Hey guys, it's me again with chapter four of Endless Sun. I have had such fun writing this story which is why I'm updating so fast, hope you don't mind. I hope you like reading this story as much as I have writing it. And thanks so much guys for all the reviews I have been getting. It's pretty great. Keep up with the reviews, and I'll keep doing frequent updates. Thanks again guys.
A growl erupted from my throat, as I scowled and glared at Jacob. How dare he be a total utter complete ass?! He had no right to claim me as his wife or try to be possessive of me when he was dancing with another woman just minutes ago. Not to mention he told Embry to fucking keep me. He had no fucking right. Before I could speak up, Eric began talking.
"Oh hey sorry dude. I get it. I'm on your turf. I'll back off. Enjoy your wedding," he says holding his hands up as if to say I surrender and then he hands me over to Jacob who presses me against his body, as Eric walks away.
"Leah, I don't want you around him anymore," Jake commands, wrinkling up his nose and glaring at me as if I had done something wrong! Hell, no he was not putting this on me. He was such w fucking hypocrit. He can dance with Bella but I can't talk to other guys. Jacob would have to learn that wasn't how it worked.
"Get your fucking hands off of me," I snap, pulling away from him, so that we faced each other. My anger was starting to bubble over! Jacob has treated me like shit this whole wedding, and then expects me to listen to his ass! He must have lost his mind and forgot he was dealing with the Leah Clearwater! La Push's former bitch who could pick a fight with anyone and win. Nothing had fucking changed! "And how dare you, you jackass?! You are such a fuckin hypocrit when you were just waltzing with your little girlfriend. Why don't you go and fuck her and leave me the hell alone?" I shout.
"Shut up, Leah," he growls, looking around us. Nobody was close enough to hear us though some people dos see me pull away and we're now staring. "You're making a scene."
"A scene!" I snort. He didn't point anything out or correct me. He probably wished he could fuck Swan! "Who fucking cares about the scene?! Let the whole world know how much of an asshole you are," I say waving my arms, to get my point across.
Jacob sighs and runs his hand through his black hair. "Damnit, Leah! This whole marriage thing isn't going to work," he states.
I scoff. "You think?"
I knew that if I stayed a moment longer I would slap him and that would cause a real scene, so I stalked off, refinding Bridget who had been hanging out with Paul, and Rachel. "I need something strong now!" I demand, trying not to show my anger or cause a scene.
"Leah, honey," Rachel begins to try and reason, but I put my hand up stopping her.
"If I don't have a beer or some shit, I'm goin to get real angry," I tell her, looking her straight in the eye and letting her know that I meant I was going to phase.
She rolls her eyes before telling Paul to follow her, as they get me a drink. By now I was fuming, trying desperately to keep in my anger.
"What happened?" Bridget asks, concern etched across her face. It made me feel so good to have such amazing friends as her and Rachel.
"Jacob happened! He is such a hypocrit, telling me I can't dance with Eric when he was basically sucking face with the Cullen girl just a few damn seconds ago!" I growl, throwing my hands up in frustration.
"He's an asshole. Do you want me to make him unable to have kids again?" She asks, seriously.
I wanted to say yes and help her on the process, but this was a wedding and that would cause a major scene. Plus he would just heal in a day or two, so what would be the point?
"Nah, I just need my old friend, vodka, and a good night with friends," I tell her.
"Well then let's party and have the wedding of a century!"
When Paul and Rachel come back with drinks, we find Riley and Kim and drink our drinks while dancing to the music. There were no concerns and no boys, and I was okay with that. It was nice just hanging out with them and being myself. When the announcement came on, saying it was the last song, I frowned since I was having such a good time.
The last song was another slow song, and when I looked up at the stage, Eric wasn't there. Instead the song was being played by a pianist. The pianist knew what they were doing, as her hands glided across the piano producing some of the prettiest songs.
The girls waited on me, but I knew they desperately wanted to go and dance with their guys, so I let them, watching at how happy they were. Paul with Rachel. Embry with Riley. Kim with Jared. It just left Bridget and I. And even though I was married, I felt so alone. So empty inside. I sighed.
Somebody clears their throat, as I turn around to look at my younger brother, Seth. All in purple with hi hair tussled and a huge smile on his face. "So this is the dance you saved for us?" He asked cocking his head to the side, and I smiled remembering what he had told me before the wedding had started.
"Guess it is," I tell him before getting up, grabbing his hand and leading him to the dance floor. He his on my hips and mine on his shoulders. We swayed back and forth to the music, as I noticed other couples, dancing. Emily and Sam. My mom and Charlie. Dr. Vamp and Mrs. Vamp. Then I saw a couple that I knew I would see but dreaded. Jacob and Bella. I growled. Didn't she have a man? Why was she still trying to steal mine?!
Seth noticed my anger and turned to see them as well before looking back at me, the smile clear of his face. "I'm sorry you ha to be put in this, Lee. He loves her and I hate that you're second best again," Seth whispers shaking his head.
I look at him and do a soft smile. "Hey, it's not your fault. Don't you dare fucking apologize. I'll get through it."
"But it's not fair," Seth whines softly, dipping me before pulling me up again.
"Nothing's fair in life," I tell him leaving out the 'especially for me' part. It was true. Nothing about my life was normal, and I was afraid it would never be normal though I knew deep down it wouldn't. I was the first female shifter and nobody can explain how surprized they were about that one. Not to mention I killed vampires for a living and was being married off to make a stronger batch of wolves. I would wish this life on my worst enemies.
The song ended, and I pulled away from Seth, to clap though I could feel his worried gaze on me. When I turned to look at him, I knew he wanted to say more, but I put a finger to his lips.
I was grateful to have a little brother like Seth. He always cared about me an was concerned about me though I was the older sibling by two years. He was always affectionate, and I had no idea what I would do without him. Though I didn't show it all the time, I truly loved the little runt.
"Seth, I'll be fine," I tell him though knowing that it was a lie. Of course I wouldn't be fine. Who would be? But I refused to worry Seth anymore since he was still so unsure about all of this.
"Okay, Lee. But don't give up on him. He'll come through." To hell he will, but I keep that comment in my head and instead just nod.
When Seth walked away, Sam and Emily came towards me. They walked together so in sync. Their hands touching slightly and Emily resting a head on Sam's chest while he had an arm around her. It killed me to say it, but they seemed so perfect together. Like they were made for one another in which they were with imprinting and all. Too bad they had to break my heart in the process.
Emily was truly perfect for Sam. She gave him things that I could never give him. She was perfectly fine with staying at home while he fought vampires. Okay with feeding a whole pack of wolves on a normal occasion. Never complained when Sam was out late.
I wouldn't be able to do those things. I would need to be in the action, to make sure my man was alright. Not to mention I would never cook for those ungrateful asses we have in the pack.
"We wanted to congratulate you, Leah," Sam says in that deep, gruff voice he had. His words were clear though they seemed to have a background to them. One I couldn't pinpoint.
"Yeah and thank you for making me a bridesmaid," Emily chimes in, smiling as if we were best friends now. Then she leans forward as if to give me a hug, and I take a giant step backwards, putting my hands up to stop her.
She though that because I was forced to make her a bridesmaid, everything was right with the world. Sadly that wasn't how it went.
"Emily, unless you want another scar on your face, I suggest you back up," I growl, glaring at them. "I didn't make you a fucking bridesmaid for you. I did it for my mother who forced me to do this! So if it weren't for her, you would be at your little shithole house, baking your damn muffins. I still hate you, and that's not going away."
"But you're married," she says softly, sniffing. Her eyes were beginning to water and get red, and Sam's grip on her tightened.
"That doesn't meat I'm going to forget all the years you and Sam caused me pain. Do you can take that excuse and stick it up your ass."
Emily starts crying, but by this point I really couldn't give a fuck! Sam's grip tightens again. "Calm down, Leah. Emily is your cousin, and you should treat her with respect," Sam states.
I snort. "Oh shut up, Sam. You don't know a damn about respect, and neither of you deserve it from me! You sure weren't thinking about respecting me when you screw my cousin!"
"It wasn't our choice, Leah," Sam growls. "Do you think we wished to hurt you? We loved you. Hell we still do."
"It wasn't your choice?! That's bullshit! You could have fought it, for me! That's love! You just gave up and hide behind the fucking excuse that it wasn't your fault! Well it was, and I will never forgive you. So you can take your asses out of here! I don't want to see you again before I leave."
"Leah," Sam reaches for me, grabbing my arm. Before I could say anything, I heard a loud slap sound, skin connecting with skin. I turned my head to see Bridget slapping Sam.
"You're a jackass, Sam, and you're a bitch, Emily," Bridget states, glaring at them. "Leah hates you, and she doesn't want you here. It's time for you to go, or we'll have a real problem."
Sam lets go of me and whispers something to Emily before walking away. He was vibrating with anger, and Emily was sulking.
I look at Bridget, pulling her into a hug, hugging her tightly. "That was wow, I love you, Bridget. You know that right?" I tell her, pulling back to look at her.
"I know, and I love you too. Man they piss me off. I can't beloved you dated that dipshit."
I shake my head. "Sometimes I can't either."
Someone coughs into the microphone, making me and Bridget look up. It was Rachel. She had the microphone in her hand. A smile on her face. "Okay, everyone, it's about time we put an end to this wedding. It's time to bid a farewell to the newlyweds while they exit to their honeymoon. Everyone meet in the driveway to say their goodbyes."
My eyes widen, as I look at Rachel disbelievingly. I had known this was coming, but I still dreaded it. Now it was actually time for the honeymoon. The council would be lucky if we didn't kill each other.
Ok that that chapter was super fun to write, and I'm pretty proud of it. I hoped you guys liked it as well.
Lytebrytehybrid88, I liked your idea and I used it though the beer won't last long on her, sorry. And I hoped you enjoyed this chapter!
Aiyanna Clearwater, IKR, I think Leah is having the same idea in her head. And I am so glad you like my story, and I hope you enjoyed the update.
Firefly-class, I wouldn't let him anywhere near me either. He must have forgotten he was dealing with the Leah Clearwater. I hope you enjoyed my update.
Silverfires, I agree she has, and things are going to look up for her I promise. I love her too much to keep her miserable. Hope you enjoyed my update.
Twigsfan, IKR I can't get enough of them. I love blackwater. Hope you enjoyed my update.
Packmate9900, He is being so selfish and unfair. I agree. He makes me want to pull my hair out, but I love him. Hop you liked the update.
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