Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.
I really wanted to rip his face off. How dare he touch, care for her, love her?
How dare he, when I couldn't. I tried with everything I had, with every part of my soul, my live beating heart, to love her and not Emily. The thing is I never even fell out of love with her, but her love with dwindled in comparison with the one I felt for her cousin.
How come this leech could love this beautiful, amazing, smart, strong woman when all I could see was another pack member?
He has a wife, a child! Has he no shame?
He has no right to be with her. Not her. Not my Lee Lee.
When I think of the cold hard marble skin touching her, the putrid, sickeningly sweet smell contaminating her, it makes me feel sick.
It wasn't fair.
Why did he get to have her?
How come I didn't?
