made them even worse. I felt like I had slept on a bed of feathers, which knowing the Cullen's and their taste I probably had. As I looked around I realised Sam was not next to me as I felt his side of the bed I noticed it was cold. He obviously had got up a few hours ago, this didn't surprise me Sam had always been an early riser.

"Sam! Sam!"

"Hey, hun, your awake and looking much better I see!" Sam came through the bedroom door almost as soon as I spoke. He was carrying a tray with a glass of orange juice and a plate of peanut butter on toast, my current favourites. Last month it had been cranberry juice and marmalade on rye crackers.

"Thanks! You trying to say I have been looking rough recently!" I pretended to be very hurt by his words but I knew he didn't mean it in the way it sounded. He was only ever concerned about my wellbeing and now with the baby he had become much more protective.

"Oh god no I didn't mean it like that I just meant you haven't been looking your normal perky self not that it matters I just I mean I" I started laughing at his rambling, he was getting so flustered trying to apologise.

"Sam, baby it's ok. I know you didn't mean it!" I decided to put him out of his misery, he looked much more relaxed.

"You know you are evil sometimes!" He grinned as he placed the tray of goodies on the bed.

"I know but you love me anyway!" I leaned in for a kiss which he happily gave.

"But of course" We rubbed noses, it had become our thing. We never did it in public which made it all the more special.

I ate my toast and gulped down my juice before going for a shower, when I got out I heard Dean singing in the shower in his room and stifled a laugh. I pulled on another pair of slouch fit jeans and looked around for a top. I found one of Sam's shirts and pulled it on, it still held his smell which was perfect.

I went into the living room where Sam was sitting on the sofa drinking his coffee, oh to have coffee again, I missed it, another downside of being pregnant. I sat next to him with my legs curled to the side just happy to sit there all day with only Sam for company. Sam gently pulled my head down onto his lap as I stretched my legs out and started stroking my hair, I hadn't felt this relaxed in weeks. I could just lay there all day looking at his beautiful face.

"So what do you want to do today? We could sit here, lay here or sit here. It's your choice" I looked into Sam's eyes and knew whatever I wanted to do he would do.

"Hmm, tough choice! Lay here I think. Just you me and.." the moment was ruined as Dean came stomping in the room.

"Morning!"

"And Dean" I finished grinning like a Cheshire cat.

"What? Oh did I ruin the puke inducing moment? Sorry!" He didn't look at all sorry and I was just about to tell him to shove it where the sun don't shine when his phone started ringing.

"Hello. Bobby what's up?" Both Sam and I perked up, what did Uncle Bobby want? We had told him about the break and he promised not to ring unless it was important.

"Oh, I see, but with Bella in her condition we can't possibly, no I understand, no Bobby I do it's just…….ok how soon do you need us?" My heart dropped as the conversation progressed, just when I thought I could rest and relax something had to come up.

"Ok Bobby we will be these ASAP, yeah I know, yeah I will tell her" Dean put the phone down and looked at me with an apology in his eyes. " I am sorry Bells, but Bobby has a serious shape shifter problem, it seems a group of them have got together and are on a killing spree. He wouldn't have called but he needs reinforcements and Sam and I have dealt with a few shape shifters, I am sorry Bells. He sends his apologies and promises that you have full permission to hit him if necessary" I knew Dean meant it, he was looking forward to this break as much as me even if he wouldn't admit it out loud.

"It's ok Dean, I know Uncle Bobby wouldn't ring unless he had to. I will start packing, hey I got one night in a proper bed" I got up off the sofa and looked at Sam who hadn't spoken since the phone had rung. "Sam? You ok babe?" Sam's face showed no emotion which with Sam meant he was trying really hard to keep it together. He stood up and he looked deflated, like the world was falling down around his feet.

"Yeah, it's just so unfair, we just got here and you shouldn't have to keep moving around like this, your pregnant. All I wanted was for you to have a few weeks to rest relax so that when the baby arrived you would be in the best health. But I suppose we aren't allowed any normality to our lives! Edward was right, I am just ruining your life, you should be with someone who doesn't make you move around every few days, someone who doesn't use you as backup when facing a werewolf, someone who, who, ARGH!!!" He punched the wall in frustration, he was so angry but I knew it wasn't aimed at me or anyone in particular.

"Stop! This is no one's fault! I knew exactly what I was letting myself in for when I chose this life, ok I hadn't planned on being pregnant and doing it but still you have to deal with what life hands you. And what are you talking about? You have never asked me to do anything I didn't want to!" I took his hand and kissed his knuckles that had turned red where he had punched the wall.

"I know and I am so excited that we are going to be parents, I just never wanted to bring kids into this world not like this. I don't want my kids to become hunters but it seems like I have no choice. I love you so much and I want to give you the best but I can't and I hate myself for that" I knew Sam was close to tears and it hurt me to see him like this.

"I know this isn't what you planned but I love you, you love me and this child is going to have the best parents and uncle a child could ask for. Now come on we have to get moving or Uncle Bobby will have your arses!" I made my way towards the bedroom but Sam grabbed hold of my arm. "What?" He had seemed to compose himself.

"No, you stay here. We will go see Bobby, deal with the shape shifters and come back, there is no need for you to sit in the car for another 6 hours to then sit around waiting for us. We shouldn't be more than a few days, you need the rest."

"I don't want to wait here for you, you know I can't sleep knowing you are on a hunt and it will be worse being so far apart! No, I would rather sit in the car for 6 hours and sit around at Uncle Bobby's than be here alone without you." I knew I was fighting a losing battle but I didn't want to be apart from Sam longer than I had to be.

"Izzy, you know it makes more sense, I am sure the Cullens will be more than happy to look after you. I wouldn't leave you here alone. I don't want to leave but it is better for you and the baby. Please do this for me!" Oh I can't stand it when he uses his puppy dog eyes with me, I end up agreeing to anything! Dean was standing back, he never invaded when Sam and I were disagreeing over something.

"Ok, but you have to promise to phone me at least 10 times a day and let me know how things are going, no lying. If you get hurt I want to know what and how bad, spare me no details! And I want you back here as soon as physically possible, promise?" it was my turn to resort to low tricks. "Promise, fudge cake" it was my pet name for him and would instantly turn him into putty in my hands.

"Promise!" Sam gave me a short but passionate kiss before returning to the bedroom to pack his stuff. Dean gave me a hug and another apology before heading towards the car. When Sam came out the bedroom I ran (as much as I could) and pulled him into a hug with tears running down my face.

"Come on, it will only be for a few days and then we can go back to having our relaxing holiday. I expect you to keep the sofa warm for me." He pulled back and gave me his biggest smile although his eyes didn't match. I knew he didn't want to leave me but it was the right decision. "And no having the baby without me, I don't care if you have to keep your legs crossed for a week I am not missing it!" We had joked about me giving birth in the impala, mainly to scare the hell out of Dean but I didn't want to go through it on my own.

"Don't you worry this little one is going nowhere without it's daddy around"

I walked with him to the car which is when I noticed the Cullens were all on the porch of the other house, they must have heard our conversations. Dean gave me a smile and got in the car, I gave Sam another hug and kiss neither one of us wanting to part. I whispered I love you into his ear and he returned the sentiment, he eventually pulled away. He got in the car and they took off, the tears were streaming down my face and I already missed him.