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We'll never be Royals
Chapter four
It has been almost a month since my first kiss with Klaus, and I still can feel his lips on mine. I want to get out of this place. Today, I wasn't feeling good. Actually, I was feeling like hell. My head was pounding and I was feeling like vomiting all the time.
When I woke up, I vomited all the little I ate last night. I got up and looked at the mirror. My face was pale as a ghost and my lips were dry. I had circles under my eyes and my eyes were red.
I quickly dressed up in my pale clothes and my body was hot, too hot. I was sweating. What the hell?
" Care, are y- Oh my God!" Katerina exclaimed, at the sight of my face. Thanks for making me feel better, Katty.
" I don't feel well..." I muttered. Rebekah got up and was next to me in a second, hugging me. She is so sweet.
" Let's go to Nik." She said.
" No, please, girls, just let me go to classes." I sighed.
When the bell rang, I sat on my place and avoided any visual contact with anything. My head was aching even harder, and I was going to puke. I couldn't. I'd be punished for dirting the old awful torture room.
I was about to pass out. I put my hand on my forehead. It was burning.
I started shaking, getting up.
" What are you doing up Miss?" The priest asked, bitterly.
I couldn't feel my legs so I ran out of the room. I'm feeling so bad.
The break, everybody is talking about my missbehaving and I thank god the principal of this shitty place is on vacation of not doing nothing.
Klaus was immediately next to me, an angry expression on his face.
" What the hell happened, Caroline?" I didn't answer or looked at him. My sight was becoming weaker and weaker.
" Care?" He asked, concerned now. I wonder if he is bipolar or something like that.
The darkness consumes me and the last I see is my body falling on the grass where I was sitting.
When I woke up, I was in Klaus' bed. I could smell it.
" You're awake, love." He stated softly. He drove the pan into a bucket of water once again and put it against my forehead.
" Klaus... I'm dizzy." He nodded and gave me something to vomit on. I quickly did it while he pushed my hair back.
" Lay with me, please. " I asked, weakly. He complained and went under the covers with me, pressing his body against my own. I hugged him tight, in pain. His eyes were filled with sadness, because he hates seeing me suffering.
Tears fell down my cheeks as my head ached a bit more and he put the wet handkerchief on my head, calming me down a bit.
" Kl-Klaus... Why are you here?"
" Because you're a princess." I smiled slighly and kissed his cheek.
" They'll punish you."
" The door is locked from the inside." He smirked. I cough and his face turns into concern and care. He looks beautiful as always. " What is hurting you, love?" He asks.
" I'm tired." I mutter.
" Then close your eyes and sleep, love." He answers and I shake my head.
" Not tired like that." I sigh, tears in my eyes. " I don't want to be here. I want to go home. People are bad here. They hurt you." My voice is filled with innocence and he kisses my forehead.
" Darling, you know they can't hurt me." He said. " No one can hurt me, Caroline." His voice is barely a whisper.
" We both know that's not true." I say. He doesn't say a thing. He stays there, next to me, not caring about anything else.
" I want to leave, too, you know." He says. I turn around, staring into his deep eyes. " But where would I go?"
" To the end of the world." I whisper. He smiles. " Would you go with me?"
" Yes, love, I would." He says, softly.
" When will us leave?"
" When we're old enough." He says, sadly.
" I'm old enough right now." He looks at me like I'm crazy but it doesn't matter at all because he know I'm brave enough to leave. I want to kiss his lips once again and make him run away with me, but I'm scared of rejection. Maybe one day I'll be able to make him leave with me. Maybe I'll never be.
" I promise, Caroline, that we'll leave soon. Leave to find happiness and love. Leave to the end of the world. Damn, I'd go to hell and back just to make you feel happy." I kiss his cheek, softly. " I love you, Caroline."
He said it, he actually said it. I blush.
" Will you love me forever?" I ask, insecure.
" Yes."
" What if I wasn't here?" I ask him and he faces me.
" I'd be still looking for you. I can't walk away from you, Caroline. I don't think I'll ever be able to..." He says. " Because you are my world. without you, I'm like sea without waves, sun without light, art without colour. Without you, I would never know who I am."
" And who are you?" I ask, curious and still warmed by his speech.
" I'm yours." I smile and kiss his lips. First it his gentle, but it becomes passionate in a minute, filled in need.
When he breaks the kiss, he seems scared and gets up. " Where are you going Klaus?" I ask, scared. A wave of pain passes in my heart, terrified to be without him.
" I don't know." He confesses.
" Why?"
" What?" He asks, in confusion.
" Why would you love me?" I ask, sighing. " I'm just another girl, in this big world. I'm not gorgeous, I never had a boyfriend, I won't have sex with you... yet. I'm not smart, I'm complicated, I'm stubborn, I don't know who I am. I'm insecure, I'm orphan, I was forced to give my first kiss. My parents died in front of me, I'm ill and I can't even take care of myself."
His mouth opens in shock.
" I just don't get it."
" I love you because you're brave, stubborn, complicated, intelligent, insecure, because you are strong enough to smile although you've been through a lot. You have that look that says 'you won't never know me' and the truth is I'm just as complicated. You complete me and I love all your imperfections. You are my life."
I hug him.
" I love you, Klaus." I whisper in his neck. " And I'll forever. "
" Will you?"
" Yes."
And we fell asleep in each others arms.
