Camprock3:chapter4
The next day I packed all of my stuff out of Tesses cabin and called my mom to tell her I was coming home. I had no choice but to tell her, although I didn't want to. When I finished packing I went outside next to the dance room with my guitar, I planned to write a song but that's not how it turned out. I started playing guitar but then I just starting crying and screaming, I was so afraid of having this baby. Caitlin came running, "Are you okay…" her words stopped when she saw it was me."Caitlin I am sorry for disturbing your dance group but I am just so afraid" I said tearfully. "Afraid of what?" she said. "Having this baby and going through the pain with no one" I said. "What about your mom or Tess?" she said. "I don't want my mom to know yet and Tess hates me" I said, "Michie I want to be your friend but I need something first" she said."Okay I will take over your shifts and stop bothering you and Shane" I said."No I want an apology" she said. "Caitlin I am really sorry and…then she cut me off "That's enough, don't worry I will help you" she said. I moved in with Caitlin but I knew Shane would come around soon."Hey babe" he said as he kissed her, but then he saw me. I could tell from his look he was mad or maybe he was afraid."Caitlin I need to talk to her alone" he said, "Okay" she said as she left the room."So it's true about you being pregnant" he said, "Yeah" I said. "Are you sure it's mine he said as if afraid to ask, "Well who else?" I said."You were my first" I said, at that moment he got up and walked out angrily."I will see you later" he said to Caitlin as he left. "He was your first?" she said as she walked towards me, "Yes...but it was a mistake" I said."Tell me how this baby came to be" she said, "Okay" I said. "During this summer Shane and I grew closer and I felt like I really loved him, one day he invited me to his cabin he said he got me a present" I said starting to cry."It was his mother's engagement ring she wanted him to give it to his true love" I said as I gave her the ring. "No Michie i don't think I love Shane anymore" she said while giving me back the ring, "Why?" I said confused. "I think…that he" she stopped at he, "He what?" I said. She said nothing, "WHAT Caitlin?" I screamed."He used you okay" she said, "That's why I don't love him anymore okay?" she said."How did he use me?" I said, "Finish your story and then you'll see" she said. I wandered how she knew he used me, but then it hit me. "He told you didn't he, that he used me?" I said tearfully, "And you knew all along that what I did with Tess was because I was hurt and you acted like I did something wrong when Shane did!" I said. She was speechless, and then I realized something else. "You do love him still…because you knew all along he used me yet you kissed him and fought for him you're a horrible person" I said as I walked out of the cabin. Then I remembered how Shane used me, he gave me that ring and told me he loved me. Then he said if we do that together he would never stop loving me, I didn't really want to do that I wasn't ready but I did it for him.