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Chapter 4- Run!

Lily Confused Evans , she decided to rename herself..

She'd never thought that a person could be this confused. James words rang in her mind as she walked down the hallway to the common room. She knew he wouldn't be there, knew there was no way he was going to let anyone else see the state he was in. She spoke the password and entered to find an empty common room , That suited her just fine. All she wanted to be was alone.

She went and sat on the couch by the fire and stared at the night sky .Wishing the stars could give her some answers. Wishing she knew what to do. Wishing she couldmake sense of her thoughts, her feelings. But all the stars did was twinkle .

Lily wasn't the kind of girl that boys like James loved, she wasn't a pure-blood, she wasn't the most popular girl in school. She wasn't the prettiest or the one with the beautiful clothes.

She was just...Lily

But He still loved her. She didn't doubt that he did . Lily knew sincerity when she saw it. But the question was, could she love him back? Could she stop believing that one day he would decide that she was not good enough anymore? Would he –

"Evans, Why did you lie to me?"

Lily turned around to see an incredibly hurt looking Amanda Arnold.

"Amanda-"

"I thought we were friends, then why did you lie tome?" She asked , almost screamed the question

"About what-"

"Oh, don't act like that, why tell me that there was nothing between you and Potter ?"

"Amanda ,you have to listen to me there was –is- nothing between me and James-"Lily tried to explain through her guilt. How could she do this to Amanda, her friend?

" There is nothing?Then tell me why I had to kiss Potter first and even then he couldn't get out of there fast enough , tell me why he ran the second you walked away ? Tell me Lily" her voice softened , and the anger in her face vanished , as if she just realized something " why did you look like you were going to cry when you saw me with James? " Silence echoed through the room after Amanda's words , Lily didn't know the answers to Amanda's questions .

" Lily ," said Amanda in a kind voice " don't you see that the guy is so in love with you , he doesn't even look at other girls ? And that you are in love with him too? So in love with him , that you can't see straight?"
Maybe it was Amanda's words or maybe it was just the feeling of elation that coursed through her when someone said that Jameswasin love with her . But a peice of the puzzle fit in her mind and she finally saw what she had been missing for the last six years. She knew that everything would work out . She just had to take this one step towards him . She had to fight for them right along with him. She wasn't confused anymore.
Before Amanda knew what had happened Lily quickly rushed to hug her and then ran towards the boys dormitories, She knew she had to find him ,and she knew just the person to ask.

She didn't hate him, she loved him. She finally accepted it .

And this time she wasn't going to take just one step towards him . She was going to flat out run.

A/n – i know, i know its short! But i can't help it I don't have much time
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