Hey guys.. thanks so much for your reviews. Well I'm just gonna update here quickly a special chapter for Kendall's BDAY!

Chapter 4: All About Kendall

It had been a week since everything happened. I still went to school but besides that I never left Camille's apartment or talked to anyone that wasn't my mom or Cam. Kendall had texted me but I didn't reply. I has a lot of time to think lately and decided I should tell him and mom everything, but not today. Today was his birthday and I didn't want to ruin it more than I already had. I decided to sneak into his and James' room and wake him up.

I let myself inside the apartment and carefully closed the door and walked towards their room. I opened the door and sat on Kendall's bed. I shook him gently.

"Wake up you little mop." I said trying my hardest not to snort.

"Katie?" He asked slowly opening his eyes.

"Happy birthday big bro." I said hugging him.

It was the first physical contact I had with any guy in a week, but decided to suck it up no matter how uncomfortable I may feel. I needed everything to go back to normal to help me forget.

"Thanks sis." He said and kissed my forehead.

"I'll go make you breakfast." I said as I pulled away and got up. I looked over to James' bed, it looked weird but I shrugged it off.

I started to make some waffles and put some whip cream and cherries on top. I heard Kendall's door open and I looked over only to see James' coming out. He was shirtless and in his sweatpants. He looked like he hadn't slept well. I wanted to offer him waffles but I couldn't even bring myself to say 'hi'.

I decided to make him some anyways when I saw him sit on the couch and turn on the T.V. When I finished his and Kendall's badge I put his in the coffee table in front of him and took Kendall's to his room. I opened the door and gave him the plate.

"Man I missed your waffles." Kendall said while shoving himself a nice portion of it in his mouth.

"Glad you're happy big bro." I said sitting on his bed, actually smiling.

It was around 11am when everyone woke up. They were all cheering for Kendall's 20th birthday. I went to my room to find the birthday present I had gotten him a month ago. James had been online shopping with me to find the two most perfect gifts.

James got him a pair of limited edition Vans and I got him a costume made picture frame. I had found accidentally and old picture of him and dad from his last two months of life. I had restored it and carefully put it in the picture frame that had the Vans logo all over it. Did I mention that I also got him the original Spiderman mask? Yeah, I'm THAT awesome.

I sat on the floor for a while. I had truly changed this past week. Its not like I wanted to, but at least it made me feel better about what had happened. I started wearing again my oversized t-shirts and jeans instead of tank tops and shorts. My hair was in a ponytail and I didn't have the usual powder and lip gloss.

My bedroom door opened as James came in and closed the door. My heart jumped, I was happy to see him again in my room, I was happy to see him alone, like we used to. But of course that happiness only lasted about two seconds.

"Can I have the present I bought for Kendall?" He asked and I nodded. I had already gotten it out so I just gave it to him. The box was big enough so there was no chance of my fingers accidentally touching his like it happens in books and movies, but I had hoped that it would somehow happen.

I missed how he used to touch me, to caress me sweetly. It was always innocent but full of passion. The line had been drawn very early on so I would never be scared of him trying to take things too far. He was always very respectful; he always knew how to control himself. But then I remembered that Kyle probably did the same, I shuddered in disgust.

After calming myself down I went back to the living room; today was all about Kendall.