im very sorry for the lack of them to you and all other fans of this story ive been extremely sick in the hospital since July 4th this year and then lost my grandmother right before Halloween so i was discharged from the hospital after being in for 4 months and was on a flight outta Oklahoma to Washington state less then 12 hours later to be with my family in our time of grief and to lay my grandmother to rest please work with me a little longer it was never my intentions too take this long to update but sadly life has had other planes for me i will do y best to get something out ASAP ill i ask is that you please just wok with me thank you
I do NOT own Twilight or any of its charters I do however Own this story I hope you enjoy. Thank you Mist for being my Beta
Izzy POV
I roll over and do a full on body stretch before I turn my head and look at my alarm clock. *Sigh* 5 am is staring me in the face in bright red letters. I flop back over onto my back staring at the ceiling guess I will have to get up I got a shit ton cleaning to do. I haven't done it the last few weeks like I should have been. FUCK, well I guess it's an all-day cleaning. I hop outta the bed, run into the bathroom pee, brush my teeth and hair then add light eye shadow and mascara. I might just be cleaning but if I need to go out my make-up will be done. I smile to myself I look damn sexy right now wearing my pjs. I thinks I will dance, smoke and clean in this. (pjs are a black and blue bra like top and blue and black skirt like bottom ) I head into the living room, turn on my Die Antwoord mix cd, and light up a joint. Once I'm done smoking. I start dancing around the house cleaning, in the middle of scrubbing the kitchen floor I hear someone knock on the door sighing I put my cleaning supplies down and get up heading for the door."I'm coming." I holler
Who the hell is knocking on my door? Everyone who knows me knows this is the day I clean my house. This better be good and they can go fuck themselves if they think I'm putting clothes on. Opening the door I get excited it's my Paulie I haven't been able to hang out with him in a while.
"Hi Paulie. Come on in I'm cleaning but your welcome to hang for a bit haven't seen you in forever."
I smirk. I can see Paul's eyes darkening with lust. We've had mind blowing sex a few times but it doesn't matter Paul's not the settle down kindda guy. I like to party as well but even if he were different it wouldn't matter because Blane owns me. I am not allowed to see others and I have to come running when he calls. He hates the fact that I have so many male friends and in fact he has accused me more than once of fucking every man I meet. I shuttered, Blane mad is not a good thing especially when he's mad at me. I think I still have a few bruises from the last time I pissed him off.
"So... Not that I'm not happy to see you and all because I love hanging out with you but its cleaning day and its... 7 am and I know how much you love your sleep what's up?" I asked him
Paul's POV
I follow Izzy inside, when she asks me that before I can stop myself I blurt. "I'm in love with you"
Her eyes are huge as saucers "Come again" she whispered
Fucking hell well it's too late to take that back not that I want to but Fuck "You heard me Izzy I said I'm in love with you. Fuck woman I've been in love with you for a long time now but I guess you're too blind to see it. I hate seeing you with other men. I want to be the only man in your bed touching you, bringing you pleasure, but most of all I want to be the one you come to when you need to talk to someone. When you're hurt I want to take care of you and I want to be the one to make you smile. You're my best friend and you're the love of my life it's you and it has been you for a long damn time." I told her She just looked at me with her mouth hanging open for a minute before everything started to catch up then I saw tears welling up in her eyes. "You bastard why would you say that to me now?" she asked "What?" I'm so confused "Years we've been friends for years and now all the sudden you say that you love me. I want you to leave I don't want to see you again Paul you're not welcome here anymore." Izzy said I looked at her and felt my world crumble. I've never felt so devastated in my life but what choice did I have but to leave so I followed her to the door."Izzy come on please don't be this way I just told you I love you and have for a long time and you're going to kick me out?" I asked
"What do you expect me to do Paul fall into your arms and never leave? (well that's a nice thought wonder if she would or I know how about I tell you I'm madly in love with you? ( I wonder if she really is or if she's just mad) Well guess what Paul I'm seeing someone else and even if I wanted to leave him he would never let me go. (What the fuck is that supposed to mean does she want to leave him or not) Like I said Paul you need to leave and you are not welcome here anymore j…j…j…just leave me alone." she stated then opened up the door for me to leave when it was opened she froze.
"Blane what are you doing here baby?"