Hello Everyone, I'm back again, This chapter is flashed forward to now since Courteney is going to be on the Jimmy Kimmel Show the 7th. I hate changing the point of view so many times but I did (oops) anyways this chapter is in Matthew's POV. The Chapters will alternate between Matthew and Courteney from Now on. Let's just say the previous chapters were sort of an introduction.

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It's been a few months since the last time I seen her. She tweeted today, but of course it was with Johnny. She still looked beautiful.

There was something about the picture though. To most people she looked happy, but most people don't know her like I do. Something is bothering her. I can see it. It's like she is being forced to put on a smile. Take from me a guy who made her laugh continuously for over Ten years. I know what her real laugh sounds like. Adorable. I know what her real smile looks like. Beautiful.

The last time we seen each other was when we went out for dinner but that didn't go to well. Right as the waiter was bringing the appetizer over Johnny called and told her he was back in LA and he needed her to pick him up. Apparently his show got cancelled and he decided to come back and surprise her. She apologized for having to leave so soon and if we're honest I was sorry too. How did I think that we were gonna get through a whole night without something coming up? I don't know.

My thoughts were interrupted by my phone buzzing. I looked at the name across the screen. Jimmy Kimmel.

"Hello?"

"Hey Matty, how are you?"

"I'm good, how are you?"

"Great! Now listen, do you think you could come onto the show on the Seventh?"

"Um, sure, Why?"

"Courteney is gonna be there and we want you to surprise her, bring something special... people have been wanting to see a friends reunion and since that's not gonna happen most likely how about a Matthew and Courteney reunion?? Tv's favorite couple!" Jimmy seemed pretty excited about this.

"Ok, I'll be there."

"That's awesome man! Thanks! It was nice talking to you! Bye."

"Bye."

What. Did. I. Just. Get. Myself. into.

I already am so in love with her it hurts and now I just agreed to see her again. I can't keep doing this to myself.

I'm supposed to bring something special? What the heck does that mean??

Y'know it feels like that everytime I feel like I'm finally over her she comes back. And it hurts me. Knowing I can't be with her. Knowing I can't call her mine. Knowing that I can't spend the rest of my life with her. What hurts the most is that I have to hold it in like I have been for the past 24 years. Well I don't have to technically, it's just best if I do. But I can't do that this time. It's weighing me down.

I'm gonna tell her. It's time for the truth.

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