She was sitting on the couch,staring down on the pinky floor with her palms on top of her knees nervously. While the other's two female's was standing in front of her, levy was looking at her with a shocked expression still and erza with a serious look. It was quiet and they didnt talk since natsu leaved behind lisanna who ran out the house when she saw them like that.
"Lucy! Explain what we saw. Right now!"
Erza finally spoke calmly with a serious tone,crossing her arms over her chest before she took few stepped and sat next to lucy. Levy did the same and sat to the right of the blondie.
"Yes Lu-chan. . . Tell us, did natsu tried to do something or force you to do this?"
When she heard levy lucy shook her head fast and looked up at them both, she wasnt crying. But her cheek was red as tomatoes, she couldnt find the perfect words to explain this situation so she kept quiet.
"Lucy!"
She jumped back and gluped when erza shout out at her, coughing a little before she cleard her throat and said with shaky tone.
"He...didnt force me...
And... please... i dont want to talk about this now..."
She mumbled under her breath and looked away from the both girls who was staring at her again.
"But Lu-chan!
We can help you..."
"I dont need a help.. please can i stay alone? I will talk with you later"
Five minutes passed and finally erza stood up, telling levy to follow her as they walked towards the door.
"I will leave you for now. But i wont let this pass lucy heartfilia, you have to tell me!"
With that, erza stepped out the room and walked out.
"I will text you later lu-chan.. call me if you need me."
Lucy nodded and watched them walking out and closing the door behind them. A long, annoyed sigh escape from her lips as she smiled. Now she dont have to worry about natsu and lissana because obviously lissana wouldn't go out with him after what she saw, she honestly didnt want this to happen or to make their friends see this. She didnt even know that they will come to visit her, but oh well. It happened.
Looking at her side, there was natsu bag and his jacket. She smiled a little and reached to the jacket, grabbing it and pulled it close to her. Closing her eyes as she felt how warm it was and his smell, the smell that she love.
'I can have this?'
She looked at the jacket for a second and hugged it tightly, walking to her bed and lays now. Now she have to think of something to tell them, she cant say the truth even for levy. She will hate her, she will think that she's weird. Hell she cant do that.
"Ahhh what now...
Is he gonna come back?"
She mumbled against the jacket and closed her eyes, waiting to see if he's gonna come or not.
In the park that was close to heartfilia house, lissana was sitting down on the grass under the big green tree. Hugging her legs to her chest with her forehead on her knees, her eyes was closed but no tears come out because she refused to cry infront of natsu. On the other hand, he was sitting right next to her, one hand on her back as he patted her softly. He was trying to explain what happened but, she stopped him and told him if he talked about it she will walk off again.
"Lissana..."
He whispered softly and looked down at her before he moved closer and hugged her tightly, she didnt mind. In fact she hugged him back, resting her head on his shoulder.
"Just listen to me."
"You should've tell me that you like lucy."
"I dont like her! You know that, you're my best friend and the one who's i love. Im not in love with lucy or anyone else, i love you!"
He whispered softly and stroked her hair,sighing loudly as she didnt say anything.
"Dont scare me like this. Say something."
"Im sorry natsu"
She pulled away and looked up at him, rubbing her eyes softly and forced a smile.
"I will go back to edolas academy with my sister and brother. . . ."
"Wait what?you cant do that. now after what i told you. I confess to you lissana, I love you"
"I love you too. I love you more than myself but... what i saw today..."
She looked down as tears gathered again in her blue eyes.
"Please... if you really love me just let me go.. i promise you! I will come back when i feel more confident and when i gather myself up! I promise you natsu."
He just stared at the white-haired female for a second before he cupped her cheeks and pressed his lips against her,ignoring the shocked face that she made and pulled her close as he deepened into the kiss. She was melting in his touch,she heard some rumors that he's a good kisser but damn. He was more than good, he was so fucking goood!
He pulled away and grinned, pressing his forehead against hers.
"I will wait for you to come back..."
"T-thank you natsu..."
She mumbled softly and looked to the side to hide her blush. After staying more one hour in the park, they finally decided to leave. Natsu wanted to walk her back but she said no, it wasn't that far anyway. So they waves to each other, promising to talk tomorrow in school.
He sighed as he watched her walk off till she disappeared, rubbing the back of his head before turning around and start walking back to his place. Feeling angry when he remembered why all this happened,its all because of her again! She wont make him live and date the girl he likes never. He have to find out a plan to push her away, to make her hate him.
'Well. Its gonna be a long night.'
As he continues walking he stopped in the middle of the dark,empty street.
"Fuck! I forgot that my stuffs in her house."
He moved his hand to his pocket and sighed once more when he couldnt find his phone, he leaved it inside his bag.
"Damn it."
Natsu didnt want to see her, didnt want to talk to her but he didnt have another choice. So he turned around and start walking towards her house again, ten minutes passed and he was infront of the door. Pressing his finger on the bell button and waits for her to open, one,five,ten minutes and she didnt opened it. So he couldn't help but to open the door and get in, the place was like before. Quiet, no one around. He was curious why a big house like this has no maids, or others people to live in. As he walked towards her room.
Lucy on the other hand was tired as fuck, she waited for him for long time while still laying down on the bed and hugging his jacket so close. She didnt move for two hours now, just waiting for him.
'Yeah... he wont come after what i did'
She finally gave up and pulled herself up, ready to get up and change to her night clothes. But the door voice stopped her as it opened, she turned to see who is it. Her eyes widen as she saw him standing there, looking for his bag. He didnt look at her at all,he was still mad at her.
"Natsu!"
She said excitedly but with careful look at her face,he was looking so mad. And she didnt want him to yell at her or ask her about what happened. Natsu just ignored her and walked to the couch that he was siting on, grabbing his bag and get his phone out to check on it. Smiling a little when he saw a text from lissana telling him that she's in home and ready to sleep.
"Natsu dont ignore me."
"Where's the jacket"
"I dont know."
He rolled his eyes and finally looked at her, still wearing that clothes. But with her sleepy eyes and tired face,it was so hard to look away from him.
"Just give it to me."
"I dont have it! And. . . What happened with lissana?"
She took few stepped closer to him and looked up,locking her eyes into his curiously.
"Nothing happened."
He mumbled softly and turned around,ready to walk out of the room. Fuck the jacket, he dont want to spend more time with her in the same place. But a hand stopped it,she held his arm and slowly hugged him from behind. Resting her head on his back and closed her eyes.
"Im really sorry, i didnt want that to happen.. i didnt know that they will come.."
"Dont fuckin lie now, you're happy that lissana saw us like this!"
"Yes im happy! But i didnt want to hurt her.. i was just gonna ask her if i can date you...im not that bitch."
Natsu raised an eyebrow before he released himself and took steps in,turning to face her with angry look.
"Im not gonna date you, even if i wasn't in love with lissana. Im not gonna Date you so fuck off from my life before i really hurt you, lucy heartfilia"
He was serious, his tone was firmly and loud just to make sure that she get it. And without waiting for her to talk, he walked off the room and the house.
"I..im not gonna give up,not now!"
She yelled at him and closed her room door roughly, feeling the tears gatherings in her eyes but she wiped them off before they fall. She cant give up now,she love him and she will make him fall for her no matter what.
