"I don't know" she replied.

This wasn't the answer Jason was expecting. He thought her answer would be yes after what they just shared.

Seeing the pained look on Jason's face, Sam decided to explain further.

"It's not that I don't want you because I do, it's just that I remember what it felt like when you broke my heart, and I remember what it felt like when Lucky broke my heart. Jason I don't think my heart can take anymore pain. I'm just scared, at the thought of giving away my whole heart and having it ripped to pieces, and then given back to me. I can't do it, I won't." Sam said.

Jason didn't know what to say. Sam was right, he had broken her heart, and he had given it back to her in pieces. Hell, he had even threatened her life, but she still loved him. He still loved her.

"Jason, please say something" pleaded Sam, her brown eyes becoming moist.

"You're right." he whispered, "I did hurt you, in more ways than one. All that I can say is that I'm sorry, and that I want to try again, I want us to try again. It's obvious that you can't trust me, and I don't blame you. I just want to know how it is that you can look at me without disgust?"

"I love you, plain and simple" said Sam, "but you're right, Jason I can't trust you, but that doesn't mean I don't want to. It just means I need time. I need time to discover who I am as a single woman. I have to trust myself before I can trust you."

" I understand completely, I'll give you the space, and I won't pressure you, I promise. I just have to know what time alone means. Are you leaving Port Charles, and if so for how long?" answered Jason.

"Yes, and for as long as I need to. I can't be around Lucky let alone Elizabitch right now. I want to take you with me, but I can't. I promise to keep in touch" Sam said rising slowly from the bed, pulling the sheet around her body.

"I get it" was all Jason said, as the woman of his dreams grabbed her clothes and walked away.

He wanted to stop her, his body yeared to do so, but his heart told him that everything Sam had said was true, and he knew he needed to stay put.

But first he had to say goodbye, he needed to kiss her once more before she left, because he didn't know how long it would be until he kissed her again.

He ran down stairs, in his boxers.

"Sam" he said, " you can't go without saying goodbye first."

"Jason" sam began to protest, but she couldn't get a word in because Jason had her in a full on lip lock.

He ran his hands through her silk-like hair, enjoying the way it felt.

Their lips melted together, as if they were the same person.

Sam hands climbed up and down Jason's back. It felt so perfect, it was scary.

When they finally pulled away, Sam looked into Jason's blue eyes once more before walking away.

Sam had decided that if she was going tom leave she had one more stop to make. Her apartment.

When she arrived, she opened the door, to find Lucky and Elizabeth sitting on the couch. Elizabeth was laying in his arms, her face content, but Lucky looked distracted, as if he didn't want to be there.

"Hello" Sam said as lightly as she possibely could, as if seeing them together didn't bother her.

"Sam" said Lucky, he became aware of his surroundings "what are you doing here?"

"'I came to get a few things, because I'm leaving Port Charles" Sam said " oh and this is my apartment, so you and your whore need to leave, because I'm having the couch burned, and the locks changed, soooo get the hell out!" said Sam.

"Make me" snickered Elizabeth.

"With pleasure" said Sam as she lunged at her.

When they hit the ground, Sam punched her in her face twice.

Suddenly a pair of hands gripped Sam and pulled her off of Elizabeth.

Sorry about the chapter mishap, I was in the hospital and I posted the wrong thing. But I'm out now and I should be posting sooner.

THINK YOU KNOW WHOSE HANDS THOSE WERE?

LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!!!

JaSamUntilFoerverEnds