Holiday.
That's what Manager Yoo said... but I wasn't too sure.
I stood near the gate that lead to my plane.
"Hyung," D.O patted my shoulder and gave me a reassuring grin, "Take a good break alright?"
"If anything happens just text me," Changyeol chimed popping his head around D.O.
I nodded smiling. I tried to be just as bright as I had always been, it was just a habit. But it didn't work like it always had. When I left everyone had faces of forced smiles and forced reassurance that I was alright.
Stupid memories.
I was heading to Jeju for a month. Jeju... I hadn't been there in a long time.
"보고십다...민석아..." (I miss you... MinSeok...)
I clenched my fists, 'get out of my head you hag...'
I stepped on the plane, greeted the flustered red stewardess before walking down to find my seat. I settled down, placed my earphones in, closed my eyes and tried to remove myself from my surroundings. It was my holiday, I was going to relax and get rid of those stupid memories. Nothing was going to interrupt me... and with Black Pearl pounding my ear drums I fell into an uneasy sleep, the hairs on my neck standing on edge.
...
"엄마!" I gasped, jolting as I shot up on my chair. Tear tracks clearly streaked my cheeks. Breathing heavily I surveyed my surroundings. Thankfully my manager had let me have the whole of first class to myself. I felt my heartbeat race like on drugs and I felt light-headed. It was that stupid nightmare again. Wiping my eyes I opened the small window cover beside me and saw the beauty of the blue sea below and the outline of Jeju island. I prayed deep inside, that i would be able to remove this curse from within me that was holding me down... as the plane descended my heartbeat followed suit.
...
The train ride had been rough, but as I stepped out onto the deserted station I took a deep breath in. The surrounding country air was so fresh I could already feel my spirit being clensed.
So this was what Jeju was all about.
I rolled my suitcase out and headed out for the motel I would be staying at. A five minute trek was all it took and I arrived at a rundown motel.
"H...Hello...?" I called out, opening the paper-rolly doors (whatever they were called). According to Manager Yoo no one would recognise me so I would be able to relax as much as I liked.
"Hello,"
I swerved around to see an ajumma smiling up at me, I quickly smiled and bowed.
"Hello, I'll be staying here for the next month..."
"Ah! Yes yes I heard! This way, young spiffing man!" she slapped my ass once and brushed past quickly.
Freezing up I grinned awkwardly, spiffing she said... spiffing. Coughing I followed close behind her. I was led to a rather small room, which was pleasantly connected to a small garden and water feature.
"Here, make yourself at home. Lunch and Dinner are given so come out whenever and I'll get you something mm?"
"Thanks ajumma!" I called out as she headed out.
"AH~~~" I breathed out and sprawled out on the floor. The ceiling was low and gave a cosy feeling.
As I lay motionless on the floor my eyes glazed over. I remembered Manager Yoo's words. I'd be out if I didn't sort things out now.
Why... did that have to happen to me... Stupid... Stupid life...
I scoffed at my own thoughts, so cliche. I was feeling sick at my own sadness.
Wimp
A/N
Hey! Hope you all enjoy so far, sorry if it seems slow right now... don't worry the next chap is going to be action packed! please leave reviews etc so I know what you guys want and how you find my FF :D teehee!